《*Gay Panic*/Billie Eilish x Reader》Monday Blue's Chapter 9
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"You're very warm. You good?" "Yeah, good with you"
I got woken up by a harsh shove, jolting the sleeping/now awake/Billie.
"Brooo" I say with my eyes still closed "What do you want?" I said again, mistake number one:
don't get an attitude with a person who has a short temper.
"Get your FUCKING ass up, NOW!" a guy whisper-yelled in my ear. I opened my eyes to see Grayson
Looking down at me, looking like he was going to fucking murder me. "yes?" I said to him
"Why the HELL she here, holding you like THAT" he said in disgust, "excuse me?" I said,
Grayson for sure wasn't homophobic but the way he said that sentence made me backtrack a little.
*flashback to middle school*
"Grayson?" I said walking up the bleachers and sitting next to him,
"Yes y/n?" Grayson replied, not caring about my presence,
"What if I said I liked girls." I said glancing at him, Grayson quickly
looked at me. A little shocked look on his face,
"That would be something....but I would still be there if needed" he said looking back at the field,
"I'll still care about you. But you're not so there is nothing to worry about right!" He said,
"Yup!" I replied, "nope!" I said to myself, I didn't know what my sexuality was...but
I know I'm not straight! That's for sure.
*flashback over*
"You know I have a name jackass" Billie said sitting up "Don't you dare talk to me like that slut!" Grayson
replied, Billie looked pissed, but that didn't help the situation. All it did was make Grayson put his hands on her.
All he did was grab her wrist.
"Guys!" Eli said coming through the door with groceries in hand, kinda horrified because he heard everything.
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He heard his very supportive, calm, dad like friend yell at his other friend in a way he never
heard before. AND see him put his hands on Bil. Eli was always the child of the group, he was younger, would party more than us,
have way to much energy, and didn't understand most things. Grayson was
always nice to him and never yelled like that before, Grayson was like a big brother. He said he would never raise his voice.
That he was a good person, and he could be the one to talk to if you have something on your mind.
But I guess he has a temper that makes him become a fucking bull and could punch ANYONE that looked
at him for to long.
So I understood Eli's expression.
Eli dropped the bags and stood there, looking every upset.
"What's going on Grayson..." Eli was saying with a shaky voice. Grayson's raging expression dropped, and so did
his hand from Billie.
"I-I-I, they were...she called me a jackass" Grayson said stuttering while pointing at Billie, Eli
looked at Billie, then me, back at Grayson, then looked at me again. "y/n, what happened while I was gone." Eli said
"Me and Billie were sleeping, then got woken up by Grayson, then he was yelling at me because
Billie was next to me...and a little to close for his liking?" I said kinda quiet.
"But she was holding her!" Grayson shouted,
"They were acting like fucking lesbians, gross!" Grayson said, Eli didn't move. He lowered his head, sniffling a little bit, then looked up with tears coving his face, "Grayson-" "What?" Grayson cut Eli off, Eli wiped a tear,
then looked at Grayson again.
"Leave" he said. "Pardon?" Grayson huffed "You may leave Grayson,
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you have bothered these girls...and they don't need your SHIT!" Eli's tone changed to anger and disappointment,
"Eli" Grayson said in a low voice "Don't Eli me!" Eli shouted "Just get. the fuck. out!" Eli opened the door and pointed outside, "Fine I will! But don't come crying to me when you know that GAY is a sin! And you can't handle
there shit they think they are!" Grayson replied, he picked up his few things and he had and almost walked out the door.
Before he left he turned around and spat on the hotel floor. "that's what I think about you y/n! And your
nasty girlfriend, I regret saying that I care for you" Grayson said. He then left, never looking back.
Tears start streaming down my face. How the fuck can he turn from being the
most caring person to the most toxic person I know.
That really just happened.
Billie looked like was trying to process the situation, but she then hugged me tightly.
Eli slammed the door. He then walked over to us and hugged me as well.
This group hug was something I needed. Questions were rushing through my head, like
how are we going to tell Rich? How will we get around without a car? And what about
my parents back at home, were I just left them. But they did let there 17 year old daughter
walk out of there house, not stopping me. Fuckers.
Most of my life has been hell because of them! I've even thought about ending it...but you know who helped me?
Grayson. He was there, more than the others. He was like a big brother to me too! I under
stand siblings fight but they make up after. After that outburst on me, Eli, and are
new friend Billie, I don't think we are making up anytime soon.
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We all just hugged for a while, questions are probably rushing through there heads as well.
Just processing what went down, don't blame them at all.
I love these guys. This was just what I think everyone in the room needed, time to think.
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If you like Grayson I'm sorry, kinda...
But don't worry that's not the last of him!😉 also sorry
for making people wait with these chapters, it just takes time, but
there are more to come!
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