Senia

Chapter 8

SeniaMarie Milano

2 weeks later

My clothes were somewhat packed, my bureau was cleared and my closet was empty. I was still completely uneasy quite bothered. I refused to be angry at my grandmother for goin after what she felt like completed her. If it's one thing I learned this life was short and completely forgiving.

After Rah came home a few weeks ago we had the 'talk'. Putting in my head that keeping Tae was the best decision and that he didn't mind at all. I still contemplated a whole lot on it, but wanting my burden to become anyone else's. My nana and I had a talk about getting Tae and I a place out of Newburgh but after her and Rah conversed I guess she was ok with the new set circumstances.

She still had it fixed in her mind to let me keep the money though, I didn't let Rah know anything about for specific reasons.

"Hey baby." My Nana came walking in.

"Hey nana." I spoke giving her a small but weak smile.

"You know I'll take good care of Deontae if y-"

"No nana, it's ok. We'll be alright." I reassured. I completely understood that she felt like I wasn't able to do it, but I wasn't giving my closest thing up.

I trusted her with Tae one-hundred percent but him being away from me wasn't sitting right at all. I really should've known something was up when Rah kept bringing up the whole 'moving in with him' talk. I just thought that she'd bring that to me before taking it to him.

"I would want you to come." She said as if pleading.

"Nana I just can't be ripped away from most of my life, it's just not right." I said hoping this conversation would end already.

"I understand, well I do have something for you. I'll just transfer to your accounts. It's what's left after your mama past."

"Alright."

"Why now?" I asked, she looked down in the floor then averted her eyes back to me.

"That's my home, Newburgh has nothing for me. It took what I had." She said referring to my mother.

"I always said I wanted to go back, but I had to make sure I supported your mothers dreams foremost."

I sighed. Not really knowing what was left to be said.

I knew part of me was being the bitch I was, trying my hardest to stay away from her as much as possible to avoid conversation. I knew it was no help but this woman was apart of my whole life.

Things would've been so much easier if I had never met Rah. Or if I was underage cause then I wouldn't have to make my own decision.

Either way I would've been unhappy.

Hours later

"So there we were and things just happened." Tracey spoke as I laid across her bed not surprised.

"So what now?" I asked as she shook her head confused.

"Nia I don't know..." she stressed holding her temples.

"What should I do?" She asked and I shook my head.

"No, don't do that. I have no say. I told you this was going to happen."

"I'll just break shit off." She said throwing her hands in the air as if it were nothing.

"Then call him and let him know." I smirked.

"Let who know what." Erin said waking into Tracey's room.

"She got the dick." I spoke as Erin's eyes widened.

"Nooo."

"Both y'all just shut the fuck up." She said getting frustrated.

"So I guess that's goodbye dick?" I shook my head.

"Bitch nooooo. Whatchu gone do now?" Erin asked sitting on the edge of the bed.

"I don't know."

"Well you know your mama not letting you stay here." Erin said speaking facts.

"And if he's this so call extravagant nigga that he claiming y'all can me that shit work."

"Does he know that you wanna go back to school?" I asked and she shook her head no.

"Then when y'all talk again tell him, and I guess based on his reaction and response you'll know what to do from there."

"But quitting your schools not worth it for anyone. Unless that's watchu wanna do yourself." I continued.

"I swear I love your lil cute self." She cried as Erin and I laughed.

I was heavily glad I could've helped her with her problems. Seeing exactly that I wasn't the type to just be out here talking my own business, I was stuck on my own.

I looked down seeing my phone buzz.

❤️

"But like y'all we really need to go out though." Erin stressed.

"I know we haven't been out since graduation. All that shit bout' we was finna be ouchea when we get done with school was cap." Trace laughed.

"Where y'all wanna go?" I asked looking up at them from my phone as they both turned to me with scrunched faces.

"Not the biggest capper talkin'. Rah not letting you go no where and I'm not boutta' be wasting time with you." Erin spoke.

"I know that's right." Trace backed her up.

"I'm serious I wanna go. I'll just tell him I'm spending the night with you. No issue." I spoke being dead ass.

"The last time you told that nigga you slept by me and you wasn't here when he came back to bring your phone it was hell." They both busted out laughing.

"Nigga talkin bout 'Tell Nia get here now fo' I break her fuckin' jaw'." Trace mocked trying to impersonate his voice as we all laughed.

"I'm like chill nigga they drove to the store for some snacks." She said rolling her eyes.

"I don't care I'm going."

"Your funeral." Erin shrugged.

"It's not a big deal. I'll talk to him about it."

"Why he so against you goin' out anyway." Erin spoke almost annoyed.

"Lemme show you something. We got you the slim friend. Then it's me the slim thick friend. Then it's Nia the ultra thick fine ass mami." She pursed her lips causing us to laugh.

"Nah lemme stop playing, but for real. Rah's a man who be around niggas. He not stupid." She spoke and I shook my head.

"Stop taking up for him. That's where his trust for me comes in." I said rolling my eyes.

"I mean yea but like I said he's a man, he knows men."

I didn't care what she said I was about to enjoy myself a single conversation is all it took and that was it.

.....

I had just gotten out of the shower and I sprayed on some perfume and added some deodorant. I threw on my mini black night dress as I mentally prepared myself.

I was simply just gonna lay everything out on the table, no need for the ducking and dodging or trying to work my way around things. It was just as plain and simple.

I soon heard the front door open then closed. I heard his footsteps as he approached the bedroom door.

"Your foods on the table." I turned towards the door seeing him starting to make his way over to me.

His eyes roamed me and I instantly felt my kitty throb.

I could use this.

"Babe we needa talk."

He threw me back on the bed and his hands roamed over my thighs bitting his lips.

"Talk about what?" He mumbled as I felt him start to place small kisses on my neck.

"Well...Tracey and Erin invited me out...." I trailed off.

"I wanna go." he traveled down to my cat planting light kisses over my thighs ignoring what I'd just said

"You just be soakin'." He chuckled as I felt the vibrations against my clit.

I felt his tongue glide between my lips causing my clit to go into a frenzy as he began to swirl his tongue in a circular motion. I soon felt as he light began sucking on my clit as I took light breaths spreading my legs wide open.

"Uhhh." I whimpered as my thoughts were now clouded. I felt him slip his middle finger in me and slid it around as I gripped the sheets.

"Ouu." I moaned softly I watched as he got up a sucked his middle finger dry. I saw the big bulge through his sweats as he pulled himself out. He looked at me with pure lust in his eyes and I knew he was bout to fuck my shit up.

Stupid big dick self ....

I watch as he slid in me as I gasp lightly and he lifted my dress some more above my stomach. He spread my legs pushing them upwards apart and began drilling me.

"Mmm" I moaned as he began fucking me.

"Oooouuu...ahhhh." I whimpered at him pushing deeper and rougher.

I looked down at his big dick stretch me with every stroke. In. Out. In. Out. I creamed watching his coated dick slip in and out of me.

"You like that." He asked and I nodded.

"Lemme fuckin hear you." He groaned sternly.

"I love it babyyyy." I moaned as he went rougher. I really was a addicted to his dick only.

I felt him pushed my legs back some more as he stroked deeper I bit lip and closed my eyes. He leaned over now in my face and it was as almost as if he was angry. I was confused.

"Baby..." I tried as he stroked me deeper and I just couldn't.

"Hmmm." I moaned it was so good but I wasn't stupid enough to tell him faster or deeper. Not at this pace.

I felt him groan as he threw his head back in pleasure causing my pussy to flutter. I loved when my kitty made his hard ass vulnerable.

He continued drilling my pussy until I felt him let a load off in me. I watched as his now limp dick pulled out of me and he began to strip out of his clothes grabbing a towel.

"You're grown. Just respect the time." He said not once looking at me and walking towards the bathroom. I knew he wasn't fond of it but I still got the satisfaction that I wanted.

I smiled small knowing I got my way.

Respect the time. I can do that.