Time flew and I ran from being single to being engaged already.

Jungkook and I got engaged just a few weeks ago, and now everyone was rushing from the preparations of our wedding.

As exciting as it was for everyone, for me, it was nothing but just a wait. A wait to get into a married life which would mean nothing to Jungkook.

How am I going to survive this? Will this relationship turn into something that I want? Will what Grandpa said turn into reality?

I'm not scared to get married to Jungkook, but I'm scared to be hurt...by him or by myself.

"Why aren't you ready yet??" Jia, Yoongi's girlfriend, asked as she got in my room.

"Oh I was going to.. I was just.."

"What is it?? Anything wrong??"

"No, I mean I'm just nervous, a little stressed and well yeah.." I breathed out.

"It's normal I guess! Your wedding is so close now, so obviously you'll feel that nervousness.. But you're getting married to a perfect man whom you chose yourself so you are going to be fiiiine~"

Jia is a really positive person but she wouldn't really get why I'm nervous right now and I didn't even want to tell anyone about my relationship with Jungkook.

" Gimme five minutes, I'll be ready!" I said.

"Okayyyy! Hurry up!!"

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"I guess this one is the perfect one, Y/N.. What do you think? You like it?" My mom said.

I lost count of the number of dresses I tried,and none of them seem to please me.

Well I know this isn't the kind of marriage I was looking forward to for myself, but I still wanted a perfect dress.

I'm not really someone who dressed up like girls normally do,but I had to change that habit of mine as my mom said.

"No.. I don't like it Mom! It's ugh I don't know.."

"Fine fine! Let's get you something else then!"

"I guess you can try this one, this one is pretty and I personally think this would look really good on you." The salesgirl said.

"I'm so happy that you finally got your dress!!" Jia said before taking a sip of her melon juice.

"Me too."

"I wonder when is that brother of yours going to propose me! Seeing all of these wedding preparations make me want to get married too! " Jia chuckled.

"Soon maybe.. Well you never know.. He is always doing stuffs unexpectedly.."

"Oh I know!"

"Anyways, I'm happy I'm having this little time with you here!" I stated smilingly.

Jia was just going to say something as my ringtone interrupts our conversation.

"Heyy"

"Hey Y/N!" Jungkook replied. "Are you done with the dress shopping?"

"Uhh yeah! Why?" I asked back.

"I'm going to pick you up, I'm changing the room's interior so umm I'd like it if you can see and give some ideas."

"Interiors? oh umm yeah sure but I'm with Jia right now -"

I take a glance at Jia who signals me with her hand that she is fine with me going.

"Ahh umm never mind, you can pick me up, I'm at the 'Luke Café'."

"Okay! I'll be there in ten!"

"yeah see ya!" I hanged up.

"So Mr Jeon is taking soon to be Mrs Jeon out huh?" Jia smirked.

"Not really.. He wants to change the room's interior, so he wanted my help. Yeah.. Nothing more.."

"Listen.." Jia said in a serious tone catching my attention. "I know this is more like an arranged marriage, but Jungkook is Yoongi's best friend. He knows Jungkook and I'm sure with time everything is going to work out. I know that you guys are probably not more than friends right now, but trust me everything will work out at the end. After the wedding, you see, you'll develop feelings for each other and stronger ones. Believe me!"

" Thank you Jia.. I didn't know who to approach to talk about this but really you are such a positive soul.. I'm happy my brother has you in his life, he is really lucky! Thank you so much.. I just hope everything works out as it has to be in the end. "

"With time, it will.. Don't stress yourself! Okay?"

I nodded as I smiled at her.

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"You could have done it yourself, right?" I asked.

"Yeah.. Maybe.. But mom wanted me to ask you for your preferences!" Jungkook said.

Oh so it's his mom who suggested it. Not him.

"Hmm well! I think these are perfect."I said as point towards the colours.

" You think so? "

" Yeah it'll be fine! I have no problem with it! "

" Okay then we looked into some furnitures, we finalised the colours.. This is it I think.. Right?"

" Yeah I guess! The bathroom already has the bathtub and the shower,which is perfect. "

" Hmm yeah.. "

I walked down the stairs as I looked to my right and left, exploring the house that I'll be living in soon.

" So, I'll drop you at your place then."

"Yes please if you don't mind!"

"Now, don't be so formal!" Jungkook said. "So umm, how are you finding work? Is it okay for you?"

"Yeah! It is! Thanks to you, I'm actually getting involved more!"

"Well soon you're going to sit on the CEO's chair then!" He smiles at me.

I feel my heart race. He is just smiling Y/N. Just smiling. Calm yourself.

"Uh hahaha yeah haha.." I chuckled awkwardly.

The drive back home was silent. No words exchanged. No conversation at all. This made me ponder whether it's going to be this way after our wedding.

This is the life that I'm getting into.

But.. am I fine with it?

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