"Vanessa?"

I don't answer but just continue pouting with my hands crossed over my chest.

"She's still mad?" Josh asks and I can feel his stare on me but I still don't crack.

"You seriously can't still be mad,"

"Watch me," I say looking at her

This bitch tricked me into eating broccoli, fucking broccoli. Like who does that!

I am not overreacting, I think

We were on our way back from eating and I am currently angry at Camilla for obvious reasons.

"Best friend?"

Nice try but it's not working.

"I got you something,"

Well I don't want it......okay maybe a little peek wouldn't hurt, it might be good or she might be giving me a vegetable bracelet with different edible vegetables on it then it will get stuck around my wrist and I'll get so hungry that I'll be forced to eat it then she would have done it again!

I watch too many movies that it's now even scaring me like seriously what the fuck did I just think about?

As if she'll get me a vegetable bracelet, do they even make those? I'll sue the company, I'm not joking I am capable of going through with that.

Damon parks his car and I sadly have to wait for Drew to come out so that I can aswell.

"We are still on for Saturday though right?"

"Mhmmhm"

I'm thinking of sending my mom a picture of how I'll look when I'm done, it will piss her off and I guess that's the point.

It's weird how the guys managed to uncover what I feel about my family, it's really on point.

My brother is an asshole that's why I hate him even though at first I thought that that was what brothers act like but as time went on I stopped feeling obligated to love the guy and with my dad he always favoured my brother. Maybe it was because he excelled in sports which wasn't my strong suit but even when I got straight A's and my brother's report card spelt the whole alphabet he still liked my brother's more, weird little shit.

I just don't see it making sense at all.

Then there's my mom, I still feel like I have to love her....I don't know anymore. She didn't even cry when I left for the first time. She just hugged me and waved happily as I drove away.

Maybe it was happiness that I was growing up and going to get higher education or and I'm leaning on to this side more, maybe it was joy for finally being able to get rid of me.

She even forced my brother to go to a university close to home but for me apparently she didn't really care. Then there's maybe I'm looking into this too much.

"Vanessa are you okay?"

"What?"

"Oh just now you actually look sad,"

I narrow my eyes at her,"I wasn't faking it before,"

"Rightt" she says sarcastically while getting out of the car

"I'm being serious I wasn't woahhh fuck I almost fell there," I say after stumbling out of the car trying to follow Camilla

"Uhh you're welcome," Tyler says then I realize it's him that's holding my waist keeping me from falling

"Oh yeah thank you Tyler," I say patting his chest and getting out of his hold, he almost seemed hesitant to let me go......weird.

I have to go and get my dorm work done, get it

"What are you laughing at?"

"Oh a joke that I made," should've never said that Van, now they'll think you're crazy!

Okay I am crazy but the good kin.d of crazy.

"I feel like I became best friends with a serial killer," oh my- did she though

"Oh you definitely did, now all that's left is for you to fall asleep and I can kill you," I deadpan

"Yeah I'm not telling you my room number then," she says as we continue walking side by side

"I have to go somewhere real quick see you later?"

"Oh okay sure thing," I answer as she starts walking away

Now I actually have to do my work, fuck

*********

What is this shit, I don't remember learning this or maybe it's because I wasn't paying attention.

I need a break

I get up from my bed then walk to the living room to see no one there, I'm so lo-uo-uoo-uooonley.

What to do with my break? I surprisingly don't feel like eating, that broccoli really messed up my appetite.......I'm kidding well almost.

The door opens and I look to see Damon getting in.

Where had they all gone anyway cause I'm pretty sure even Camilla went with them but without me.

Suspicious

"So about Puss?"

"What about it?"

"I don't want it," Did he just take back my nickname, you don't take back my nicknames

He sits down next to me.

"You call me sweetcheeks, I mean what's sweet about my cheeks," I ask holding them

"Not those cheeks," wait what

I furrow my brows and stare at him my eyes locking on to his.

What the fuck does that mean?

He has this stupid smug look on his face very well knowing that he's frustrating me.

"What the fuck do you mean by that?"

"You'll figure it out soon enough," he says beginning to stand up but I quickly stop him by getting on top of him, not a very smart move Van.

"No you're telling me now," I feel like I should've figured this out by now

He doesn't answer his lips twitching as if he's trying to prevent a smile. He slowly looks down then up to meet my gaze again.

I give him a confused look before doing the exact same thing he did, oh fuck

"Umm I am so sorry," I say getting off of him but he quickly stops me by putting his hands go on waist and bringing me closer to him.

So I'm straddling Damon yet again, oh wow.

He lifts up one hand and it goes agonizingly slow towards my face to move a strand of hair that had escaped from my ponytail.

I want a pony.....or maybe a unicorn or a pony with a horn attached to it's forehead

Wait thats what a unic- urghh whatever I shouldn't be shocked at this point I mean it's me after all.

He starts caressing my cheek ever so gently it's as if a feather is touching me, and here I thought he had rough hands

Maybe they are rough when doing something else.

"I meant these cheeks," he says squeezing my ass.

"Holy shit," I did not think of that, I mean I know I'm a dirty minded person I really should've figured that out earlier I am actually very disappointed in myself.

He slowly raises his hands following each curve of my body going underneath my t-shirt in the process.

He stops right before he reaches my boobies then just looks into my eyes, searching for something.

I slowly nod my head, maybe he just wanted consent?

I guess he did actually want that because he resumes his journey. One hand goes under my sports bra and grabs onto my left boob.

He starts leaving kisses on my neck while also rubbing my nipple with his thumb making it hard. Hard nipples, did I even get that with my ex?

I can't remember.

I unknowingly start grinding myself onto him starting off very slow increasing the pace with each second that passes.

He holds on to my butt firmly causing me to stop,"Don't do that unless you actually want me to fuck you," he whispers next to my ear.

Do I want him to fuck me? Definitely

But does he just want to get into my pants then he'll no longer be interested anymore? Probably but I'm not entirely sure.

I hold both sides of his face staring intently at those beautiful grey orbs.

Let me eye fuck him now.

I bring my hand lower my forefinger tracing his defined body as I go to the very end of his t-shirt

I slowly lift it up my eyes widening at what I uncover.

Okay Archie I'm sorry but you are lacking seriously you need to get pointers from this guy, it ain't normal like wow.

"Vaness-" I cut him off by placing a finger on his lips and then continuing lifting his t-shirt, I want to see those tattoos again they were just so beautiful.

"Can you lift your t-shirt please or just generally remove it?" I ask then he just responds by tilting his head sideways

"I want to see your tattoos, can I see your tattoos?"

I remember how my finger is still on his soft, full lips.

I quickly remove it then we're left with an awkward silence where we're just staring at each other well I'm left with an awkward silence he seems to be enjoying my embarrassment.

He crosses his hands each grabbing onto the hem of his t-shirt then slowly lifts it over his head

Oh wow that was hot.

I slowly bite my lip as I rake my eyes over his body, I don't think I want to look at tattoos anymore.

He smirks knowing exactly what I'm thinking.

"Yeah I have uhm umm d-d-dor," yeah what was is it again,"dorm work! I have to finish so see you later yeah?" I say quickly standing and walking to my bedroom catching his mischievous grin on the way

Note to self you can't eye fuck a guy like Damon without expecting to actually want to fuck him instead doesn't work like that.

I need to go to a party to let off some steam you know?

I'm kidding I hate different people touching me especially sweaty people who smell like sex so that's going to a big no no well maybe for the right price I'll go

Or bet.....