Why after everything that Tommy said to me, do I still like him?

I'm not entirely sure why.

I know he doesn't really like me...which is why I've been scared to do anything, but also cause he doesn't make it easy to like him.

But I know Tubbo said he was 'complex'.

And I'm pretty sure he likes me.

Maybe he really did like me this whole time and just wanted my attention.

I mean- he kissed back and blushed.....he even talked sort of softly to me.

He's kinda...adorable.

I was pretty early to my eigth period. In my eighth period, was Tubbo. Tubbo was pretty chill. He was quiet and kind....not to mention he's also Tommy's best friend. And...I'd like to learn all about Tommy.

I know he's cute, a real hothead, he can be funny, and that he is bisexual, so I have a chance.

That's why I chose to sat next to Tubbo. I sat down and he smiled at me, "Hey Ranboo! How was lunch?"

I smiled back, "It was good thanks for asking. How was your lunch, Tubbo?"

"It was nice." He replied.

I nodded, "Cool....."

He nodded and then we fell silent for a while.

"So! Mind if I ask you a question?" I asked him, suddenly breaking the silence.

"Not at all!" He beamed.

I chuckled, "Uhm.....so...I'm going over to Tommy's place after school."

"Well that's great! Maybe I can tag along, y'know....if you'd like." Tubbo said softly.

I awkwardly laughed, "Uhm....actually I think it should just be Tommy and I. We're gonna work on our Science project."

He frowned a little, "Oh...right. Well that makes sense....so did he apologize?"

"Yeah. I mean-" I laughed, "He did more than apologize!"

Tubbo raised an eyebrow, "What's that supposed to mean?"

I smiled, "Well-"

"Ranboo! We need to talk!" Tommy burst through the door.

I smiled brighter and stood up, "What's up?"

He smiled softly, "Just...c'mere?"

I followed him out the door leaving a confused Tubbo behind at the desk.

"Good thing I caught you before the bell." Tommy said relieved.

I grabbed his waist and pulled him close, "Oh yeah? Why's that?"

He pulled away and pushed me, "Don't touch me. Tubbo could've been looking."

I smirked, "So....it's okay if I touch you when no ones looking?"

He blushed and punched my chest, "No! Now listen to me!"

I grabbed his fist and held his hand, "I'm listening."

He pulled his hand away, "Don't tell anyone about what happened. You weren't thinking and I made a mistake in what I did too. It doesn't mean anything, okay?"

I sighed, "Fine. But it didn't not mean anything to me."

I rolled my eyes, "Your an actual idiot. Now don't you dare let it slip to anyone. Especially Tubbo- I swear I'll kick your ass."

I rolled my eyes back at him, "Alright cutie, I won't tell anyone."

He blushed brighter, "Shut up! Don't call me that!"

I chuckled, "Alright, alright....chill out would ya?"

He sighed and shook his head, "Please stop trying. It's never gonna happen."

I shrugged, "I dunno.....something tells me otherwise."

He huffed and then walked away. I smiled at him as he did so and then I went back into my class, right as the bell rang.

I sat back down next to Tubbo and smiled to myself. Tubbo seemed curious on why, so he asked, "What'd you two talk about?"

"Nothing important." I replied and shook my smile away.

He sat up uneasy, "Why're you smiling like that?"

I shook my head, "Nothing....he was just- sorta nice to me."

Tubbo nodded, "Well...that's good."

"Mhmm." I hummed and couldn't control my smile.

School had just got out. I got out of my seat and Tubbo grabbed my arm, "Ranboo!"

"Uh....yeah?" I asked confused.

He smiled, "I live right across the street from Tommy's house. So we can go find Tommy together."

"Oh.....okay." I replied and he latched onto my arm smiling.

I awkwardly chukled, This is wierd....

We walked out of the classroom together and then out of the building. We were walking towards the bus stop and then we saw Tommy.

I quickly pulled my arm away from Tubbo. I didn't want Tommy to think anything of it. Instead I stood right beside Tommy. I was gonna put my arm around him, but he shot me a glare, so I refrained. Instead I held his hand where no one could see it. I looked at him and he blushed. I smiled and he let me.

When the bus came we all got on.

"You don't have to sit with us. We're just getting off at the same stop." Tommy told me letting go of my hand.

I sighed, "Kay..."

I went over to sit with my friends.....I didn't want to make Tommy mad.

Finally the bus reached Tommy's stop, where I would get off as well. Tommy and Tubbo got off and I followed. By this time, there wasn't a lot of people left on the bus.

We walked towards their houses in silence. We dropped Tubbo off first.

I stood really close to Tommy, "Alright Tubbo, we'll see you later!"

Tommy glared at me again then looked to Tubbo so softly, "I'll see you later Tubs."

Tubbo nodded and him and Tommy shared a hug. Then Tubbo waved to me and I waved back. He walked off into his house and then I grabbed Tommy's waist.

Tommy pushed me away, "You dumbass! Leave me alone!"

I rolled my eyes as we walked towards his house.

I reached for his hand, "Why'd you let me hold your hand?"

He pulled his hand away, "When?"

"At the bus stop." I reminded him.

"I didn't." He replied.

"Yes you did." I told him grabbing his hand again.

He pulled his hand away, "Stop it. I never held your hand."

I stopped as we arrived at his front door. Tubbo's house was big, and so was Tommy's.

He rang the doorbell and some lady opened it. We walked in and he thanked the lady very nicely. He led me upstairs and as we walked down the hall, a boy burst out from a door.

"And whose this friend of yours?" The fluffy haired brunette asked.

"Not a friend. Project partner." Tommy replied blandly.

The guy nodded and went back to his room. Odd, but whatever.

We walked along into Tommy's room and we sat down on the carpet in the middle of the room.

He groaned, "Ughhh, I can't believe your in my room! This is horrible!"

I looked around with a small smile, "I can't believe it either."

He sighed and got out his laptop, "Get to work on the project, yeah?"

I raised an eyebrow, "Aren't you gonna do it too?"

He rolled his eyes, "No duh, now shut up and work."

I rolled my eyes then pulled out my laptop to begin working on our project.

I yawned and looked over to Tommy, "Your pretty smart when you put your mind to it, huh?"

He sighed, "Whatever."

I smiled, "We got a lot done, huh?"

He shook his head annoyed, "We could get it all done if you'd stop trying to talk to me and just do your work."

I raised my eyebrows, "Dam. You really don't like me, huh?"

He scoffed, "Don't like?- more like hate."

I smiled, "Y'know if you'd let me, I could easily change your mind."

He raised an eyebrow, "Was that meant to be dirty....?"

I blushed, "No! I- I ment like....get to uh- know me."

He snickered, "I'm good. Thanks."

I smirked, "What? Did you want it to be dirty?"

He blushed too, "What?! No!"

I chuckled, "I mean......it can be."

He furrowed his eyebrows suprised at what I'd said, "Your wierd. I already told you no."

I closed my laptop, "Come here Tommy."

His eyes widened, "What was that- a demand?"

I laughed, "Just come here."

"No. Leave me alone." He said, turning his attention back to his laptop.

I sighed and scooted over towards him. I now sat right beside him on the carpet. He got up and moved to his bed. He sat down and continued working.

"So you like playing hard to get, huh?" I asked.

No reaction. He just ignored me. I got up and sat down on his bed, beside him.

"Tommy?" I asked and he continued to ignore me.

I gently placed my hand on his thigh. He flinched, but other than that he didn't react. I smirked and began to slowly rub it. He blushed brightly, but still payed no attention to me. So I rubbed up his inner thigh now, slowly going higher.

As my hand went higher up he winced and grabbed my hand, "You fucking perve! You can't just touch people like that!"

I squeezed his hand, "I want you Tommy."

He let out a small whine, "We can't...."

"Why not?" I pleaded.

He sighed and shook his head, "Just no."

"I'm single and I like you....,so let it happen." I said intertwining our fingers.

He softly smiled, "You like me?..."

I smiled, "Your adorable, whats not to like?"

He rolled his eyes, "Shut up and wipe that smile off your face."

I chuckled, "Why don't you help me out?"

"Stop...." he bit his lip and whined.

"Please Tommy?.....it'll be fun...." I told him.

He hoped on my lap and wrapped his arms around my neck, "You can't tell anyone."

I smirked, "Promise I won't."

He leaned in and we kissed. I bit his lip and he moaned parting his perfect pink lips. I slipped my tounge in his mouth as his hands went up in my hair. We made out and it was probably the best make out session I've ever had.