Chapter 7

SeniaMarie Milano

I sat in Rah's truck as tears rolled down my face. I had just gotten done talking to my grandmother and it was all facts, she'd leave for Baltimore in a month to go and live with my aunt which I was her daughter.

It was pouring rain and Rah was just coming out the gas station.

"They only had it in fruit punch." He said resting the slushy in the cup holder.

"Thank you." I spoke softly looking ahead.

"Baybeh, you gone be aight." He sighed as I tried to contain myself.

"It's not right Rah." It was like losing my mother all over again.

"Maybe I should go with her and w-"

"You not goin' nowhere Nia." I honestly didn't want to.

Sighing I tried my best to throw all thoughts in the back of my head head, leaning against the window.

2 hours later

"Hmmm baby." I moaned as rode Rah's dick I bit my lip as he fucked me from underneath.

I really felt as if this was what I needed to take my mind off of things.

"Shit." He breathe flipping us over in missionary.

"Uhh." I moaned and he went rough and deep.

"Ohhh Rah. Ouuu." I cried as he spread my legs its widest

"You know how I love beatin this pussy." He groaned as I came to his statement.

He pushed himself deeper pumping in as the pleasure and pain couldn't differentiate.

"Fuuuckk" he groaned as I felt his warm cum spill in me.

"Fuck." He spoke getting up. I tried catching my breath as I rolled over laying on the pillow. He walked over to the nightstand grabbing an already wrapped blunt.

I grab the covers bringing them up over my breast as he came over getting into the bed. I scooted up under him laying my head on his chest and threw my arm around him as he pulled me into him.

"You good?" He asked and I nodded watching the smoke escape his lips.

"That stuffs gonna make you thinner, sooner or later I won't even be able to see you." I laughed.

"Jokes is what you got huh?" He chuckled.

Silence grew as all wonders and worry came back to me. I always wanted to be a 'big girl' but with being that came big girl decisions that I wasn't sure that I was ready to make.

"You know I gotchu right?" He asked and I nodded.

"Yea"

"So when you was gone tell me my mama wanted you workin with her?" He said putting the blunt back to his lips.

"I was trying to hint at you but..." I shrugged.

"Well if that's what you into." He suggested.

"I guess."

"What bout that boutique shit you wanna start up?" He asked and I opened my mouth to talk but he'd beaten me to it.

"I told you I'd just give you the money to start up that ain't nothin'."

"I know but I wanna work towards it too." I said looking up at him as he looked down at me.

"Aight, how bout I make that shit happen, now. And whenever you get it a quarter of it is all I want back." I shifted uneasily thinking.

"I don't know Rah."

"Tuh." He shook his head taking a drag.

"I asked if you wanted to go back to school you'd made that shit clear. I'm supporting you in something you wanna do. Think of it as a graduation gift."

"I'on ask of nothin' from you other than to be there for a nigga." He spoke kissing my forehead as I gripped him tighter.

"You really meant what you said?" I asked looking up at him.

"What?"

"About Candace an'em?" I asked a bit scared of his reaction.

"I've never fucked with no one while I was dealin with you Senia, Candace included."

He spoke and I looked down feeling slightly embarrassed.

"You just be letting folk tell you anything huh?" He shook his head.

"What did you expect Rah everything was makin sense...." I explained.

"Me seeing you twice a week, people saying you took her out to dinner at Montes, you ain't never took me no place like that-"

"There you go again bout the people." He huffed.

"All you did was left stuff uncleared where as I could only make my own assumptions."

"What did you expect I-"

"I expect you to have some fuckin' sense." I rolling my eyes I slowly began to get weary, I didn't wanna argue anymore and I was real exhausted before I knew it the dick effect came into play as I blacked out.

Rahmik Ford

"Imma get the store front down from you." I said biting off a piece of my bacon.

"I mean that's good and all but does she approve?" My mama asked shooting me a look.

"We done talked bout it, came up with a solution." I half told.

I was trying to bribe her into letting me buy the store for Nia. It had good space, centrally located and mostly closer to the area of the house I'd plan on copin.

I had it all planned, I spoke to the realtor after I had left Nia at my place, and I wanted her to know that she was secured here by getting her own personal spot. I just wanted my baby to feel better knowing her lil soft self goin through it.

"Listen baby I'm in love with Nia, and I know you definitely are and I can't blame you on wanting to level your woman up, but are you sure putting it in her name is what you want."

"I trust Nia like that, she wouldn't play with me like that." I swore in all seriousness and she smiled.

"Then I'll call Lena in the morning to set up paper work."

"So what do you guys plan on doin' under these new circumstances?" She asked referring to her grandma moving.

"I'an even sure." I huffed truthfully.

"I'd take she wants her own place?" She asked and I shrugged.

"I told her she could come stay with me." I spoke as she scrunched her face up.

"What you meant was you ain't give her a choice." Same shit.

"What choice to give?"

"A child is involved Rahmik. You bringing in Nia means you also having to take him on."

"Shit, I been doin' that. Having him around is nothin' new to me." I shook my head growing agitated.

She really wasn't getting it. Whatever I did for Nia I always saw that he had, she made it clear from the jump that he'd always be in the picture and I really admired her stepping' on her grown woman shit.

Ain't no young ass girl around takin' care no kid. Nia had her priorities straight.

"You better allow her to be making her own decisions and you better not be takin advantage of her nor this situation Rahmik." She spoke as I grabbed up my keys fed up with her shit.

"Aight it's whatever." I ignored her walking out.

"Selfish just like your daddy."