At the end of the first month of the second year of middle school, to be honest, she didn't quite believe that she could live to be 14 years old in quite peace, and thought that at some unknown time before that, she would seriously look for a building to see.

Some looks beautiful and luxurious, and the appearance is obviously a exquisite building, and jumped down gracefully.

Facing the history textbook on the desk that read "Origin of World Civilization - Mesopotamia", she suddenly wanted to laugh. Laugh at publishers and editors for finally writing history objectively into textbooks.

The historical materials in the chapters of the end of the Qing Dynasty to the early years of the Republic of China - Taiwan - almost made her unable to read it anymore... Such an exaggeration of eccentricity, do they want to quarrel with the opposition party again？

Yu Ruoling smiled indifferently, but the curvature on her face became more and more ferocious with the unrestrained imagination in her mind, and in the end it was a distorted smile like a psychopath.

This scene forced Yue Yifei and Su Hangyi who came over to break out in a cold sweat.

"Damn！What is Grandmom doing？！"Su Hangyi rubbed her arms, and blurted out two obscene words, "Yue Yifei, is my grandmom broken again？"

Yue Yifei turned her head and smiled brightly, her eyes were full of mischievous smiles, like a sledgehammer hitting Su's heart hard.

"Hell！Yue Yifei, don't laugh like that！My life seems to be threatened！！"Su shouted, thinking again, Grandmom, please ask yourself, she can't save you.

And when Yu Ruoling realized that someone was approaching her, it was already too late.

"？？？"She just wanted to blink, why is it full of light red after opening？？

"Rouly, you are so tiny and sexy~"

"..."

"..."

Hong Weiming, who was watching the performance next to them, sprayed all his water in the mouth on the head of Wu Hengmeng who was opposite.

Molested！This is blatant teasing！！Jian Fuyao, who was sitting at the back and was still reviewing physics and magnetism, was so excited that she rushed over madly, and then followed Yue Yifei's movements, pulling them both into her arms.

"Oh oh oh~~Rouly, you are so tiny and sexy~"

No, stop shouting what tiny and sexy. Yu Ruoling was locked in the double arms and couldn't move, so she said in a very speechless muffled voice, "Of course I'm so tiny and se…, you can leave a gap even if you hug me one by one, you are so wide."

Within two seconds, the two romantic persons quickly backed away from her.

"No...I'm hit..."

"Rouly is so heartless..."

Are you on a talk show or cross talk？Yu thought dumbfoundingly, and said, "It's almost five minutes since class is over, and it's lunch time, why don't you go eat？"

...

"Whaat？！Is now going to eat already？？？"

"Damn！Chen Qian, don't eavesdrop and jump in line！"

"Grandmom, why don't you tell me earlier that I'm going to buy cold noodles！"

What the hell... It's too good for these guys to forget even a few lessons were ended. Yu casually threw the history book of the world into the drawer, took out the lunch box and walked slowly towards the "Buffet" area.

...

Muxi just asked for leave today. Yu Ruoling sat back in her seat and looked at the meal in the bowl in a daze, suddenly she was not used to having a deserted lunch alone. Sure enough, after getting it, will one greedily want more？Could it be that she shouldn't easily believe in the ridiculous and fragile trust between people from the beginning. This is the kind of thing where once one find a treasure, he lose his mind, and then keep pushing himself into the bottom of the earth that will never see the light of day.

She would rather die than exchange for the brilliant diamond that can bring some light to her life.

What a mess.

Like really did she know that when she looked back, there was still no sun.... Ever since she stepped into this vicious circle, her life has been without light, like a deep-sea water monster, when people see it, incredible rumors begin to spread.

Like she's actually possessed by a ghost...or something.

Yu Ruoling knew that she was in a mess, obviously the answer was there, but she searched everywhere like a blind man and couldn't find it. Obviously, she want to get along well and without any grievances with people like them who are indeed friends, why does it feel like there is still a thin film in front of her？

It seems that in their world, there is no place for her as an outlier. Why？Did she do something wrong？Even though they are all human beings, why was she treated as trash by those - Well, from elementary school - people？ What exactly does God the Father mean？When will she be freed？

Without the desire to live, nor the courage to die, she is such a gloomy, bitter, resentful waste, why should she be here？She is absolutely useless for the work of God.

When will she die？

"Grandmom？ Grandmom！"Su Hangyi squatted in front of Yu's table with a paper lunch box in one hand, with a ghostly expression on her face, and clenched her other hand into a fist that like she wanna punch Yu's head, "I've called you for so long and you haven't heard！Can you still be in a daze while holding a spoon and looking at the meal？！"

"Huh？Oh, I was thinking about what to eat as a vegetarian today. We can't eat it without Muxi, crying."

When did she get the spoon？Yu Ruoling looked at the shiny silver metal object in her hand and fell into deep doubts.

"...Grandmom, I have something to tell you."

She raised her head and glanced at Su. The usual domineering face and the pride that belonged to Su in her eyes were extremely lost now. Yu was keenly aware that what Su said next from mouth might not be what she would like to hear.

"What's wrong？"

"I was...be 'put on the bed'."

"...What？"

She put down the spoon, "I said I……"

"When？What happened？"

Su Hangyi raised her head timidly, and found that her only respected friend in this class was staring at her expressionlessly, but the strong surprise and worry in her eyes were fully revealed.

It's enough, with Yu Ruoling's concern and worry, even if everyone in this class - even Liu Muxi - tried their best to expel her, a scourge, from this Zhonggang Junior High School, it didn't matter.

In mid-July, a friend called Su Hangyi. So she went to drink with that person, because they were all girls, she didn't worry at first, but then...

Then she got drunk, and when she woke up, all the clothes her originally wearing disappeared.

She was supposed to be the boss of a teens gang in the north of this city, only to be spoiled and turned into a poor victim. Even if she still wanted to stay here, in Zhonggang, her family would not allow it.

"You..."Yu Ruoling carefully chose her words, although she knew that Su didn't really...value the thing very much, but after all, the thing had already happened, "haven't thought about it？"

"How could I know？"

There was silence for a while.

"Grandmom, I may have to go to another school."

A pair of chopsticks stirred in the paper lunch box, and the lunch turned out to be tasteless in the end.

Behind Yu, the loud and joyful laughter of Zu Yuxin and Mu Yongtan could be heard in her ears, and there were still some vague noises.

"It's fine to go to another one. "Yu Ruoling suddenly felt a little irritable. The anxiety made her restless, but she was suppressed by strong reflexive reasoning, "If you have time, you can come back and with us...to take a lunch or dinner."

"Yap！I know. Thank you, Rouly."Su Hangyi looked at Yu sincerely - the first big ice cube who regarded the heinous and abandoned gang boss as a true friend.

She remembered the first time she talked to Yu, for someone like herself, Yu Ruoling should have been an indifferent piece of shit, but Yu easily aroused her interest.

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The turquoise matte painted wall, and several transparent and off-white sliding doors cleverly cover the stacked glove boxes behind. A square black clock hangs next to a piano, and a 32-inch LCD TV is mounted in a circuit set up on the ceiling.

The dark screen reflected the strange guy sitting on the piano chair, who was violently destroying the keys.

She was really forced to join the army..., she thought in a cold sweat, she originally joined the group of youths who were dedicated to chatting, chatting nonsense, and announcing matters, but who knew that Lin Xinyong suddenly reorganized it？Put her on the service list？Or just twice a month？

How much that sister Tianyun was in it, this, she will forget it, but why does Lin Xinyong want to make a special announcement that she can finally serve with them together？Are the neat rows of "Jesus loves you", "YEAH", and "Great Great" stickers in the LINE group coaxing her like a child？

She's not a kid lying on the ground rolling around when she can't get a lollipop, as if she finally fulfilled a wish, what's the matter？Didn't that group of people ignore her when she first entered the fellowship？Why do they have to pretend to be enthusiastic on the Internet？

What are they trying to fix？

Didn't her father's that day - the last night he was breathing - get no responses？

Except for Chen Tianyun's message of "Critical Ill Notice", those people didn't say anything. Why do they ask her to join what is basically a group of hypocritical Pharisees？

The impromptu melody under Yu Ruoling's hands is getting more and more treacherous, and the changeable chromatic scale sounds quite anxious and manic. From light to heavy, from slow to urgent, clusters accumulated layer by layer and soared to the peak, just like when a storm is approaching, a pair of evil ghost eyes with vertical pupils and bloody suddenly flashed in the dark night.

They change positions from time to time in the dark clouds, making one feel that the neck is firmly bound by a thick iron lock, the breath is about to be exhausted, and the smell of death is in vain.