《*Gay Panic*/Billie Eilish x Reader》Do I love her? Part 1 Chapter 10
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"He's been tormenting me about likeing men for what feels like forever!" "Well he's not hurting you, or me anymore!"
"That little shit! If I ever see her again I'll shoot her!" I say as I hit the steering wheel of my car.
"my friend said through the phone,
my friend said again.
"Well she was just sleeping in the same bed, but the fans think you and
her are a thing still right?" I replied.
he laughed,
My friend then showed me the ring that was in the picture.
"Anyway, can you come to the party that the Bell twins are hosting?"
he said annoyed that I asked him that.
Tbh he's a player, and I don't fuck with him what so ever! His intentions are crazy,
he's a perv and has an A+ in lying.
"Well I need you to do something for me" I say.
"my friend replied,
"I need you to flirt with Billie at the twins party"
"K, thanks Q" I said almost hanging up the phone,
Q said hanging up.
That fucking lesbian whore is going to get what she deserves.
"Tonight is going to be so much fun!" I say to Rich that was standing next
to me getting ready.
"You bet! I might even find myself my new daddy" Rich said, I looked at him
like I was going to puke.
"Ew! Never say daddy ever again." I say laughing. He just rolled his eyes playfully.
We all headed inside the party in a little group, Rich and Eli in front while Billie and I were standing next
to each other in the back.
I never really was a party person, didn't know what to do there,
but I can pretend like I know exactly what I'm doing. I've been pretending things for years,
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telling people that I was fine and putting on a fake smile, like I enjoyed there company, only to find out that they don't want me to be there either.
Anyways, I knew that I could easily make people believe I was cool and trendy.
I am not really trendy if I'm being honest.
The first thing I noticed was that it smelled like weed, if any police officers
came here they would be able to tell people were smoking right off the bat. I felt pretty awkward, I think I already explained that, but with Billie being there made my awkwardness go away, and made me feel safe. But that didn't last long, was soon as we entered the door people were greeting her and all over her. The twins that were hosting
the party came over, hugged her, talked a little. Then a man named Q came over and starting hugging her and was
aaaallll over her. I mean he never left her side after he hugged her. Making me feel a little jealous not
going to lie, but she's not mine. So I can't over react.
"Yo y/n! There's drinks in the kitchen" Billie said to me as she was starting to walk over towards
what you can guess was the kitchen. With Q, that guy.
I gave her a quick smile and a thumbs up. Since I wasn't planning on drinking right now I just turned to my friends so I can have a conversation with someone. I glanced over to were Bil and her fucking dog were
and saw Q already looking at me, but once he noticed I was looking at him to he looked away and
smirked.
"Fucking weirdo" I mumbled,
"What was that?" Rich said to me, then everyone in the little circle had there eyes on me. Fuuuuuccckk.
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"Oh it's nothing" I said to them. They bought it and continued talking about what ever the hell.
I then looked at Billie again, Q looked over to me, he smiled then looked at Bil. Oh snap! I
didn't like where this was going.
He only whispered something in her ear making her laugh.
He then laughed as well and touched her arm. She turned a light pink, he noticed and
kissed her cheek. She got even more red,
"fuck, shit, tit, bitch" I cursed in my mind.
Q acted like it was normal and continued talking with there little group in the kitchen. Billie obviously has something with this dude, but not making it public? That's fine I guess but at least get a room geez. I mean I like her and would do anything for her, but sweetie,
watching this makes me want to fucking puke.
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It's only been two minutes and it felt like hours since I talked to Billie, and I wanted to
walk in there and start talking to her buuut I didn't want to interrupt anything. Yet I was quite thirsty, maybe that's my excuse to go in the kitchen? Yeah sure why not.
I stood up from the circle-ish thing that I was in and made my way to the target. Pablo Escobar.
Oops I meant. Billie Eilish.
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I was getting closer, and oh my Jesus did my anxiety just have a riot inside of me.
I was getting even closer when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I stopped walking and turned around to see a sweaty Eli.
"Ew, sweaty hand on my shoulder" I laughed hitting his hand away,
"Oh shut up." Eli replied.
"I just came from arm wrestling some big dude, I won, it took two
whole minutes. But you were heading were the drinks where and wanted to join you!"
"Okay great." I said, letting out air I pretended to hold in. Dramatically of course.
"I didn't know where the drinks were exactly. I mean I know
they were in the kitchen but not where in the kitchen"
"Yeah yeah I get it" Eli said walking those few extra steps to Pablo Escobar.
Here we go.
I walked with Eli to where the alcohol was, I just grabbed a beer, while Eli mixed a few drinks.
Eli wanted to stay in the kitchen, my luck. So we did.
"Aye Y/N, come here!" I heard someone say, it was Billie. Great!
I walked over there. When I got close enough Billie put her arm around me,
"I haven't talked to you the whole time, let's....let's talk" She slurred out, she's drunk. Oh god.
"Ok then babe, what do you wanna talk about?"
"I like when you call me that" she said with a big smile on her face. I blushed at the comment,
"Stop being so cute!" She said then kissed my cheek. Skcedjnenrfeihvrbgrjfefefdfedn!!!!!!!!!!
Q got all pissy and walked away. Ha! Fucker.
Billie, Eli, and me were talking for a few till I noticed him. Grayson.
He was at the party too, oh fuck! There goes my will to live.
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