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I looked at Azure's half hearted message and laughed, it was 10:30pm and now is when she remembered my birthday, I haven't spoken to her since the last time she called me talking shit, so this message was very unnecessary. Anyway, I wasn't gonna let her bring my mood down,

"Bri you know I can't drink," I said pouting as Bri brought out a round of shots. The whole day Amir made sure I was pampered. He booked me in to do my nails, my hair and even got me an appointment for a wax which I needed badly.

Now as my birthday was winding down, I was at Bri's with Mia and Maniya. After dinner, Bri said we should come back to her house. I thought Amir was going to show up but he was yet to show up. I wasn't upset about it because I was enjoying the time with my girls but you know when you're out and now you just want your man - that's how I felt right now.

"We're gonna drink it for you," She laughed, picking up a shot. I saw Maniya's hand reach for a glass and I nearly slapped it off,

"Don't get beat up in here Niya," I warned, "Better stick to that soda,"

She groaned and picked up her soda, sipping it angrily.

"Oh come on Lala, one shot won't kill her," Mia said drunkly, this was her first time out since she had Amari, so she was going wild.

"Yeah come on Ma," Maniya coincided, "I won't tell,"

"Drink it before I change my mind," I said rolling my eyes. She picked up the glass and threw it back quickly,

"Wish you were my mama," Bri mumbled throwing hers back as well. I got up and stretched, my bladder completely full, these baby was sitting on my damn bladder at all times.

"I'm going to the bathroom," I announced leaving the living area, I walked down the hallway and pushed open the bathroom door.

I handled my business and washed my hands, checking my hair in the process, I needed a new hair do or something - I was bored of my hair.

My phone buzzed and I saw Instagram was blowing up meaning one thing, Shaderoom were at it again,

"Shouldn't have posted that damn," I mumbled looking at all the comments who were calling me a gold digger.

I left the bathroom and heard the chatter and laughter, "Mama," I heard Maniya shout out,

"Mmm," I said entering the living area again,

"Old man's on the phone -"

"Pops!" I heard Amir say through the phone, Maniya slipped up and called him pops and now he won't get over it. His exact words were, if she can call you mama she can call me pops, his jealous ass.

"Pops is on the phone," She corrected herself, handing me her phone,

"Hi baby," I smiled at him, "You look good," His hair was freshly braided back and he was laying back on the bed with his arm behind his head,

"I always look good," He replied mugging the phone,

"No you don't Patchy," Bri called out making him suck his teeth,

"Tell Bri I said shut up before I call Winston to come back home,"

"Please leave that nigga where he's at," Bri kicked Priest out after he refused to buy her a new car - they are a crazy ass couple.

"Anyway how you doing mama? You need anything?" He asked me. I walked into the hallway for privacy,

"I need you," I said bluntly, "I've spent my whole birthday without you,"

"I know Love, I've been busy,"

"With what? What's more important than me?" I said getting upset, "You convinced me to celebrate today but you've not been here,"

"I'm sorry, I'ma make it up to you - I promise," His eyes kept leaving the screen,

"Who are you with and where are my babies?" I asked quietly so the girls couldn't hear me,

"Saint's here chilling and Sinai's asleep" He said putting the camera down so I could see Saint and Sinai on the bed, "Ain't nobody else in the house mama," As he said that I heard something fall in the background,

"So what's that?"

"Shit, let me call you back," He said before hanging up. I tucked my lips in and counted to 10 because I wasn't about to explode here.

When I was calm, I put a smile on my face and went back to where everyone else,

"Finished caking up?" Mia asked as I sat back down,

"Something like that," I replied handing Maniya back her phone,

"Please don't tell me y'all used my phone for phone sex," Maniya said scrunching up her face,

"I wish," I mumbled but they heard me and all started making noise,

"I've been said that Naala is the freakiest one out of all of us," Mia said loudly, "I'm boreddd, let's play a game," Mia said sitting up and hiccuping. They were all drunk and here I was, the pregnant elephant.

"Say it or shot it, well in Naala's case just say it, and we can go live" Bri suggested,

"Um, Maniya isn't drinking," I said sitting back, and clutching my juice.

"This is no fun," Maniya replied pulling out her phone,

"Sorry baby but Amir will kill me if I let you drink," I said pulling her closer to me,

"Mmm, I know," She said putting her head on my shoulder,

"Y'all are so cute," Mia cooed, "Maniya how does it feel having a young mom? Wait do you see her as your mom or did I just say too much, -- maybe I should stop speaking," Mia rambled on,

Maniya laughed, "No it's okay, Naala is the only mother figure I've ever know so yeah I do see her as my mom,"

"Aw," I said sticking my bottom lip out,

"No one's ever treated me the way both you and pops do, it's hard to explain but I love y'all for real," Maniya said looking up at me. We were at a place where me and Amir had taken on being her parents full time, just without the title. We had a proper sit down and asked her how she felt about it and some tears later, she told us we were the only parents she ever wanted to have - that made me cry like a baby of course.

"Oh lord here comes the tears," Bri said standing up and handing me the box of tissues,

"Niya," I whined wiping my eyes, "That's so cute, we love you too."

"Ma, I didn't want you to cry," She said sitting up and wiping my face, "Let's play the game?" She said to Bri,

"Yeah, okay so does everyone know the rules?" She said setting the camera up for the live, "Naala is it okay to film Niya and also because of you know?" She said pointing to my stomach,

"It's up to Niya and I'll stay at the back and sip on water," I replied fixing my dress so my stomach wasn't showing as much, "Niya you okay being on live? Those comments get brutal,"

Maniya nodded, "I don't mind as long as I don't look ugly,"

"Okay," Brianna laughed putting the camera up in way that we were all in sight, "Okay let's wait for the numbers to come up, y'all already know Naala but Mia and Maniya, introduce yourself,"

They both waved and spoke, when it got to 900 viewers, Brianna started the game. She was using Mia's phone to look up questions,

"Cool, we've put a little spin to the game, it's more like say it or sip it - now we gon get straight into the game," Bri started, "First off, how many bodies y'all got?" Brianna asked reading off her phone,

Maniya sipped her drink making me side eye her, "What you sipping for?" I asked,

"Mama," She said blankly, "I'm not saying it so I have to sip,"

"Naala they asked how's that your daughter?" Bri said leaning in,

"Damn, y'all are nosy as hell," I laughed, "Don't worry about that,"

I leaned closer to the phone and read the comments, "Thank you," I mumbled seeing the happy birthday comments, "Taina don't come in here being messy,"

"What did she say?" Mia asked sitting her drink down,

"Talking bout I've been fast," I said frowning, "I'm not finna argue with you on instagram,"

"Ignore her," Bri said, "Leave her ass looking stupid, anyway back to the game," Bri said reading the comments,

"Oh shit damn, I've got 4," Mia shrugged, I wasn't shocked because Mia was a sex with a boyfriend type girl, she was not one to have sex with just anybody.

"Lala?" Bri said looking at me, it took me a moment to count up,

"Mines 4 too," I nodded, Mia snapped her head to me,

"4? It's been 3 since forever," She said raising a brow,

"Oooo, who you been getting freaky with?" Bri said wriggling her eyebrows,

"It better be pops," Maniya added watching me,

"I am not about to get into that on live," I laughed drinking my water,

"Woah," Bri said turning to me, "Read that last comment," She said lowly, only I could hear her. I leaned forward and saw what Taina said, I gave Bri a look and she nodded, I wasn't gonna give this girl anymore attention.

"Damn, I've only got 1," Bri giggled going back to the game, "I need to catch up,"

"Wait Priest was your first?" I asked with wide eyes,

Brianna nodded with a smile, "Yeah, he's the only one for me,"

"Better call him back then," I teased. She looked at me and sighed,

"I should shouldn't I, anyways after this," She said perking up a bit, she looked at the comments and scrunched her face up, "How am I lying? Y'all do too much,"

"It's always someone in the damn comments doing the most," Mia added, "You look like Lori Harvey," Mia read one of the comments, "Aw Lori looks like me babe,"

"Bitch," Brianna laughed loudly,

"You are wrong for that,"" I chuckled, sipping my water a bit. My mouth was feeling a bit dry,

"Have you ever faked an orgasm?" Brianna said reading off her phone,

"You better not put the drink anywhere near your lips," I said quietly to Maniya,

"Oh my God," She laughed, "No I haven't," She said softly,

Both me and Mia sipped whilst Bri looked at us, "Y'all are so bad,"

"If it's not hitting, you gotta lie," Mia shrugged, "Damn shame though, I know y'all know," She added, leaning down to read the comments,

"I be feeling so bad if I don't fake moan as well because he'll be moaning like crazy," I laughed, "Niya close your ears," I said to her, "I be like 'oooo daddy I feel it in my stomach' even when I can't feel a damn thing,"

"Jayda girl when you gon come down to New York?" I asked, I met Jayda out in Miami and she was actually a cool girl,

"You know Jayda Wayda?" Maniya asked me lowly,

"Mmm, Jayda follow my daughter back, she be always sending me your photos like, mama I want that bag," I said into the phone. Maniya sent me Jayda's pictures all day and I direct her straight to Amir.

"Niya tell her," I said nudging her, Maniya blushed and told her,

"Oop Naala someone asked do you fake orgasms with Dave?"

"They always want something for the blogs," I said rolling my eyes,

"Don't be doing my brother," Brianna laughed, reading the comments,

"Uhn uhn, Amir knows what he's doing," I said quickly,

"I didn't know you had it like that Ma," Maniya said raising a brow at me,

"You didn't know?" Bri said laughing alongside Mia, "What did Dave say in that song?"

"Your shit get wetter than the rain pouring or something," Mia cackled, "Naala got that splah," They all laughed,

"Nope Santana get out my comments," Brianna said with a smile, "You're are gonna come in and wild out,"

"Man, let's add him," Bri said tapping on her phone. Moments later, Santana popped up with a big smile,

"Pretty Briiiii," He laughed, "Who that sexy girl on the side?"

"Who Lori?" Bri teased pointing to Mia,

"Stop," Mia said laughing, "Hey boo,"

"You a little pretty thang ain't ya?" Santana said, "Mmm and I see Ms Naala the freak in the back," Santana's friend's with Bri and we linked up in Miami,

I hid my face and laughed along with them, "Y'all stoppp," I dragged out,

Brianna put her hand on my shoulder, "It's okay Lala, we all knew you had that ushy gushy,"

Maniya covered her ears, "Ew I'm not trynna hear what they do in their spare time," She groaned,

"Baby I'm surprised you don't hear them," Brianna said, her laughter calming down,

"Oh trust me I do, I'm finna move rooms soon." Maniya replied, I'm not surprised because the walls in the house are surprisingly thin,

"Is this come for Naala day or something?" I said giggling,

"Yeah you right," Bri responded, "Okay, let's see," She said picking up her phone again,

"Have you ever eaten ass or had your ass eaten?" She said looking at us all, "Santana you can join in,"

I scrunched up my face, "No one is going near my ass ever,"

"I eat ass any time of the day," Santana said proudly,

"You're missing out y'all," Mia said nonchalantly, "I didn't think I would like it but damn," She said biting her lip,

"It's good?" Bri asked her,

"Girllll," Mia dragged out, "I'ma wait till we're off camera,"

I looked at both of them in disgust, "Ain't no way," I shook my head,

"You won't know till you try it," Maniya spoke up,

"Uhn uhn little girl who be eating you out?" Santana asked, "Wait I got a call, hollon," He left the live,

"Nope, next question" I said, I wasn't about to let her do all of that on the internet. "Let me know if you want me to call your dad because I can call him,"

"Stop," Maniya laughed pushing my shoulder, "Now everyone in the comments is thinking I'm fast Mama,"

"Maniya you're so lucky, I couldn't even say the word sex around my parents," Mia commented, "Would have had my ass beat,"

"I'm not a strict parent, keep your grades up and do what you have to do and we'll be fine," I shrugged,

"So I can have a boyfriend?" She said directly to me,

"Ask your daddy," I said leaning back, that was none of my business.

"Ooo seems like he in here," Brianna said looking at the phone,

"Patchy go away this is a girls night," Brianna said to him,

"Right, leave us alone," I coincided, reading the comments. Most people were going crazy for him,

"Ew not y'all caring about lil dookie bootie," I spoke, "He ain't all that y'all trust me,"

"Liar," Mia laughed, "Didn't you say he looked good earlier?"

"Damn near drooled on facetime," Brianna added, slapping hands with Mia, I hate that I introduced them, they're always on my ass.

"They ain't wrong," Maniya agreed with them,

"You picking their side Niya?" I gasped, putting my hand on my chest,

"Right Papa," I said reading his comment, I looked at the time and it was almost 12, "I'm tired," I yawned,

I looked over at her, "What he say?"

"Business, get some," She said moving away from me,

"Y'all are ugly," I frowned,

"Well we gon' wrap this up now y'all, it's been real," Bri said ending the live.

"I'ma beat Taina's ass Naala," Mia said to me standing up, "She was doing too much,"

"Not if I do it first, she had no reason to bring up Gray - at all,"

"Let her keep on," Bri replied, "Ain't you her boss?" She added,

I nodded, "I ain't signing off her check this week, she gon' feel my anger,"

"I don't blame you," Mia answered, "I don't know why she's switching up all of sudden,"

I waved her off, "I'm not sweating it," I yawned,

"I can drive home if you're too tired?" Maniya asked me,

"You sure?" I said opening my purse, she nodded so I handed her the keys.

"Thanks so much y'all I had fun," I said hugging Mia and Bri separately,

"It's all good La, I'll speak to you later," Bri said giving me a funny look and then locking eyes with Maniya,

"What y'all got going on?" I laughed watching them,

"Nothing!" They both said at the same time,

"Mmm Niya you only had one shot?" I said because all them were acting funny, I shouldn't even be letting her drive home, let's hope she don't knock no one over.

"Yeah mama come on," She said leading me out the house.

We got in the car and she pulled off fast, "Slow down a bit," I coached,

"Ma sit back and relax, you always stressing,"

She carried on driving and took one corner so fast that the car swerved, "Maniya don't wreck my car," I said sternly,

"That curb came out of nowhere," She mumbled,

We finally got home and I silently thanked God that we didn't get into a wreck because the way she was driving had me holding on to the bars at the top of the car like a granny.

"Pops told me to park in the garage," Maniya said as I opened the door,

"Okay be careful," I said getting out of the car and shouting the door. I walked up the steps and unlocked the door, and was met with pitch black.

"Amir?" I called out, slipping out of my heels. I was met with no response, weird.

I spotted a white envelope on the floor and I reached down and picked it up. It said READ ME in big words on the front, what is this man doing?

I opened it and it was written in his disgusting handwriting, 'Naala. A five letter word that means the world to me, I know you are probably thinking where I am, on the back is a clue,'