I gave my everything but i guess my everything wasn't enough

You made me feel like trash, am i really that difficult to love?

I kept trying and trying, until it felt like it was too much

You made my love a weakness but i never gave up

I guess it was right love with the wrong person and it really sucked

I treat myself like trash, yet to you, i give so much

I told myself it was enough, that i already gave enough

I tried to convince myself that it wasn't love, for all i know it could be lust

It couldn't be love, because if it was, then why is it so messed up?

I was so blinded by my so-called love, i couldn't see how rotten your soul was

You went playing around, breaking my fragile heart

Said you didn't mean to and wanted a brand new start

Said you learned your lesson, hated the distance and couldn't stand to stay apart

I knew it was a bad kind of love but it was still love

So like a fool i gave you another chance, i guess i wasn't so smart

I knew it was toxic, i knew it wasn't right

But despite how bad things got, i couldn't help but try

I love you, i hate you, i'm slowly losing my mind

I tried to tell myself that it would be different this time

Maybe this time it would work, maybe i'd be right

You broke me into pieces, but i loved you even so

Wish i could say goodbye, be brave enough to let you go

What did i lack? Where did i go wrong?

Please tell me, so i won't be bothered no more

I love you still but I can't stand this anymore