K'yonii Marie Taylor

"Ni I don't know how to do it- bruh I'm not doin' this shit." Phat said going to stand up and I grabbed his ear

"Sientate ahora" I said through gritted teeth "What does that me- owww."

"Sit down." Messiah walked in and Keese sat down moving my hand from his ear "Do you play sports?" I asked him

"Football and track."

"At what angle do you have to throw a football in order it to go its furthest."

"45" he said and I nodded

"Say you throw the ball at a 45° angle to someone standing just 20 yards away from you but they don't catch it wherever the ball lands lets say it lands at 21 yards then 21 yards is delta x, your displacement."

"So the ball being thrown from point A to point B is delta x. 12 meters is delta x then?" he said referring to the problem and I nodded

"So if the ball rolls and stops at 21.3 yards your delta x is still 21."

"Well how the hell I'm supposed to measure it if I don't know where it initially was?"

"That's what we have Siah for."

"I'm not doing that shit."

"If you fail blame him." I said and he nodded "You taking AP Physics?" Messiah asked him "Shit hell nah. Just prep I'll be damned."

"AP easier you ain't gotta deal with friction and shit. Just a whole bunch of labs."

"Or med physics all y'all do is cut shit open." I said putting my crocs on "And you need a graphing notebook." I told him

"You need a graphing notebook." he mumbled and I smacked the back of his head as he opened the door "You got a meter stick?"

"Bitch I look like I tote meter sticks." I mumbled "Yes actually you do mufucka." he bucked and I bucked back making him flinch

"Scary ass." Messiah mumbled "He gave up ain't it?" Pookie asked sitting on the stairs "No he tried but I snatched his ass by that ear." I said

"Where we gone go ain't got enough space."

"There's a field by the playground over there." I pointed "Aren't you a field built like a playgro- let ne stop messing with you." Phat cut himself off

"Right." I nodded coming all the way off the stairs "I need a partner is Nana back from school?" he tapped Man Man who was out of this world.

"Boy you don't need no damn partner. She did hers already." I said "How you know?" he asked me "I helped her with it yesterday."

"Why you didn't help me with it yesterday?"

"Cause they was helping you with math." I nodded my head toward Pookie and Siah and Nana came out the apartment across from us

"I need helllppppp." she dragged waving papers around "With what?"

"I need peer editing on my essay. And were in the same class." She smiled at Phat.

"Um. No." he said and she frowned "Please I'll..." she whispered to him then stepped away making his mouth fall

"Yo sis-" "Shut up and edit this motherfucka." she covered his mouth smacking the papers on his chest and he grabbed them

"You need to wait until I'm done with my lab." he said moving her hand "Copy mine. I didn't turn it in yet." she shrugged.

"Mm. No." I said shaking my head "Ni come on my essay due at 11:59." she said "You got all day. Go start something else or take a break." I said

"I don't have no more work left." she squinted "Then take a break." I blinked

"Girl I'll fuck you. Fuck outta here." she mumbled walking away "Cry about it."

"You have an appointment in 15." Messiah said to me lowly "My daddy supposed to come get me." I shrugged looking around

"Mmchtt should've never mentioned that nigga name." I mumbled seeing my dad walking toward us

"What y'all finna get into?" he asked "I don't know lets go to the mall?" I shrugged

"I'll drive."

"Seat belts everyone."

"Pshh. Yolo." Pookie

"Boom."

"We told him to buckle up."

"Look what I got bitch. PIYOW!" my dad said whipping out an envelope giving it to Pookie.

"Nigga said piyow if you really my dad that shit is embarrassing."

"And if you not that mean you killed my moms for no reason." he added opening the envelope and my dad snatched it from him

"Bitch. I wanna see it first." he said ripping the whole envelope "Happy ass." Man Man said

"Kith my ath. You not my son." my dad mumbled handing him the paper "Thank you lor- bitch why you lie." Pookie cut himself off making my dad laugh.

"Come on Ni."

"If you not done with that project by the time I come back, I'm beating yo ass." I said to Phat "Caresha please."

"Good news you gained 10 lbs." The surgeon told me "But you have 15 more to go. You also have your surgery in 2 weeks which is concerning if you took a month to gain 10lbs we will have to wait another. We can only push your surgery back an extra week if we push it further than that it'll be 4-6 months." she continued

"Now." She blew a breath. "Are you sexually active?" she asked and I nodded "Good. Have lots of sex."

I- wait a damn minute.

"You may want to ask why but it's because sex can actually burn calories but, an imbalance in sex hormones can impact body weight."

"Did this lady just tell you to have sex?" my daddy mumbled and she chuckled a bit.

"Are there any chances of you being pregnant?" she asked and I made a face and look at my dad and he was looking at me with his head to the side

"Hold on." I said trying not to laugh getting my phone from my pocket

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How many times you nutted in me?-

-More than once

Recently?-

-This morning🧎🏾‍♂️

You had on a condom???-

-It broke???

-Ain't even gone hold you I probably nut in you everytime we have sex the condoms always breakin'

maybe we need a new brand to rep.

Bye.-

"So there may be a slight chance-" I start to say the punched my stomach making my dad gasp dramatically holding his chest.

"I'm too young for grandchildren." he says to himself "Kj has a ba-" "God need to strike you down." he cut me off making a cross with his fingers.

"I will tell you this. You can't get this surgery while pregnant and pregnancy also increases cataract risk."

"You said you want your name to be aborshawn? Awe cute." I said touching my stomach and my dad bussed out laughing "You're sickkk."

"Are there any questions?" the surgeon gave us a tight smile trying not to laugh "Nope. See you in two weeks." my dad said

"To CVS." he said marching out of the door "Do you need me to push the surgery back a week?" she asks "Please?" I say and she nods jotting it down

"Remember I can only push it back a week okay? If you do decide to keep the baby you'd have to wait 3-4 months after birth. Have a nice day Ms Taylor." she smiled "Thanks, you too." I said walking out

"Come on baby we goin' to CVS" my dad semi yelled coming from around the corner and I jogged toward him

"I don't think pregnant women are supposed to run."

"Me neither, good thing I'm not pregnant. That would be terrible" I said wiping away fake sweat then opened the door

"You know I never gave you the sex talk because I thought you'd be a virgin forever? I even gave Yonaa the talk." he said

"We're not doing this." I laughed trying to open the car door but it was locked "Yes we are. And were walking. CVS down the street." he said

"Oh my goodneth." I mumbled

"You down bad, you need to use protection first of all." he said and I covered my ears "We are not doing this." I said and he moved my hands

"Yes we are. Condoms play a big role in se-" "He said everytime we have sex the condoms break. And I don't like the way they feel" I cut him off

"Well what kind of condoms y'all use?"

"The gold and black ones."

"Magnum is ass and he's trying to get you pregnant. Sis he tryna trap you." he said and my mouth fell "Use Durex. You can't even feel the condom."

"Sis?" I said "I'm in mom mode." he said making me nod "Also do you need birth contr- I can't believe she told you to have a lot of sex now I gotta be like 'You havin' sex yet?" he mumbled

"You don't have to do that."

"Yea but I'm going to." he said pushing the cross walk button. "If I am pregnant are you going to be mad or disappointed?" I asked him

"No. I wasn't mad when Kj told me so why would I be mad if you told me?"

"You've never given me a reason to feel this way but I feel lik-" "The boys in the house have more advantages and get away with stuff the girls don't. The girls have to follow strict rules and be saints?"

"Basically."

"All of my kids will be treated the same no matter gender or sexuality. I will use the same tone in the same situation good or bad. Getting pregnant isn't something to get mad at nor is it bad it's a blessing. I'd rather say I'm proud of you for getting pregnant than say I'm disappointed. Eventually life happens."

"Do you think MeMe would be mad?"

"Why you the only one that won't call her mom?"

"I'm holding a secret grudge for some reason. And it's weird. I'm used to dad."

"And that reason is?"

"When she first came she just came like she got back from work ready to have fun with her family and I didn't like that. She was gone for 8/9 years and was smiling like shit was peaches and cream. I understand it wasn't her fault bu-"

"But that doesn't give you the right to talk to your moms like she someone off the streets. She didn't start gettin' aggressive with you because she knew y'all went through shit and so did she, she was relating to you, she didn't give a fuck about an attitude you had."

"She wouldn't have a reason to be mad at me just like I don't. But she knew that I went through shit. I didn't. All I knew was she was supposed to be dead. Even if I didn't get beat on and shit she was still gone. I wasn't mad about abuse, I was mad about absence, I was mad my mom wasn't there when I reached double digits and when I started my period, got promoted to highschool from 8th grade, even my first kiss and that was recently. I just wanted a mom and now it's here and I don't know how to use it."

"Did you tell her that when y'all talked?"

"I didn't know how to talk to her I just listened."

"I'm finna put yo ass on yo neck. You tellin' me all this shit and wanna hold a grudge against a mothefucka you ain't even communicating with. We get a pregnancy test condoms and your going to talk to your mom while she listens this time." he said as we walked in CVS.

"I NEED CONDOMS AND PREGNANCY TESTS FOR BOTH OF MY DAUGHTERS MY BABY GETTIN' CATARACT SURGERY." he yelled making my eyes widen as people looked toward us

"Daddy stop that's embarrassing."

"Oh I'm sorry. It won't happen again." he said turning down the aisle with pregnancy test and condoms ect.

"Clear blue?" he asked and I shrugged "Why Yonaa need one."

"She getting big if you ask me." he mumbled "Got my sister messed up." I chuckled

"I'm just playin' she told me to by her one yesterday and I said 'No beeech assk you boyfaan.'" he said in an asian accent

"What's wrong with you?" I chuckle "I don't know. Do you need plan b's?" he asked "Sure?"

"Grab the red condoms." he told me taking all the pregnancy tests "This shit say small his dic-" "I don't wanna hear about that boy wee wee." he cut me off

"What size I get?"

"What size he wear?"

"Shit I on't know but he need a triple x." I mumbled donkey dick ahh.

"Just get all the sizes." he pinched the bridge of his nose

After we bought all the stuff we left and walked back to the car. He continued to tell me all the things in the world about sex. Literally until we made it home. Yonaa and I took the test already we're just waiting a few minutes until its done

"And that is why I will not be mad if you guys are pregnant." my dad smiled "You don't think fucking stupid ass." my mom said

"No you don't think fucking stupid ass." he mocked her "Whatever the fuck that means, my children are very smart, have graduated early at that and are stable. They can do whatever the fuck they want and the only one without a job is K'yonii and thats because of mental illnesses. Go take yo negative ass on and die. Again." he snapped

"Daddy why would you say that?" I asked with wide eyes

"I- well I was talking about you leaving the oven on with pots still in there even if I wasn't you didn't have to tell me to go die that shit just broke my heart dude." she dropped her head walking away

"You're telling me to talk to her you need to go fucking talk to her. She probably thinks we all hate her because she's pushed to the side. And you're stupid why would you say that. Don't ever wish death on anyone. You told me that." I shook my head and went after my mom

"Daddy you can't be saying stuff like that..." Yonaa's voice trailed off

I jogged down the stairs seeing her on the couch dazed out "Mommy?" I called out and her eyes traveled to me then widened

"No way. Did you say MeMe or mommy?"

"Mommy."

"No you didn't just call me mom. I'm having too many emotions right now. Got my eyes sweating and shit." she fanned herself

"She just called me mommy." she said with her head turned the other way. "And you're K'yonii right?" she asked and I nodded sitting down

"Oh my goonethhhhh." she dragged "We don't hate you so if you feel that way don't. We ju-"

"You don't always have to apologize for everyone elses actions. What another person says or does, doesn't concern you, you don't have to speak for everyone mija, just speak for yourself" she cut me off

"I know but I want you to know that everyone fe-" "I don't want to hear about everyone I want to hear about you." she said once again cutting me off

"I don't hate you or want you to feel hated. We'r- I'm not used to having you around so when I talk to you I feel like I'm talking to...I don't know but it feels weird. I held a grudge I had no reason to hold because you had no control under any situation."

"I wasn't mad or upset with you because of what happened to me while you were gone. I was upset you were gone. Even if I wasn't put through hell you were still gone. I just wanted you to be there." my voice cracked

"I wanted a mom to brag about. A mom to talk about boys to, a mom to show me how to use a pad. My daddy bought us adult diapers." I stale faced her and she laughed

"But auntie Kasia came and told us all about it. Really all I wanted was a mom. And now you're here but I'm not sure what to do with you."

"You're crying."

"I'm not."

"No you're crying."

"My eyes are a lil bit hot." I mumbled wiping my eyes and she laughed "I'm sorry I wasn't there baby and I know sorry doesn't make up for 9 years, but I am so sorry." she told me and I shrugged

"It's fine, It wasn't your fault and you didn't now."

"Can we hug or are you not affectionate?" she asked "I think you asked me that already." I chuckled scooting over to hug her

"Awww I wanna hugggg." Yonaa said coming down the stairs "Aww me too." my dad said coming down behind her

"I'd rather die." she said and he smacked his lips "I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that. I just don't like how people feel the need to judge my kids or how I parent them and I thought that was what you were doing. Either way I shouldn't have said that and I apologize."

"I mean I guess. But I was hoping for a little tear action." she said "Y'all I'm finna quit my job." Kj walked in and our attention turned to him

"Why?"

"Mary she- I don't even wanna talk about it bro." he shook his head walking upstairs

"Mary love her some Kj." Yonaa said and Kj flipped her off then continued walking "Who's Mary?"

"This old ass la- let me tell y'all." he came back down the stairs. "So I work for a senoir company either at the center they have or at the senoirs house."

"And today they sent me to Mary house. They always sending me to that damn cougar house. Anyways I go in today and she talkin' 'bout- no and mind you she is a lady of chalk."

"White?" My mom said and he nodded

"Yes this bitch- this lady excuse me. Nah fuck that. This bitch whipped me. I don't know what in the world possessed the bitch but today was my last straw. I'm done."

"You just left?" I laughed "No it's her nap time. She don't wake up until 3." he said "I need to go check up on my baby moms though."

"The pregnancy testssss." me and yonaa said in unison running upstairs "The hell y'all need pregnancy tests for? Ass whoopin'?!" Kj yelled as I open the bathroom door

"Go see." I said pushing her in "No bitch you go see."

"Let me see!" Kj said coming up "No!" we said blocking the door "Nah nah let me see." he said trying to push past us

"Sto- dadddyyyy!"

"You a snitch." he mugged her "I hope y'all both pregnant and y'all fall down some stairs." he said.

"Shit me too." I mumbled making Yonaa laugh "Mine was at the to-" "They all say pregnant." I cut her off

"No." she said "Look." I chuckled pointing at them and she grabbed them "These fake." she said throwing them

"Atleast we can be pregnant together." I said "Bitch you on yo own I got planned parenthood on my emergency contact list." she said

"Wowwww."

"What they say?!" my daddy asked from downstairs and we started walking down "We're pregnant." I said

"What are y'all going to do?"

"Um I'm getting an abortion and I'm never having sex again." Yonaa said

"I have to ask Messiah what he wants to do it doesn't bother me." I said "Why do you have to ask?"

"Because it's his kid as well..?"

"Is abortion always going to be an option?"

"If I wasn't having cataract surgery then no, but I can wait if he wants to keep it." I shrugged "I love how calm you are." my mom said

"Does planned parenthood do walk-ins?" Yonaa asked "Yea but you got to get there early in the morning but I think that's something you want to think about."

"It's well thought of." she nodded

I can't stand her bro. Let me text my guy.

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How would you feel about me getting-

an abortion?

-Why would you get an abortion?

Surgery.-

-You're pregnant?

According to the test.-

-Congratulations.

Sneaky link?-

-No.

-omw.

"Yea I bet bitch." I mumbled

"Can we watch a movie?"

"No."

"Bitch go check on yo baby moms." Yonaa mugged "Shut up for I punch you in yo stomach." he bucked "That's a cheap abortion do me first." I said

"Both of y'all going to hell."

"With them kids." we said in unison then bussed out laughing "I like kids though, not mine but kids coo'." I said

"Bitch said not mine bye."

"Why y'all curse so much."

"Grown."

"Period." Yonaa co-signed

"I just know y'all been cursing before that."

"You don't know shit." my dad mumbled

"Can we watch scream? With Keke Palmer and them?"

"No watch it when I come back." Kj said walking out "Anyways. Cause he ain't nobody."

I felt my phone buzzing in pocket just to see a facetime call from Messiah "You pregnant for real?" he asked me

"Yea can I get an abortion?"

"I'm screaming did he just hang up?"

"Yes." Hate it here. "And not only that bitch gone say congratulations. Like boy if you don't go to hell." Right with this damn fetus.

"Just get it."