Dash's POV

"Daddy" Cage's small voice called snapping me out of my misery.

"Hmm" I responded turning to look at my son standing near the door.

"Are you OK?" He asked when he got closer.

"Yeah" I nodded

"But your eyes look red."

"I'm just tired, I've had a really long day" I sighed truthfully.

"Alpha stuff" he sat on my lap.

"Yeah" I nodded "have you had dinner yet?"

"No" he shook his head

"why?"

"cause I wanna eat with you" he told me and I smile.

"Ok then, lets go, we don't want you to starve yourself any longer now do we" I chuckled picking him up and heading to the kitchen

"What do you wanna eat?" I asked sitting Cage on the island.

"Pizza" he answered quickly.

"Ok" I got some frozen pizza and placed it in the hot oven. "Now we wait" I said while placing a barstool in front of him and sitting on it.

"So why are you no longer together with my mummy?" Cage asked looking me in the eyes.

"We-" I tried to come up with a lie but my mind was blank and kept drifting back to the events of what really happened for us not to be together.

"Hello, young alpha" Angelo walked in and begun tickling Cage.

Letting out a breath of relief, I got up and went to check on the food.

"Ooh pizza, I like pizza" Angelo wiggled his eyebrows.

"Any luck finding Shaun?"

"Nope, dude doesn't want to be found, lets just give him some time."

"Maybe his gone looking for her" I suggested

"No, he doesn't even have the slightest idea of where she could be." Angelo shook his head.

"Maybe he does" I shrugged getting the pizza out of the oven.

"Even if he does find her, I don't think she'll agree to come back here after everything."

Not bothering to respond I served our dinner and we ate before giving Cage a bath and putting him to bed.

"What are you doing in here?" I asked Penelope who was seated on my bed.

"I couldn't sleep" she sighed. "Do you think we should search for her?"

"Go ahead but I won't be part of your search."

"Don't you feel guilty?"

"Why should I, its not my fault she has been a whore or that her son doesn't want her because she's a lying conniving slut."

"Dash-"

"I'm tired Penelope, I'm tired of everyone blaming me for her shit, its not my fault my son wants to be with me not her!" I yelled.

"Its not about that -"

"Yes it is, she cheated on me, not the other way round, I fucking loved her with everything in me and provided whatever the fuck she needed but no that wasn't enough for her, I wasn't enough for her!"

"Maybe you should have heard her side of the story because-"

"Penelope get out!" I snapped not wanting to hear her defense speech.

"But-" she tried to protest but I didn't want to listen.

"I said get the hell out before I lose it!"

"Goodnight" she sighed leaving the room.

Feeling on edge I decided to take a long run and then after take an even longer ice cold shower. Talking about Rosalie always made me upset and everyone insisted on talking about her.

****

"How are you feeling?" Martha asked as I woke up.

"Better" I sighed hugging the soft pillow wishing it was my son's small body laying in my arms when he got too afraid to sleep alone.

"What really happened Rosalie?"

"Nothing, I just needed to take a small break from everything." I lied. Martha and I met when I was 4 months pregnant with Cage, she took great care of me before and after I gave birth, I trusted I her but she was a human so she knew nothing about me being a wolf and telling her would mean me breaking the werewolf laws.

"You can't tell me that, you look so tired and depressed"

"I promise, I'm really ok."

"Ok if you say so" she shrugged. "I made some chili if you want some."

"Sure" I got up and tried to force myself to eat, to be honest I wasn't hungry but I didn't want to be rude, Martha was already doing so much to help me.

"It tastes great" I told her with a small smile.

"Yeah, I've been learning" she chuckled.

"How's Chuck?"

"I don't know, we broke up months ago."

"That's sad"

"Nope, I was tired of his cheating accusations anyways." she shrugged unbothered.

One thing Martha and I had in common was that we were terrible with relationships.

"So you single now?" I chuckled

"Kind of, I'm taking a break from all this dating crap" she shrugged "but there was this guy-"

Before she had the chance to complete her sentence I burst out laughing, I knew she couldn't stay single.

"What you expect me to just sit and sulk over that good for nothing man when there is plenty of fish in the ocean" She defended herself.

"You move on too quickly" I shook my head "You never allow yourself to heal that's why all your relationships are disasters."

"Says the girl who hasn't gotten over her ex boyfriend for like what 6 years now" she rolled her eyes.

"Its different" I objected.

"How so" she challenged.

"Its just different, even if I try to get over him I can't" I sighed "I probably sound pathetic"

"No, its understandable, his your first love and the father of your child" she took a deep breathe "but you need to get over him sooner or later if not, you need to get back with him."

"He'd never allow that and I don't blame him really" I sighed trying not to think about mine and Dash's past.

"What really happened between the two of you?"

My vision became blur as tears formed in my eyes at the awful memories.

"We were so happy" I chocked on a sob "He made me feel like I was actually worth something, he made me feel special"

"Then?"

"Then it all just came tumbling down." I closed my eyes and let the memories flood my brain.

"I can't go Penny" I sighed

"Please Ro, we won't take long I swear." Penelope pleaded.

"Why don't you take Charlie, I'm sure she'd like to go"

"Already did, she's helping her dad at the hospital." she scoffed "Ro please, I swear we won't take long only an hour"

"Why do you even want to go so bad?" I rolled my eyes seeing no point in going to a party.

"Cause" she pouted "Ryan Dexter will be there."

"From Creek pack?" I beamed knowing she had a huge crush on this guy.

"Yeah" she giggled.

"Ok fine" I sighed giving in. "An hour"

"Thank you!" she leaped with joy.

" Lets find you something cute to wear." I rolled my eyes walking into her closet.

After 2 hours of getting ready, we made our way to the party that was at Scarlet's place and only a 30 minute walk from the pack house.

"Should I tell Dash we are here?" I asked as we got near to the house.

"No, he'll probably come here with his friends and ruin my chances with Ryan" she scoffed

"But he needs to know I'm here, you know how-"

"Rosalie, he's not your father or bodyguard stop telling him everything" she huffed in annoyance. "Besides, we are only staying here for an hour"

"Ok" I nodded shoving my phone into my jacket.

"I'm so glad you guys made it!" Scarlet shouted over the loud music when we entered the house.

"Yeah" I nodded.

"There he is" Penelope whispered in my ear while pointing at Ryan.

"Go talk to him"

"OK" she straightened her mini dress and started making her way through the crowd of sweaty, high and drunk people.

"I can't do this" She came back frowning.

"Yes you can, you are Penelope fucking Kingston you can totally do this" I hyped her up.

"Yeah, yeah, I can do this"

"Yes you can, you are smart and sexy no fool can deny that"

"Thanks Ro" she beamed "I'm going in"

Chuckling I watched her walk up to Ryan. Not feeling comfortable inside, I went outside and sat away from everyone. This was the first time I was at a party without Dash and it felt so awkward.

After an hour I got up and looked for Penelope who I later found sitting on Ryan's lap giggling.

"Penelope" I called and she looked at me.

"Yes Ro" she slurred obviously drunk and high.

"We need to go"

"So soon, we are having fun" Ryan chimed in

"30 more minutes Ro please" Penelope looked at me with a puppy face.

"Penny its past your curfew" I reminded knowing her parents would be upset.

"No one cares" Ryan scoffed.

"Don't be a party pooper Rosalie" Martin, Dash's worst enemy smirked at me. "Have some fun"

"Yeah Saint Rose, have some fun" Ryan mocked.

"Loosen up" Martin offered me a drink but I shook my head no. "What you think I'll poison you" He laughed in my face.

"Yes, I think you can poison me."

"I'll gain nothing out of that" She scoffed "Besides if there's anyone I can kill it would be her" He pointed at Penelope. He took a swig of the soda and handed me the bottle.

"What, you soda intolerant" he teased "There's no alcohol"

"Whatever" I scoffed taking the soda and drunk it.

I'm so sorry for taking so long to update just had a lot to deal with but I'm back now hope you guys enjoy this chapter.

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