Tiffany

I don't know if Im crazy but things have been different. Terrell has been extremely nice and has been a little more supportive. He brought me a new camera and the selfie lighting so my YouTube videos would be better quality. I am so thankful and I appreciate. But he still seems a little stand offish. We are not together still but idk maybe we will work out.I'm tired of breaking up every other month.

Anyway, I have been texting and FaceTiming with this other YouTuber. He's been giving me advice and helping me get my followers up. He's really handsome and single , he's been asking to take me out on a date. I finally agreed and our date was fantastic. He is a gentleman and he is consistent. He is living the life I'm trying to live and is very helpful. He's also a good listener , I talk to him about Terrell or ask for advice. He tells me it seems like we are going different paths in life but if he's worth it don't give up. But this dude seems like he is interested in me as well and he has potential. I wouldn't mind getting to know someone knew and dating. Me and Terrell still aren't together so it's nothing wrong with me dating, god knows if he is .

The other day I was going through Terrell's phone and he was texting someone saved in his phone as Armon but it was like he was texting a female. I'm not sure if this night is gay or he saved a bitch under a niggas name but I'm going to find out . Something is not sitting right with me but what I do know is someone else is in the picture and since he isn't being honest with me I need to take matter into my own hands. He not about to have me out here looking dumb leaving me for some nigga or fucking me raw and he all diggin in some niggas ass. That shit ain't cute and he could be putting my life in danger. I really can't believe Terrell, I really don't want to think the worse but I need to do I don't be so surprised when I find out what's going on.