---Jamie's PoV---

I settle myself on Luke as his face broke out in a smile. I know he loves this, this is where he would always set me before. I here Benji giggle from the other side of the room and look up at him confused. He looked happy but at the same time upset

"I used to hold you like that when you wanted to be with me but I had to work" Benji said slightly saddened

"I would always purposely get in your way so you would pay attention to me and you would kick me out for 10 minutes before feeling really guilty and come out apologizing" I chuckle remembering him so mad then him coming back pulling me to his lap and rocking me for a few minutes before we went back to his office to finish work.

"I'm sorry I ruined it" Luke whimpered hanging his head in shame

"You didn't really ruin it you changed it. Now I can get pay back and bat my eyes and get what I want instead of the the other way around. But I have the most money so I still need to provide for-"

"Hey, I'm a gemma, I have plenty of money to spoil you two with" luke said nuzzling my neck slightly. "It's my job to spoil you" Luke purrs as Benji reaches for one of the alliance requests. I reached out to take it from him and he hit my hand with it.

"I'm fine, bug" He soothed me

"But-"

"No buts, I was rejected, now I'm not. I'm pretty happy now bug. If I feel lonely you'll know, I'll make it clear" Benji said standing and kissing my cheek before sitting back down and reading the alliance paper. I started to squirm around after about half an hour. I hate silence.

"Jamie please, stop that" Luke growled and I realized He had a hard on.

"Sorry" I say blushing before stilling my movements.

"Thank you" he whispered on my neck as he lay his head there cracking his neck loudly flinching. "God Benji, I have a newfound respect for Alpha's and Head of households. Everything hurts or is stiff" Luke said cracking his back as well.

"I got used to it, but yes it does for the first few months or so." Benji giggled out.

"Months?" Luke asked surprised

"Yeah, I could hardly move without pain shooting through my whole body for the first 3 or 4 months cause I just sat there and read then sighed then red then sighed. You know your job suckes when you get excited by a tex file." Benji sighed out cracking his neck like he always used to.

"Are you two ok, would you like to do something else" I said excitedly. I hate being cooped up for a long time.

"I'll finish you two can go" Benji said standing making his back crack as he stretched.

"No" Luke said looking at him sternly

"Excuse me?" Benji said with a sassy tone in his voice and he put his hands on his hips

"Sorry love, but you're not staying in this stuffy office alone. Lets go out and do something.

"Wait let me get this straight. You put me on bed rest and as soon as I can work you want to go out." Benji said raising a brow

"You said your fine" I pout at him

"Aren't I the one that should be able to get away with that" Benji mumbled walking out of the room. towards to our room, yay I won this one! Luke and I followed closely and waked in a s Benji sheds his shirt. I frown as Luke flinches closing his eyes. I could still see the scars covering his body. He turned to face us and covered up immediately.

"Don't" I say taking the shirt he was covering up with.

"Jamie I-"

"No, you will not hide such things" I said throwing the shirt on the floor he still tried to cover his scars and hung his head. I hated it, that he went through it all and I never saw it.

"I'm so sorry" A sob broke out from behind me and I saw Luke with tears streaming down his face. He ran over and took Benji into his arms. Benji started to shake and then the tears came. He started to cry, hard. They just stood there crying, then Benji pushed Luke back. It was the first time I saw him really reject anyone mindswell Luke. He never even rejected his dad. Luke looked at him with pain filling his eyes.

"How 'bout we call it a night I say picking up a shaking Benji and motioning for Luke to follow me to the bed. I had two whimpering rebroken mates. I held Benji close to my chest as Luke crawled into the farthest corner of the bed.

"Is he ok" Benji whimpered looking over slightly to see Luke curled up in a ball in the corner. "I may not want to be touched by him but I still love him and I'm worried." He said as I nodded and let him go to check on Luke. I moved over to him and hear him mumbling 'I'm so sorry' as he stays firmly in his ball.

"Luke?" I call out but he ignores me "Luke come on" I say leaning closer. He still has tears streaming down his face. "Luke" I call again touching his shoulder making him gasp and curl up tighter crying harder. I back away and go back to Benji who is looking at me expectantly. I shake my head and shrug my shoulders. He watches Luke shake, cry, and mumble incoherently.

"What should I do" Benji whimpers to me looking at Luke horrified.

"It's not your fault, it his. You shouldn't do anything that makes you uncomfortable." I coo at him petting his hair. He squirms away from me and moves towards Luke cautiously.

"Luke" He called softly touching Luke's arm. Luke flinched and looked up at him teary eyed.

"I'm so sorry, love. I'm so fucking sorry" He whimpers staring at Benji.

"I don't doubt that, Luke, I know you are genuinely sorry. It still doesn't change the fact that it happened. It open old wounds, I'm scared, Luke. I want to be near you so much but still a part of me screams danger. Just give me time, I'm not mad nor do I hate you. I'm just scared and I don't feel all here because I had two mate markings taken from me. Do you understand, I will always be here for you but I'm...I'm just not too comfortable yet. Ok?" He said as Luke's eyes were again guilt ridden and he nodded.

"Good now time to sleep" Benji said cuddling back into my arms. Luke looked around and moved to the other side of the bed, alone. "Luke, over here. I'm sure the three of us can cuddle. Just stay closer to Jamie." Benji sighed as Luke came over quickly. He moved his arm under my head and threw his arm over Benji and I's waists pulling us effectively closer. The three of us fell asleep at least a little happy I hope.