It had been around two weeks since Jin had confessed.

It's not that I was necessarily avoiding the topic of dating but I was definitely avoiding the topic of dating.

With dating came a lot of expectations and I didn't want to have to live up to them.

Besides, I wasn't even sure what my feelings for Jin were, if there even was any.

At first I was really sure I could just date Daisy and I wouldn't need to worry about this Jin thing anymore but that just wasn't the case...

There was so much more that went into this. Jin wasn't just someone I could have sex with then act like I didn't know he existed the next minute. I couldn't do that, not anymore.

I wasn't sure if I liked Jin but what I knew is that I didn't not like Jin.

It was all really complicated. I was hoping to have figured it out by now but that just wasn't happening.

Right now I was stuck. Do like Jin or do I not? Why can't I just make up my mind on this one? Why is it so hard?

"Aren't you gonna be late for class?" I hear and snap out of my thoughts to see Jin standing above me, his head tilted to the side.

He was wearing an over sized pink hoodie and his hair was messy. He looked adorable and I just wanted to squish him and shower him in-

"Hello? Earth to Namjoon!" Jin says, waving his hands in front of my face.

"Huh? What?" I ask, shaking myself out of it. "Classes. You're gonna be late." Jin says and I laugh.

"Oh, I don't have classes today. Do you?" I ask and Jin nods, letting out a sigh.

"I have a class in a half hour." He says, moving back and sitting down on the edge of his bed.

"Shouldn't you get dressed?" I ask, taking in the fact that all he was wearing was the oversized sweater, that was all.

"I like being half naked." Jin shrugs. My eyes meet his, my lips curving up into a grin.

"I like you being all naked."

Jin looked over at me and laughed. "I bet you do." He says and I grin. "Trust that." I say and he smiles.

"As much as I'd love to feed your addiction, I have to get ready to go." Jin says as he stands, walking towards the closet.

I watched as he reached up for his clothes, the hoodie he was wearing rising up and exposing his thighs.

Containing my wants, I leaned back in my bed and simply watched Jin change, clearly he didn't mind.

After he changed, he headed to class. As for me, well, I had to get the job done somehow.

After Jin got back I could instantly tell a change in his attitude. Something had happened.

"Why that face?" I ask as Jin sits down on his bed, his face slightly frustrated.

He looked up, his eyes meeting mine. "It's that devil. She was asking me about you all day long. I told you this would happen." Jin grumbles.

My eyebrows raise as I tilt my head to the side. "Sana? What was she saying?" I ask.

Jin looked even more unamused at my words. "It doesn't matter, you can't date her, she's evil." Jin says.

"Are you jealous of her little crush?" I ask, my lips curving up into a a grin.

Jin turned his head, his eyes meeting mine. "Of course I am. I want you so I won't let her have you." Jin says.

I was taken back by Jin's words yet in a way, It kind of turned me on. I liked this possessiveness of his.

"You don't have to worry, I'm not interested in dating her." I say and Jin looks back at me, his features seeming to relax a bit.

"Still. I know she won't give up." Jin groans. "I'll talk to her, okay." I say but Jin shakes his head.

"It's pointless. She'll just lure you in with sex. I knew you'll crack under the pressure. You're a sex addict." Jin frowns.

"I am not." I say and Jin gives me a look. "Okay, well maybe a little..."

"Please just leave it be." Jin says and I walk over to Jin and sit down beside him.

"Nothing will happen if I go to talk to her, I promise." I say. Jin sighs as he looks over at me.

"You don't know that, Namjoon. Any temptation from her could change your mind completely." Jin says.

I laughed as I rocked my shoulder into Jin's. "You just think too much. If I said nothing is going to happen then nothing is going to happen."

"How can I believe that? You've had sex with her before." Jin frowns, clearly getting upset over this.

I mentally cursed at myself as I acted without thinking. I moved my hand to Jin's cheek, turning his head to face me.

"Believe me, Nothing is gonna happen." I say, looking back into Jin's eyes, our faces only inches apart.

Jin automatically became flustered, his cheeks tinting pink. It was pretty damn cute.

"I'll trust you." Jin says and I smile and move back. "Good. Now, I'll go talk to her and clear this up then I'll be back." I say as I stand and head for the door.

With one last glance back at Jin, I head out in search of Sana.

When I get to Sana's dorm I knock on the door and wait for an answer.

After a moment, the door opens and standing there is Sana. "Namjoon, hi!" "She says, smiling from ear to ear.

"Hey, can we talk?" I ask, waiting for her to invite me inside. "Of course, come on in!!" She says as she moves aside.

I walk inside, looking around as I did so. "So what did you want to talk about?" She asks, smiling as she joined my side.

"Jin mentioned that you keep asking about me." I start. "Yeah, you never called or anything." Sana frowns.

"Yeah about that," I start and her eyebrows raise. Before I could speak, she did.

"Oh I get it. You're here to make up for it." Sana says, a smirk making way to her face as she wraps her arms around my waist.

"Actaully-" "I've been thinking about you." She purrs, her hands touching all over my chest.

Her hands on my body brought back memories. Jin was right, the temptation was definitely hard.

"What do you say, Namjoon? Do you want to have sex?" Sana asked, her voice low and seductive.

A shiver ran up my spine as her hands got lower. I wasn't sure I could turn this down...

"Sana, stop. This isn't really why I'm here." I say, gathering up the strength to push her away.

Sana looked at me, eyes wide as she backed up, frowning from my words and actions.

"Then why are you here?" She asks, covering her body more with her jacket that had began to open.

"I wanted to tell you that I can't have you asking about me like this anymore. We can't do that again." I say.

"Why not? I thought you liked it." Sana frowns, her eyebrows furrowed.

"I did...but now, well, I might like someone else. That's why I can't do anything with you."

"Like someone else? Who?" Sana asks, frowning as she made a face at me.

"It isn't important. I'm not sure if I like them but since I'm questioning it, it isn't right to sleep with other people." I say.

"If you aren't 100% sure then it shouldn't matter. Let me change your mind." Sana says as she pulls me over to the bed.

I groan as I fall into the bed, her being entirely too close to me. She clearly didn't understand no.

"Please, Sana. I'm sorry if you caught feelings for me but I just can't." I say.

"Just let me show you." Sana says and before I can say anything she presses her lips to mine.

Instantly, I pushed her back. I didn't want to kiss her. Not in the slightest.

"Oh come on, Namjoon." Sana sighs and I shake my head and stand up.

"I have to go. I'm sorry." I say before leaving, knowing this wouldn't go so well when I told Jin.

After what seemed like forever, Namjoon finally came back.

"How did it go?" I ask once I notice Namjoon looking miserable.

"She really is too much. I understand why you call her the devil." Namjoon sighs as he walks over to me and sits down beside me.

"What happened?" I ask, turning to look at Namjoon. "You were right, she tried to have sex with me." Namjoon says and I frown.

"And what happened?" I ask, assuming the worst. "I told her I couldn't. We didn't do anything but she did kiss me." He says and I instantly make a face.

"You guys kissed?" I asked, feeling upset. Namjoon and I don't even kiss and we fuck almost everyday.

We had only kissed once and he was drunk so I didn't even like to count that as our first kiss together.

"Yeah but I pushed her away. I really didn't want to kiss her." Namjoon laughs.

"We haven't even kissed. How annoying." I mumble but Namjoon catches it.

"It isn't really a big deal." Namjoon says and I turn my head. "Yes it is. Kissing is a huge part of relationships and stuff like this. I know we're not dating but sometimes I really want to kiss you and I can't." I say and Namjoon looks taken back.

"Whenever I ask you change the subject. Is it really that gross to think of kissing me?" I continue, getting worked up.

"You've kissed girls. We're sleeping together and you know I like you! I think we should at least-" But my words were cut off as Namjoon grabbed me by the collar, pulled me in, and kissed me.

*gasps*