《Spoken Word Poetries》Toxic Love
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I gave my everything but i guess my everything wasn't enough
You made me feel like trash, am i really that difficult to love?
I kept trying and trying, until it felt like it was too much
You made my love a weakness but i never gave up
I guess it was right love with the wrong person and it really sucked
I treat myself like trash, yet to you, i give so much
I told myself it was enough, that i already gave enough
I tried to convince myself that it wasn't love, for all i know it could be lust
It couldn't be love, because if it was, then why is it so messed up?
I was so blinded by my so-called love, i couldn't see how rotten your soul was
You went playing around, breaking my fragile heart
Said you didn't mean to and wanted a brand new start
Said you learned your lesson, hated the distance and couldn't stand to stay apart
I knew it was a bad kind of love but it was still love
So like a fool i gave you another chance, i guess i wasn't so smart
I knew it was toxic, i knew it wasn't right
But despite how bad things got, i couldn't help but try
I love you, i hate you, i'm slowly losing my mind
I tried to tell myself that it would be different this time
Maybe this time it would work, maybe i'd be right
You broke me into pieces, but i loved you even so
Wish i could say goodbye, be brave enough to let you go
What did i lack? Where did i go wrong?
Please tell me, so i won't be bothered no more
I love you still but I can't stand this anymore
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