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I heard Keegan talking to all the girls, Shay, Ash, Lucy, Sasha, Janel and Marlene and this time since I wanted to wake up, I could. "What's going on?" "T, oh my gosh. You're awake." "Troian we're so sorry to tell you this but-" "I already know. I lost the baby." "How do you know?" "I heard Ashley talking to the doctor about it. I heard everything everybody said but I couldn't wake up even though I wanted to. What was wrong with me?" "You were in a coma for a month." "Shay, why do you have that look on your face?" "Oh, ummm, I'm just heart broken you lost the baby." "Thanks babe but there's always plenty more chances. I'm heart broken to and I'll never be the same but it'll get better."

When Troian asked me what was wrong, I couldn't tell her what was actually wrong with me because if I did, she'd hate me forever. When Keegan tells her what happened, she's gonna expect me to explain but I don't know if I can. I ruined 5 years of friendship with my best friend and now I'm pregnant with her boyfriends baby. God, how stupid can I be? I'm never gonna be able to forgive myself for this. Never.

"Girls, can you give me and Troian some alone time?" "Yeah sure." When the girls walked out of the room, I started explaining to Troian. "Troian, I have to tell you something." "Keegan, you're scaring me." "Your gonna hate me when I tell you this and if you wanna leave me, I get it." "Keegan?" "I stormed out on you when you told me about the baby because a couple months before, things happened between me and Shay." As soon as those words came out of my mouth, tears rolled down Troian's cheeks. "Keegan, how could you? I thought you loved me? And Shay is one of my best friends. How could she do that to me?" "T, please. Your my everything and I do love you, with everything I have in my body. I missed you and that's why things happened with Shay. I swear Troian, it wasn't on purpose." "Get out, Keegan. And take Shay with you. Maybe you should go make a baby with her." "T, she's already pregnant." "Just get out. I can't do this Keegan. I'm done. With you and with Shay. Marlene needs to tell the writers to end Spoby. I can't work with you Keegan. I can't even be with you." "I love you T." "I said get out!" I walked out of Troian's room and realized that hurting Troian like that was the worst thing I've ever done in my entire life.