The next day Kitten was still angry at me, she refused to even talk with me after throwing a fit and leaving. I feel kind of strange, I don't think I'm the reason of her frustration, but she refused to let me help her.

Today I decided to follow her around, she went towards the school, they seem to have some sort of festival going on there. That idiot Shirahama Kid appears in front of her and her people, I don't really care what they are saying, but if He touches my Kitten he'll regret it.

Kitten's too kind, she let him go even though she had totally kicked his ass, although I don't understand why he doesn't fight back. I can see that bastard Goblin Niijima hiding again, I don't know what he wants to do, but if he makes my Kitten angry I'll destroy him. Now off to buy some flowers or better chocolates, that's probably the only thing that could make Kitten forgive me.

I asked Mr Nanjo on helping me with this, after all I've done quite a few favours for him already, although he hasn't asked me to kill anyone yet, but in time he will, that's how life works.

When Kisara returned home to eat, probably the only reason she's ever returns home, since Buchi is being taken care of by servants, well there's also the problem of the estate being littered with kittens now, since every time Kisara brings new kittens back, I think I understand now why her father didn't allow her to bring the kittens home, she's a bit too enthusiastic and too kind.

Surprisingly the plan was a success, I apoplogized and she took the chocolates.

-Don't think I've forgiven you, I only want to tell you that tomorrow morning we have another meeting of the heads

-Wait, you know I really love you, can't we somehow mend this problem?

-I don't think so, you wish to kill people, I want to have fun while fighting strong opponents, In the end I don't think we're the same at all and tell my father thanks for the chocolates

Now I get it, Now I understand why I hate this place so much, why I felt this emptiness inside all along. She threats me like a servant, like one of her father's lackeys, kitten, that hurts deeper than a knife, but I have to make sure, I hope I'm wrong, I hope I'm just making it all up.

-Kitten we have to talk

-We'll talk tomorrow after the meeting, I'm tired now

-I want to ask you a simple question, what do you see me as?

-Tiger, if you act like a dog for too long, you will become a dog

Bang!

I lost my temper there, my fist going through the wall and all.

"Sorry about the hole"

Kisara was looking through the new hole in the wall, this was simply insane by her standards, it wasn't the traditional japanese walls, this was solid concrete, reinforced with Iron beams inside. That was also why my hand hurt like hell after that hit, but it wasn't broken, it would mend with time, something that I can't say about my heart and broken dignity.

I meditated all night in a dark room, the air was scarce here and I could barely hear anything, If I overdid it I could fall unconcious and die. Mr Nanjo made that room in order to help with my training. In a way it's good to have money, but problems of the heart are more difficult to solve, I have to regulate my breathing again.

Problems, Problems and more problems.

I haven't slept all night and this Hannya mask gets in the way of breathing, I'm about to faint, but I must persevere, this it something that I have to do, I have to reach that state, I have to copy what I saw!

The truth is one, The Elder wasn't breathing oxygen at all, his lungs are more like a weapon rather than an organ for survival, all his vital organs have long changed into something more than regular organs, you won't be able to kill him even if you suck all the oxygen out of the atmosphere.

I was so close before the door opened wide and light intruded into my dark and silent training chamber.

-Are you ready, the meeting is about to start soon

-Can you help me up?

-Just get your sorry ass up by yourself!

I crawled on all four until I reached a wall, I felt as if I was really weak, as if all strength had been drained from my body, like an empty container with nothing left inside.

Kisara looked at me suspiciously, she probably thought "When will this idiot stop pretending or something"

I tried to act strong, but my steps were unsteady, I stumbled and fell, I felt like the greatest idiot in history. Why did I have to get angry over all of this and had to make Kitten angry again, why did I overdo with my training.

Kisara kicked me but I wouldn't know because I was unconcious, that's the result of training without a master. She kicked me another time or two before she begun to panic, she checked my pulse only to get even more agitated as she could feel nothing.

When I woke up I was at a hospital, the doctors said that my situation was really strange and that I probably would never wake up, for some reason my body had undergone extreme changes to the extend of not being considered human anymore. They also said that Maybe I was abducted by aliens, I could hear my parents pleeding to the doctor to help me, I however didn't want to stay and hear their bullshit, thus I simply left through the window, wearing only the patient's robe and an underwear.

While Falling I could experience every split second as if I was moving at slow speed, the people around me moved as if they were walking through water, it was a strange experience, but this was my world now, This is my Martial Art, bending time and space, to experience a second like a minute.

To the eyes of normal people I was probably like a blur passing by, but once I use the Dou Ki, I simply disappear.

The meeting of Ragnarok was rather silent, one of the nine didn't show, but Kisara told them that I had an accident during training.

"Shinpaku Alliance, they have delivered a great blow to Kisara's Company, what's your opinion on this new Gang, Battle strategist Loki?"

The rest is part of Kenichi's story not mine, when I returned to the estate it was already night, I went to my room and begun to sleep, I was really tired.

I was woken up by a kick in my face!

-You bastard, I thought you had died!

-Close but not enough, I'm trying to reach the next level

-You're trying to kill yourself!

-It's a risk I'm willing to take

-Did you ask me if I'm willing?

-Last time I checked you wouldn't even talk to me

-Shameless bastard! Do you know how the others looked at me when I told them you had an accident during training, they looked at me as if looking at an Idiot!

-And here I thought you begun to care about me

-Why on earth did you leave the hospital!

-Because I need to rest, that place is too noisy

-It's a hospital and you had a private room at the highest floor, where on earth did you hear noise, were there planes flying overhead!

-Please my head hurts a bit

-How on earth do you expect me to marry you, if you are escaping from reality!

-What?

-You left school, escaped from the hospital and now everyone thinks that you're some sort of alien being!

At this moment I begun to fall into the depths of despair, once more I had misjudged the situation, Kitten was angry at me for secluding myself from the rest of society, after all if I become a lost person, we won't be able to get officialy married, although we can still be together.

I fell on my knees before her, tears falling from my eyes.

"Kitten I'm really sorry, I won't do it again, if you want to I will go to school, I will do anything you want me to do, could you forgive this fool?"

Kisara however didn't even look at me, she turned around and shut the door behind her. I could hear her heartbeat, I remeber that heartbeat, It's the sound of disappointment.

I hit my fists on the floor, the force creating a crater, I shouted with all my strength to the sky, the sound coming out reminded the sad howl of a lonely wolf.