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I don't think Grayson noticed us at all. Thank god. I was lost in thought about Grayson spotting us and what he would do. How did he even come here? He doesn't know anyone here from what I understand!.

"You listening shorty?" Billie said in my ear.

"Yeah I'm listening," I said turning my head so I'm looking at her.

"Are you?" She looked at me, and turned pink. We were pretty close, so I get it.

Me and y/n where really close. Jesus. I wanted to kiss her but, we're only friends! That would be weird!

And I'm STRAIGHT!!! Why the fuck and I'm thinking about this!?! Thank god Im more sober or things could have went a different direction.

"Billie?" I said to her. She's been looking in my eyes for a few minutes now.

"Yeah."

"You didn't answer my question." I replied,

"Oh, well yeah I'm listening. I was the one talking dumb ass." She laughed,

"Well what were you taking about?" I didn't here her earlier so.

"I was just saying that. Graysons here...." she looked upset as she said his name.

"Yeah. I know." I rolled my eyes. Dickheads here to ruin the whole party.

"Come on Let's go get drinks. I can't be sober if he's here" Billie laughed,

"Just when I thought you can sober up!" I said.

"I'm not that bad" she whined,

"Eh sure. Keep telling yourself that."

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I had a drink already. Nothing has hit me yet, I've been taking it slow.

Same with Bil. But now I noticed that Grayson has been eye-fucking me this whole time. The reason I know this

is because Billie told me, and gets super annoyed when he's even 20 feet away, and breathing.

I'm glad me and her share the same hatred for him. I love this bond!

Now I know what you're thinking ....well what weee are thinking.

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Grayson only did that one dirty, scumbag move. Why do I hate

him so much that it seems like he's been groping me my whole life?! Because he WAS!

I looked back on life (with him in it). Grayson has been touching me and feeling

me up for years, but I didn't say anything because I just

thought he was a touchy friend, got comfortable with me, just showing affection, etc, etc.

I made up so much excuses to why he's been sharing secret, little, foul, touches. But I really

should have told him to stop. Before he knew I was a lesbian I should have told

him. But even after I told him I was a lesbian he should have gotten

the hint, but he didn't.

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Grayson was one of those guys

who think they can turn a gay, bi, or pan woman into a straight woman. Which is a douchbag move, and is very

rude of you or someone to do that. Let a girl live her live the way she wants to.

And also if a girl is bi or pan she could like a guy. So why make her straight? I really don't know.

But yeah, turns out one of my most trusted friends turned out to be a groping, homophobic, fuckboy, little piece of shit. So here we are! I love my life. Ha. get my sarcasm there?

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"Okay! Quit it with the fireball. We don't want you puking everywhere when you DO puke later."

I said to Billie as she downed another fireball. She was on her third one. How the hell can she do that? No clue.

"When d-did you become Bill Nye t-the fucking science gaaay." She slurred out,

"When I popped out with a pride flag bitch." I said annoyed

"I knew it," she giggled,

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After a little fighting, Billie got up from the floor and took my hand, and to the dance floor we went.

She was swaying, and moving for a few. I did the same, just listen to the music and let the vibes sink in.

She closed her eyes and was still swaying. I decided to do the same. Because this

drunk girl can vibe.

When I had my eyes closed I felt arms around my waist,

I instantly opened my eyes, as it's an instinct of mine. I looked down at the same hands Ive held before. Of course they were Bils hands.

"Heeeey pretty lady" Billie said in my ear,

"Of course it's you. And for a second I thought it was an old saggy man." I say sarcastically. I always

think I'm funny, so of course I laughed at myself. I stopped laughing when I realized that Billie wasn't responding to my joke like she would,

"Billie you okay?" I asked,

"Wanna go somewhere private?"