I was fast asleep till I start hearing some voices it was like people are murmuring outside my room. I try to ignore the voices and go back to sleep again so I unconsciously stroke the bed to find Amanda but she was not there. I open my one eye to check whether she is sitting on a chair or on her bed but the room was empty surprisingly. I take out my phone to check the time and I guess she was out for her meal. It's good that she at least eating now seeing how vulgar she became these days due to my health.

It was hardly a few minutes when I hear some loud voices just outside from my room. Now I was sure something happened because this is the kind of weird so even before I able to get from my room I hear the familiar voice. It was Amanda but she sounds really angry like literally pissed off and shouting on people. I couldn't make the words properly but something is off so I slowly walk towards the door.

I was totally horrified when I saw how Amanda pinned some girl from her throat and she looks so angry at that time it can kill anyone with her glare only. I wrap my arms around her waist she almost turns angrily to throw the person who did this to her but when she saw me she calm down little before her expression changed from angry to worried. I was unable to put words before my eyes set on our door.

Everything happened so fast that no one can understand what actually happened. I was about to cry seeing how horrible people's are these days. I couldn't say any word and before anyone can say anything Amanda wrap her arms tightly around me and turn my face from the door.

I don't know why people are so terrible and how can they say such a thing to someone who almost sees their death. As much as I want I feel water on my face and I realize Amanda was also crying but she was more broken than me.

"Why the hell you all the standing here? Get the fuck out of this place now" Amanda almost screams to everyone and she harshly grabs the paper from the door and tearing the paper apart in anger.

We went to the room as much as I was hurt seeing this I was feeling concerned for Amanda she was looking lost almost broken. I know people are harsh sometimes some people suck and all I was there for Amanda only. I trust her from my heart, I can see that love for me the pain when I got hurt. She looked at with teary eyes but didn't say even a single word just looked at me which so many emotions that I couldn't understand at this movement.

"I am sorry I couldn't save you from being hurt." She said with so sad voice it crushed my heart

"It's not your fault please don't cry," I said while wrapping my arms around her

"No it was my fault I shouldn't leave you in the club and should come on time but I failed you again and again and I was so harsh with you from the beginning and I did terrible mistakes Maaya I don't know how to ask forgiveness from you." She said and start crying again while hugging me tightly

I was angry from her earlier but since the accident, I know what I want and it was her and as much as I keep saying her I loved her and forgive her she keeps punishing herself. I know she hurt me physically but she is dying internally I can feel it. She keeps blaming herself for all those things which were never in our hand. It was not her fault but those jerks fault who think they are better just because they born a boy. I want to let her cry before speaking more to her I can see she is emotionally exhausted.

God knows how much time passes but we both are exhausted from this. Amanda was not crying anymore just looking blankly to walls.

"Amanda, please look at me." I calmly ask and she shifts her gaze towards me but didn't say anything

"I know you blame for lots of things but it was never your fault I didn't expect anything from anyone since I lost my parents but now I have someone and it's you. I love you and I forgive you for all those things so please don't cry and hurt yourself I won't able to survive."

She looked at me intensely like studying me and her gaze was fixed with mine and I can feel how she able to touch my soul.

"There are things I hide from you and I am literally sorry for all those horrible things I did to her in past but I promise you that all my feelings towards are you pure and I love you so much that I wouldn't able to breathe if something happened to you."

"I fail you multiple times Maaya but my feelings towards is you genuine and pure but I want to start fresh start and this time no bloody person can touch or harm you and if they want to harm you they better face me before reaching you ever again." She said so sternly and domination voice it feels like no one in this world can touch me without facing consequences

"I trust you Amanda and I always do trust you no matter what it was and I love you so much I can't stop saying this to you," I said with a wide smile

We hug and kissed for god knows how long but I was lying almost on top of Amanda while kissing her slowly. She wrapped her arms tightly around me and I feel so secure that I never experience this before.

"Hmm so I was thinking something for so long and I was wondering to ask you now."

I nod my head to let her continue her conversation when she blushes a little bit.

"Well we didn't able to go for a proper date before all this and ask you officially for being my girlfriend I mean I ask you but I want to ask you officially as couples do in movies." Amanda blush and her cheeks go ten shades brighter with embarrassment but how to explain her she looks so cute I can't find such cute girl in my life. I chuckle with her expressions I mean she was literally a blunt girl now she was getting shy with such a thing it was adorable.

She looks at me worriedly and then I realize I didn't say anything to her and she was getting worried. As much as I want to tease her and enjoy my sweet girlfriend I don't want to make her worried.

"So will you go on date with me or not Maaya?" she asked impatiently

I chuckle little before speaking "Yes you dumbo I go out for a date with you," with that I smash my lips on hers for a long passionate kiss