《Avalei Cullen (A Twilight Saga Fanfic)》Ch 17: Wants
Advertisement
We were all in the living room,the couples stood next to each other and I sat down on the couch, not really wanting to be involved only because I have my reasons for both answers and I'm not sure which one to say out loud...
Bella and Edward soon came down the stairs, stopping at the bottom step.
"You all know what I want. And I know how much I'm asking for. The only way I could think of to be fair is to just vote." Bella stated.
"You don't know what you're doing." Edward mumbled in but Bella shut him up. I heard some chuckles but I stayed silent, thinking of what to say.
"Alice?" Bella said first.
"I already consider you my sister. Yes." Alice putted her vote in, going up to hug Bella. She thanked him.
"I vote yes. It would be nice to not want to kill you all the time." Jasper confessed.
"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry to both of you, for how I've acted. And I'm really grateful that you'd go off and save my brother. But this is a life I wouldn't have chosen for myself. And I wish there had been someone to vote no for me. So no." Rosalie politely cast her vote in. I looked up to see Bella's face dropped a little.
"I vote hell yeah! We can pick a fight with these Volturis some other way." Emmett boasted as he hugged Bella, picking her up and twirled her once around.
"I already consider you a part of the family. Yes." Mom voted.
Dad went to walk over to look at Edward, thinking something.
That made Edward frustrated, "Why are you doing this to me? You know what this means."
"You've chosen not to live without her, which leaves me no choice. I won't lose my son again." Carlisle finished.
I looked down, knowing they'd all turn to me next. And I was right. I placed my face into my hands, hiding the frustration within my brain.
"Avalei? You're the last one. What's your vote?" Alice asked.
I looked up, "Do you really still need me to vote? Everyone already said yes, besides Rosalie. Why does mine still matter?"
Bella looked at me, hope in her eyes, "I still need to here it. To make it official."
Everyone's eyes were glued to me as they waited for my answer. "No."
That shocked everyone, Bella especially, "What? Why?"
I looked at her straight, "You wanted my vote and so I vote no. I'm sorry. But if it makes it feel any better, the majority ranks out as yeses so like I said, my vote didn't really matter. " I then ran out of the house to have some alone time to myself. To think.
"He wants to talk." Edward says calmly. I didn't know what to feel at that point since Jacob still hasn't reached out to me in almost 2 weeks. Now 2 weeks without seeing your imprint really takes a toll on you. Hence the change of attitude.
Edward parked the car on the side of the road as we walked into the woods, following Jacob's scent.
I trailed behind Bella and Edward, looking down, because again, I didn't know what to do. I mean one side of me wants to just go up to Jacob and kiss him, but the other side wants to just break down and cry because of everything.
Advertisement
We finally made it to Jacob, a couple feet away from him as he stood on a broken tree trunk.
"So you're still alive for now?" Jacob asked Edward. Hearing his voice sent a shiver down my spine.
"He thinks its me keeping you away." Edward calmly.
I asked Edward.
"You stay the hell out of my head. Only Avalei can do that" Jacob threatened to Edward, distracting me from my telepathy talk with Edward. I soon felt his eyes on me, though, I refused to look up.
"Jacob, I know you have something to say to me, but I want to say something to you first. If that's alright." Edward started, I'm guessing Jacob nodded or something, "Thank you. Thank you for keeping Bella alive with Avalei, when...I didn't" That made me look up at the scene before me. Feeling the tension between them.
"No, you didn't. And it wasn't for your benefit, trust me." Jacob replied back.
"I'm still grateful. But I'm here now. And I'm not gonna leave her side till she orders me away." Edward finished.
"We'll see." Jacob sternly said. Edward went back to Bella when Jacob jumped down from the tree trunk, stepping a bit closer to us. "Hey, my turn to talk. I'm here to remind you about a key point in the treaty." Oh no, I know where this is going.
"I haven't forgotten." Edward replied.
"What key point?" Bella asked.
"If any of them, bites a human, the truce is over." Jacob warned.
"But if I choose it, it has nothing to do with you." Bella argued, Edward stood quietly beside her. I still just watched from afar.
"No, no I won't let you"Jacob got angrier, "You're not going to be one of them Bella."
"Its not up to you." Bella retorted.
"You know what we'll do to you, I won't have a choice." Jacob informed, getting upset now.
"Bella please come." Edward tried to talk Bella to leave it.
"Wait, is he going to hurt me? Read his mind." She asked Edward but he refused to tell her. She then turned to me.
I sighed, "Bella, the treaty has been set for over a hundred years. Its their rules."
Bella then went over to Jacob, she was going to try and reason with him, "Jake..." I looked up at them, Jacob looked at Bella the same way he looked at her that night Bella left. Hurt.
"I love you..."She started, he took in a breath, letting it out shakily. I felt a stronger pain in my heart now, hearing her say that. That should be me, but now...i don't know.
"But please...don't make me choose." Bella started again. The amount of sadness, guilt and pain was excruciating.
"Cause it'll be him...it's always been him" Bella continued. This is what we all get when she didn't listen to me when I said not to play with his heart and lead him on. It only made things much worse.
Jacob's face literally broke my heart, "B-Bella." She then started backing away from him, stepping back with Edward, "Goodbye Jacob." He said but Jacob didn't let it go, he grabbed Bella's hand, "No you don't speak for her." Edward then threw Jacob making him phase in mid air and get in a attacking stance.
Edward guided Bella to the trail back to the car, "Avalei, Bella get out of here." But I didn't listen.
Advertisement
Jacob started to run towards Edward but I immediately went in between them. Stopping Jacob a few feet away from me, "Stop! Stop!" I yelled, glancing at both of them. Bella also came to stand next to me, "You can't hurt each other without hurting us."
We all calmed down a bit, I looked over at Bella, giving her a small understanding smile, then went over to Jacob, "Jake, look at me." He was glaring at Edward but quickly looked at me. "Look I know you don't like the idea of all of this but-as much as you love her...and as much as that hurts me...you have to understand. Its what she wants."
His eyes went soft, realizing that I was right. As much as it hurts him, he just has to deal with it...just like I do.
I saw his big wolf eyes start to water, I noticed mine was as well. I felt his hurt and I still wasn't over the complicated love triangle between us.
He then glanced back at Bella, then back at me, before turning around and running more into the woods.
"Jake." I whispered as a tear went down my face.
"Avalei, come on, its going to be dark soon." Edward informed. I didn't turn around to face them, I just continued to stare off into the direction Jake ran off to.
"You guys go. I'm gonna go hunt." I lied, still letting my tears fall. And with that, I found myself running to who knows where. After a while, I found myself at Bella and Edward's meadow. I didn't care anymore, I just broke down and cried.
Why am I crying? Maybe the imprint bond is a lot stronger than I thought. I could feel Jacob's pain. It only added to my own about all that has happened. I've always tried to act strong but secretly, I cant take it.
I stayed there for probably 2 hours. One hour consisted of me crying, the other consisted of me composing myself to stop.
I suddenly realized that I needed to see him again. Just to make sure things between us are somewhat okay.
With that, I ran, following Jacob's scent.
I tried to reach him using my telepathy.
It wasn't until after a few seconds, I heard him answer back.
After a few more seconds, I found him, still in his wolf form, staring into the waters of the river.
"Jacob?"
He turned towards me, tears stained his fur on his face. I quickly went up to him, and hugged him. I felt him tense up a bit but then cuddled into me more, engulfing me into his fur.
"I'm sorry what happened back there Jake. I know how much you don't want Bella to change and trust me, I don't like the idea of it either."
I pulled away from him, and sat down, facing him looking down as I played with a strand of grass, "Bella made us take a vote a few days ago to be fair that we'd have a say if whether or not she can turn into a vampire..." Jacob growled a little at that. I petted his head to reassure him, "Most of my family said yes, besides Rosalie."
I laughed a little at his comment, "Rosalie has her reasons. After everyone voted, it all came down to me. Now I told them they didn't need my vote since the majority of them were already yeses so it wouldn't matter what I said. But, Bella being the stubborn one, wanted to hear it."
I raised my head to look up at him, "No, I didn't. I voted no." that made him confused.
"Because I have my reasons too." I stated.
"Jake, there was a reason why I chose to sacrifice myself to turn instead of Bella." I started.
"Remember when I told you about James? The vampire who turned me?" He nodded, "Well when Edward came to save us, I told him to help Bella first, because I had minor injuries then. But when Edward was distracted, James bit me before he bit Bella. My family finally made it to us, Rosalie attended to me, and Alice went to Bella. Carlisle also came to me, examining the bite and he said it wasn't too late to save us, they just needed to suck the venom out of our system." I explained but Jacob growled at that sucking out blood part.
"But I knew that only one of us would be truly saved in time. Since I was bitten on the neck, I knew the venom was already going to reach my heart quicker than Bella's wrist bite. As much pain as I was in, I knew Bella was in much more because James broke her leg. So right there, I made the decision to sacrifice my human life so that they could save Bella instead. So that she could live her human life longer. "
"Yeah I did, but I guess it happened sooner than I thought it would. I guess my ability to put others before myself ended a little differently." I smiled a bit.
"That and...because of you." I said looking into his eyes, petting his furry face.
"Because I know how you'd feel and react to when she says she wants to turn. And I was right." Thinking back on earlier today.
"Of course Jake, you're my imprint. Ever since that night we kissed and when I left to give you your space, you're all I've been thinking about. I think my personality and attitude has changed a bit because we were away from each other for too long." I admitted shyly.
"Yeah."
"How is Seth anyway? And Leah?"
"I do too Jake...but Bella-"
"You promise?" I asked, he then stood up, I watched him walk behind a few trees. After a minute, he came back, in some jean shorts and in human form.
When he reached me, he held a hand out for me to grab as he pulled me up to stand. He wrapped his arms around my waist, making my hands rest on his chest, our eyes locked.
He then took one of his hands to move my hair away from my face, revealing the bite scar. He looked at it as he gently traced it with his thumb.
I closed my eyes for a bit as he did that, taking in his soft touch, then opening my eyes to stares into his again. He cupped my neck with one hand, the other still rested on my waist, pulling me closer.
"I promise" he whispered as he leaned in to kiss me.
Advertisement
- In Serial192 Chapters
Killing Tree
When your day goes to hell and you find yourself kidnapped, strung up from a magical tree, and left to bleed out, what do you do next? Asking for a friend. Fortunately, Riordan Kincaid is a tough, gives-no-fucks honey badger shifter. Unfortunately, now that he's survived the first attempt, a death mage and their cult are determined to finish the job by whatever means necessary, pursuing Riordan across the wilds of rural Michigan. Ghosts and spirits are outside of his specialty, and heaven help him if he has to cast actual spells, but Riordan isn't going to make this easy on his enemies. Even if that means breaking his long exile, turning to the local shifter community for help, and dealing with a bureaucratic department of mages. And don't even get him started on getting licked by a damn spirit bear. Now he just needs to figure out what will kill him first: his enemies, his past, or his own attempts at using magic? Or will Riordan beat the odds and prove that honey badgers really are that hard to kill? If so, what will he do with a life once hung upon a tree that's more than a tree? [Participant in the Royal Road Writathon challenge] [Updates Monday, Wednesday, Friday (updating daily during writathon)]
8 185 - In Serial11 Chapters
Phoenix dayz
Gear up! Roll up! Get fucked up! Fuck some shit up! If you want to know about it... Imagine a humanoid chimera. Born a normal man on a earthlike place where most people devolope the ability to control nature or their bodies to an insane amount just to survive. Betrayed. Force to live the life of begging which was far from his heroic starting point. That part of his life came to an end when he was abducted by the "Dark Dude" a being truly hard to perceive not of this dimension, an outsider. Outside of the power system thats binds all life it seems. The dark dude can do as he wills. Feni (not his original name) Is one of his experiments released onto this plane of existence.
8 130 - In Serial13 Chapters
Beyond Limitations
Thousands of years in the future humanity has spread it's wings and influence across the galaxy. Wars over conquest, power and survival take place in hundreds of places far from Earth. Roy Stormbreaker, a young orphan who just turned eighteen was accepted into the Galactic Union of Nation, or G.U.N. for short. He's on his way towards the stars and leaving his home behind, hoping to find something better than what is left behind. But what waits for him hidden amongst the stars is more than the innocent adventures he had dreamed of. Instead, all he finds is violence and the more he runs away from it, the faster it pursues him. Between system consuming biological creatures that are under the control of Swarm Lords, rival galactic powers that fear the rise of mankind, harnessing magic long thought as dark energy and ancient influences, Roy must keep his head above water. But even that might be too much. Sex and relationships will be taken with a mature approach, depending on the characters. Basically, no harems. Chapters are released every Sunday, around 6:00 Central Time.
8 251 - In Serial8 Chapters
Hamilton One Shots
So... one shots. This is just going to be fluff and a maybe a little bit of angst, please give me ideas because I have no idea what to write... Thanks!😊(Also obviously I don't own Hamilton, Lin-Manuel Miranda does.) Get ready for my cringy story!
8 164 - In Serial47 Chapters
Kookrose_ Không ai khác ngoài anh ( Full )
Đây là truyện đầu tiên mik viết nên có rất nhiều lỗi mong các bạn bỏ qua.Chaeyoung hi sinh tất cả vì anhJungkook hi sinh tất cả vì tình yêu.Xin lỗi vì có thể nhắc đến tên idol các bạn.
8 284 - In Serial33 Chapters
I Did Not Learn English In School - Simple Secrets to Learning English Fast
This book is written for non-native and native speakers of English alike. What gets revealed if you are a native speaker of English reading this book is what really goes through the mind of a person learning English as a second language.Topics include the toughest challenges ESL students are facing such as:How To Learn English FastHow To Sound Like a Native SpeakerHow To Improve Your VocabularyI Can Read, Write in, and Understand English, But I Can't Speak ItYou Speak Too Fast!My English is PoorWriting this book is one of the scariest decisions I've ever done. I did even ask myself, "Why are you doing this? Why do you have to spend so much time contributing your thoughts and words? Why do you have to spend days and sleepless nights and months crafting this book, improving it, editing it? Why?"Because I CARE! I can't help but F***ING care!I am seeing ESL students-from the richest to the least privileged-who have trouble with English, and they're getting worse. To help, I wonder if I could share a bit of my story.
8 403

