As emil contiues to delve deeper into his conciousness and the untapped subconcious realm of his vey existence. So he ponders during this experience on how to heal and strengthen to past traumas that shape who he is right now. Now he is already aware of the traumas that define who he is, but he doesn't want to forget those part of his life, no, he needs to them be a strong foundation of definition who he needs to be. Because even there's a solution to such traumas, he knows that regardless whether or not to be connected to omnicience, he knows that what's makes him remember why he values knowledge and it's way to influence a better future; not just for himself but also the people he guides to their full potential in their lives.