that good friend of mine who I scolded, teased and what not?

Now Kinda knows how to choose himself over this selfish world.

I still check up on him sometimes and he keeps telling me he is fine,

I'm not saying I don't believe him but I wanna see what's actually his definition of *fine*

Sometimes I think this is just what he wants me to think,

I don't know if this is my gut feeling or something he has left for me to find.

I text, I call and it just makes me think

Maybe he is okay or maybe he isn't but if really did needed me, all my attempts wouldn't be failed, would they?

there might be something he would have said,

or maybe wanted to leave it unsaid.