27.01.2022

I've anxiety or the constant stress about something,

But is it weird, that I'm so worried of lacking behind, so scared and tensed what if I'm not able to do it that I don't even start that particular thing.

I feel alright until I have this feeling in my stomach,

And my body starts shivering and I try not to burst out with tears of fear.

I wish I didn't knew this very feeling was anxiety,

Cause when I knew it was, I didn't knew how to fight it.

I think I try so hard for a moment while the next moment I think I'm telling myself a lie,

I try so hard because there are people including myself who don't like to see me cry.