"It's 11:50am" he said

"Wow, it's pretty late"

"Yeah" he replied

We laid in silence for what felt like forever. I could hear each and every breath of his. And the one side of my body was warming up from our bodies touching. My thought were mixed up and going all directions.

I most definitely had feelings for him. There was no point in denying it. I wanted to be close to him, and I wanted him to like me. I wanted to do stuff to him, and I wanted to share my love with him.

It was so wrong, but felt so right.

"My back hurts from lying down" Felix said before he sat up.

"Ah, mine to" I said, and sat up as well.

We automatically scooched a tad away from eachother since we were sitting abnormaly close.

"Are you feeling all well?" I asked him

"I'm great" he said and smiled.

I could melt into his smile. Especially now, when he was looking right at me.

I wanted to talk to him like a normal person would, but I kept staring at him. He was so beautiful. The way he maintained eye contact with me made me all nervous. We didn't say anything. Not a single word. We were only staring at eachother.

A voice in my head was telling me that I was wrong for feeling this towards him, and that I should stop immediately. But I couldn't.

Our faces were still pretty close, and none of us were breaking the eye contact. He looked so soft. I inspected his whole face. Even in the dark light, I could see a shine in his eyes. I could see his freckles, and his soft lips.

nobody's POV

Hyunjin and Felix's eyes were both filled with love. Felix was comfortable with the feeling, but Hyunjin on the other hand was loaded with confusion.

He knew he was in love, but he wouldn't, and couldn't accept it.

Felix looked down at Hyunjin's lips. He knew what he wanted. If he'd only have the balls to do it.

He wasn't sure if Hyunjin liked him back. That would've been bold of him to think after all that shittalking and ignoring. But there was something there. Though Felix had never experienced someone liking him back, he saw something in Hyunjin. He saw himself.

He saw himself the first time he fell in love.

The lost, surprising and weird feeling. He knew there was no way Wooyoung liked him back at the time. He dated new girls all the time. Felix was unpopular, and had never dated someone before.

He detected the same feeling in Hyunjin's eyes. He wasn't happy, but he wasn't sad either.

Both of them had lust in their eyes. And none of them broke eye contact. They melted into each other's looks.

And at that time, Felix managed to build up the courage to do it.

The setting was perfect. They sat close enough to just lean in.

-And so Felix did.

He looked down at the other boys lips, and slowly tilted his head to the side. Hyunjin followed after his movement and did the same.

Both their eyes were glued to the others lips. They were completely alone, and could do whatever they wanted.

Felix took the first step leaning in. He was leaning in a slow pace to signal Hyunjin 100% what he was doing.

Felix carefully put his hand on Hyunjin's arm

Their lips were dangerously close, and both the boys were stuffed with butterflies.

That's when Hyunjin shed a tear.

His head dropped down just before the kiss, and the tears kept flowing faster and faster. The boy was stressed and scared.

'What am I doing?' He thought

Felix sat there speechless, not removing his arm of Hyunjin who was now uncontrollably sobbing.

"hyunjin?" Felix whispered, trying to see his face which was buried in his arms.