“To say I'm tired of this fucking hair,” I mutter to myself

Camilla and I were standing by Damon's car as we waited for the guys to sober up and start moving.

“Cut it then,” she answers and I turn to face her tilting my head slightly to the left

My mom would kill me, do I really want to take that chance?

Absolutely but what type of best friend would I be if I didn't drag Camilla into this.

“You’ll have to do it aswell,”

“No,”

“Look I'll even dye my hair black if you cut yours short with me,”

She stares at me contemplating on whether she should do it or not.

“You don't look good in black so fine I'll do it with you,” glad to see she's looking out for my best interest.

“Why don't you ever hang out with the guys?”

They seem fond of her, close even and I don't think that it's them that are being distant.

“Oh well like I used to but not anymore, not ever since she left,” I nod and just look around,“Aren’t you going to ask who she is,”

“Well I am curious but it's not exactly my business now is it?”

“huh I actually respect that,”

“Ooof don't be catching feeling now,” I tease

“You really want to fuck me don't you,”

“Why yes,” I say laughing along with her.

I finally spot the guys and to just leave them wondering I say,“So Saturday?” while they are close enough to hear me

“Saturday,” she confirms

“Whats happening Saturday and why am I not invited?” Josh asks

“Vanessa and I are going out for a date,”

I never thought I'd say something nice about her but I just love Camilla's voice, it has this authority in it like she'll ask for something and you'll just give it to her, I wouldn't do that of course.

Okay I would but too serious, I'll probably give her my two kidneys if she asked.

“Yeah we are, just the two of us,” I say wiggling two fingers

“Can I watch at least,” Josh mutters

“We’re not fucking..........in front of you,” I add the last part to frustrate him.

“Vanessa my car’s that side,”

“What?” I ask facing Damon

“The car you're leaning on is not the one we're going with, it's not even mine,” he clarifies muttering the last part

I take a step back and actually look at the car, he's right it's not even his. Well I'm sorry to whoever owns it!

Damon puts his arm around my shoulders guiding me to a shiny silver car, I furrow my eyebrows and stare up to him.

“Its my other one, for when we're going as a big group” he has more than one car, atleast he won't feel as bad if I crash one.

“Can I drive?”

“No,”

“Oh,” I say sadly

“I don't trust your driving sweetcheeks,” he mutters kissing the my side of my forehead, what's the name of that place on your head anyway

“Next time,”

“Really!”

“Yeah,” I kiss his cheek for only a second then right after I pull away I realize what I had just done, oh fuck

“Are they dating?” I hear Camilla ask from behind me

“Apparently not, but I swear they must've had sex by now,” I hear Josh whisper, he's not good at whispering.

We haven't even kissed on the lips yet, yet

“They even went on a date,” Connor joins in

“Would you guys care to stop gossiping,” I say turning and flashing both my middle fingers at them

“Stop acting as if you didn't come to me to gossip about Camilla” Josh says exposing me

“You did what—,”

“Shoooooooo,” I say cutting her off,“Don’t you know that there's a rule that whenever you're boarding a car you must be silent so shush,” I say making everyone laugh

Damon's driving and apparently the boys chose death because Camilla and I were made to seat on the last two seats at the back.

“So where are we going?”

“You’ll see,”

“Okay Puss,” I say to Damon and everyone just turns to look at me

I finally got a nickname for him

“What did you just call me?” he asks turning his head inorder to face me

“Puss, your new nickname,” I am great at giving those.

“Change it,”

“Yeah,” Drew says agreeing with him

“Oh shut up Brew,” he always looks like he's about to snap, so brewing anger this the name Brew.

“Thats even worse than Piss,” Josh remarks

It isn't I think

“Its Puss,” Damon grumbles correcting Josh

“Seee you're already warming up to it,” I say smiling at him my head in-between Connor and Drew.

“Camilla what the fuck was on your lips, Van's on crack,” I gape at Tyler when he says that

“I swear nothing, isn't she always like this,” Camilla asks

“She’s extra today,” Connor says and I ruffle he's hair before sitting back on my seat trying to get comfortable then when I see that I can't do that I lay my head on Camilla's lap.

“What happened to your eye”

“Oh some dude punched me,”

“Knowing these guys he'll be dead by the end of this week or sooner,”she mutters examining it, I nod slightly at her

I close my eyes and when I'm about to fall asleep she shoves me, she shoves me!

“Sit up straight,” she says as she looks for something in her purse.

“You fucking bitch,” I mutter sitting up

She start taking out makeup and placing it on her lap. Do all girls carry makeup when they go somewhere?

She starts covering my purple-black eye again.

“Van do you have your inhaler?” Tyler asks

“Yeah, it's in my bag”

“You’re asthmatic?” I nod at Camilla's question,“I’m done,”

“Thanks,” I mumble and lay my head back on her lap.

Don't judge me it's comfortable, I slowly fall asleep....

Camilla's P.O.V

Finally the pain in the ass is asleep, I wonder if she really means it when she says we're best friends.

Yeah she's definitely joking, we wouldn't even work given she loves meat and I'm a vegetarian.

Okay I'm just making up excuses

She probably just hates me for that rule I made but it is very important, it helps us women mostly.

Last semester a girl died from obesity, she just spiraled out of control diving into whatever greasy food that was edible all because people made fun of her for being plus size.

She was beautiful just the way she was but no, nobody had the heart to leave her alone.

So even though the bullying has gone down I couldn't take away the fact that she was indeed too obese and it did lead to her death so I don't exactly want every girl to have that hourglass shape or whatever it doesn't define your beauty I just want them to stay healthy at least once in a while and after Vanessa snapped back some girls thought it was a bright idea to not listen to me as well.

“Damon?”

“What?”

“Stop by that pharmacy,” I say, they all need to get inhalers for Vanessa.

I don't want to admit this so I'm not going to. Vanessa is careless and since at least one of these guys are always with her they all need to carry one.

“Can I ask what for?” Josh says turning towards me

I've always found him attractive with his dirty blonde hair and fun loving personality but I also know that we will never be together and no it's not because of my brother but it's the fact that he is bisexual. I can't compete with both guys and girls, I swear I've only seen him with model looking people and even though I do acknowledge that I am pretty I can't put my heart out there and then I'll end getting heartbroken which would also lead to Josh and Drew no more being best friends and it will all be my fault.

“You guys all have to get inhalers to keep on you for Vanessa,”

I hear Josh gasp,“You care?!”

“Would you go fuck yourself,”

“Did that already with a picture of you,”

My lips part as I stare blankly at him.

“Flirt with my sister again and I will throw you out of that window,” Drew says, see it will never work

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