It's Saturday night and my friend Rebecca is helping me get ready for my joint birthday party with my friends. My real birthday was three days ago. This year since me and Lulu are turning 30 (we were born not only the same year, but also the same month and day), we decided we wanted to have one big party.

There's music playing in the kitchen and out of the corner of my eye I see Keegan walk over to me. He comes over and kisses me on the cheek and tickles me. I start to laugh and I turn to look at him forgetting that I'm getting my make up done. For a brief moment Rebecca misses my lips when trying to apply my lipstick.

"Oh sorry Bec." I say to her.

"Keegs, I'm trying to get the birthday girl ready. Since you made her laugh I have to touch up her lipstick." Rebecca says rolling her eyes and laughing.

Keegan backs away and apologizes.

As soon as my makeup is done I jump down from the kitchen stool I was sitting on. I take a selfie and post a picture of myself to my snapchat.

Thirty here I come!

I put my phone in my black beaded clutch purse and head to the front door with Rebecca. She is coming to the party tonight. I don't see Keegan anywhere so I head upstairs to our room and tell her I'll be right back.

I'm standing in the mirror above our dresser adjusting my tie when I hear the bedroom door open. Luckily I grabbed Troian's gift out of its hiding spot before she opened the door. I turn to see Troian standing there looking beautiful as ever in her red dress. She blushes when she looks at me.

I walk over to Keegan. When I was downstairs getting my makeup done in the kitchen, I didn't get a good look at him. Now as I stand in our bedroom I take in how handsome he looks. Since filming on PLL ended not that long ago, he still has his Toby hair cut. He is wearing a white dress shirt, navy tie and black dress pants and black dress shoes.

I walk over to him and pull him in for a hug. I instantly smell his calogne and it ignites a fire inside of me. I kiss him and when I pull back I help him fix his tie.

"You look beautiful tonight. I love you so much!" He tells me as we hold each other close.

Twenty minutes later we arrive at the restaurant where we're celebrating Troian and Lulu's birthday. Some of Troian's friends and some of our PLL cast members including Ashley, Shay, Tyler, Sasha and her boyfriend, Janel and her boyfriend,Lulu and her husband Justin, and Rebecca all came with us to the restaurant in a limo I booked.

We all get out of the limo and head into the restaurant. Troian holds my hand and I kiss her on the cheek.

We all head into the restaurant and to my surprise we are led to a rooftop patio. The city views of Los Angeles are breath taking. "Is this where we're having the party?" I lean towards Keegan's ear and ask him the question.

"Yeah this is all ours for tonight." He replies with a smile.

"Best boyfriend ever!" I tell him.

Lulu and I had left most of the planning of the party up to Keegan and her husband Justin. The only thing we took care of was the guest list.

We all go and sit down. There are several tables around us covered with food, and in the middle of the roof top patio is a bar, to the left a DJ.

A waiter comes over to us to see if we'd like anything to drink and I order a raspberry martini.

We all begin to talk as the music plays in the background. A few minutes later and I notice Lucy arrive without her boyfriend Anthony. I wave her over.

"Hey!" She says as she sits down beside me. Keegan is sitting on the other side of me.

"I thought Anthony was coming." Lucy doesn't say anything for a few minutes and puts her head down.

"Luce is everything ok?" I put my hand on her shoulder.

"We broke up this afternoon. I ended it."

"Are you alright?"

"Yeah. Anyway tonight's about you and Lulu." Lucy waves a waiter over and orders a glass of white wine.

"Let's try and grab a coffee before I leave on Wednesday." She nods her head and smiles.

"Sounds good." She replies agreeing with me.

A couple minutes later Lulu gets up and comes and sits down beside me. Keegan tells me he's going to head over to where the guys are standing over by the outdoor bar drinking and chatting. I kiss him before he gets up.

I'm looking around the room and noticing I don't see Lacy. I wasn't sure if I should invite her or not. To be nice I had told Ian three days ago that she could come.

After Lulu sits down beside me we take a few selfies and then Shay, Lucy, Sasha, Rebecca and Ashley.

All of a sudden we see a familiar face we recognize walk onto the patio.

"Mar!!" We all shout in unison. We wave her over to where we're sitting. As soon as she's sitting down I wave a server over and order Marlene a martini.

"It's great to see all of you ladies! This place is fantastic too!" Marlene says as she's admiring the city views all around us.

I'm sitting on a bar stool along with Tyler, Ian and Justin (Lulu's Husband). We're all talking and laughing when I notice Shayne Coffey (Troian's best guy friend who plays Holden on Pretty Little Liars), walk in. We see Troian get up and make her way over to him. He pulls her in for a hug.

"When are you and Ashley heading to New York?" I ask Tyler who's taking a sip of his beer.

"In January." He replies after putting it down. "We'll be there until mid March before filming starts again."

Shayne sees us and makes his way over to us.

"Hey." He says greeting us with a smile.

"Where's Lacy?" I ask whispering to Ian.

"She couldn't get tonight off." He tells me looking disappointed.

All of a sudden the DJ cranks up the music and all the ladies get up and dance.

"Time to get this party started. Lets celebrate the two beautiful birthday ladies here tonight!" The DJ shouts. Then some club music starts to play.

For a little while I'm happy dancing with my friends. Although when a slower song comes on I make my way over to Keegan. First I see Shayne who wishes me a happy birthday. He gives me a hug.

"Thanks for coming!" I tell him smiling.

"Of course! I wouldn't miss it for the world. When do I get to see the new house?" He asks.

"We'll have you over as soon as we can." I promise him.

"Keegan, would you mind if I have a dance with the lovely birthday girl?" Shayne asks him. Keegan nods his head. I mouth a thank you to him and Shayne takes my hand leading me onto the centre of the dance floor where everyone else is.

When we're closer to everyone who is dancing, I put my arms around Shayne and let myself relax as we begin dancing.

We turn and I see Keegan smiling at me. I blow him a kiss. When the song finishes Shayne says hello to the rest of the ladies including Marlene who is super happy to see him. Then he makes his way back over to join the guys.

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Twenty Minutes Later

Keegan and Justin are standing beside a chef from the restaurant who is bringing out a gigantic birthday cake. At the very top candles are lit.

Everyone starts to sing Happy Birthday. Lulu and I stand up and look at all of our friends.

When the singing finishes everyone anxiously awaits being handed a piece of red velvet cake that is being served.

I go back over to where we were all sitting and once again sit down beside Lulu. Marlene and Ashley are to our right.

Ashley gets her phone out and starts filming a snapchat video.

"It's BenzMar together again." Ashley says laughing.

Then they start singing Happy Birthday to me and Lulu and filming us for the snapchat video.

The rest of the night we all dance and enjoy each other's company. The guys come over and sit with us now and I go over and sit down beside Keegan. I start to feel tired so I rest my head on his shoulder. He kisses the top of my head.

"We're not leaving until I get at least one dance with the beautiful birthday girl." He whispers into my ear.

I look up at him and lead him over to the dance floor. We start dancing as Photograph by Ed Sheeran starts to play. Some of the other couples start to make their way over I notice. I let myself relax as Keegan leads me around the dance floor. He hardly takes his eyes off me the entire time. I put my arms around him and kiss him. I breathe in the scent of his calogne.

"If you're not too tired when we get home...I might want." I say to him.

"Are you sure?" I nod my head. For the past week since the abortion I had been avoiding sex. Keegan was understanding and didn't press the topic. He knew I was still dealing with what happened and wanted me to be ready. A couple times we almost made it all the way and then I stopped him. He didn't look hurt on the outside but I knew he was feeling it on the inside.

"I love you." I look into his eyes and then kiss him passionately on the lips.

As the song slows down we stand and look around at the city around us and all of our friends surrounding us.

"Happy birthday T. I'm the luckiest guy in the world to be spending it with you. This time as your boyfriend. I..."

Before Keegan can say anything else I kiss him again. I want to hold onto this moment forever. At age thirty I finally feel how I always thought you should feel when you reach this age. Exactly where you're supposed to be. Leaving all your mistakes in your 20's. You finally know exactly who you are. That's how I feel. I'm lucky enough I get to spend it with someone who loves me for me.

We stop dancing and just hold each other admiring the party around us.

I can't help but smile as I see everyone enjoying themselves.

Ten Minutes Later

"Who wants to open gifts?" Sasha asks me and Lulu pointing to the gift table. We're all sitting down again. Most of us are still finishing Birthday cake. Keegan and Justin bring over the gifts putting them in front of me and Lulu.

After opening wonderful gifts my friends got me, I'm wondering if Keegan got me anything. Not that he had to. I told him not to make a big deal out of my birthday. All of a sudden he gets up in front of everyone and begins talking.

"I want to wish my beautiful girlfriend a happy 30th birthday."

I can tell my friends are looking at me and smiling out of the corner of my eye.

Keegan tells me to get up. I do and as soon as I'm standing in front of him I look at my friends briefly and they look like they're wondering what's next. Ashley is beaming and she turns to whisper something in Tyler's ear. He shakes his head.

I'm pretty sure Ashley thinks Keegan is going to propose and Tyler doesn't think so.

Mar is crying. I think she's on board with what Ashley is thinking.

I turn toward Keegan who is now down on one knee. Oh my god! Tears spring to my eyes.

Keegan takes my left hand.

I don't think I've ever been more nervous in my entire life. I look at a crying Troian standing in front of me, looking down at me as I hold her hand.

"Troian, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. You make me a better person. You love me unconditionally. I've had the biggest crush on you since I first met you. I want to spend the rest of my life calling you mine."

As I say these words she starts crying more.

"Will you marry me and make me the happiest guy alive?" She nods her head.

"Yes. Yes I will marry you. Come here dork!" In true Troian fashion she gives me the best answer. I open the white box and pull out a diamond cut ring, with a diamond studded band around it. Tyler, Ian, Shayne and Lulu helped me pick it out. The DJ plays a bit of the song In My Veins by Andrew Belle as Troian pulls me close for a passionate kiss in front of everyone.

"Oh my god!!!" Marlene screams along with everyone else.

I pick Troian up bridal style and we continue kissing for a couple moments in front of our guests.

"Get a room!" Ian shouts. I look at our friends who are all standing up and clapping and cheering.

I put Troian down and all of our friends come over to congratulate us.

After being asked the best question yet again. I'm still in shock for a couple moments.

"You're all bridesmaids obviously." I say looking at my friends. They all give me a big hug.

"I'm so happy for you!" Lucy says to me.

"Thanks Goose!" I tell her. We hug for a couple minutes after breaking apart from the big group hug.

We all sit down for a little bit, some of us getting up to dance again including Marlene. Ian promised her a dance.

"Hold up that piece of cake!" I snap out my daydreaming and look to see Lucy standing in front of me holding her iPhone.

I hold it up and smile.

Keegan puts his arm around me as I begin eating it again.

"I'm going to have to get used to calling you my fiancé." I say looking at him and smiling.

"I think you'll get used to it pretty quickly." He says looking at me and beaming.

"I'm pretty sure I will." I kiss him before I resume eating.

It's 1:30 am Sunday morning when we finally get home. We make our way up to our room and Troian begins kissing me passionately. She presses me up against the wall. Before I know it she's fumbling with the buttons on my shirt. I reach for the zipper on the back of her dress and pull it down. She undoes my belt and my pants fall to the floor.

I reach up under her dress and pull her panties down. She leads me toward the bed and pushes me down on it.

Keegan makes himself a little more comfortable on the bed and I get ontop of him. Once we're finally both naked I begin trailing kisses along his neck. The calogne he wears always turns me on. I take my time kissing every inch of his gorgeous body.

"I've missed you." I say in between heavy breathing and kissing.

"I've missed you as well." He tells me.

I relax against the pillow underneath me and I pull Troian closer to me. I make love to her carefully tonight. Taking my time enjoying every minute of being with her. Once we're finished she collapses ontop of me and I hold her close. If someone told me just a few months ago she would be my girlfriend and then fiancé I wouldn't of believed them.

I lie in bed with Keegan looking out the window at the stars in the sky. Just thinking for a moment. About everything I've been through the last little while. I'm so happy to be going through it all with the guy who is my best friend and now my fiancé. The person who loves me unconditionally. The special guy I never want to let go.

I pick Keegan's hand up and kiss his fingers.

"Hey." He says.

"I thought you were sleeping." He replies with a small laugh.

"Nope. Not yet. I'm thinking."

"About?"

"Us." I tell him. "I think we should plan the wedding for after the show has finished filming. Maybe late next year?"

"Sounds good to me."

"Then we can take a nice long honeymoon." I tell him. As I picture it I'm smliling.

"Happy Birthday Troian." Before I know it we're both fast asleep. I'm beyond happy that I get to spend my nights like this for the rest of my life!