----------Benji's PoV---------

I still felt like shit, last night really got to me. I felt so bad for Luke last night, but I woke up this morning. Luke looked so determined and happy. He said he swore that he would get me back and make me happy I make him happy. I smile thinking back to it. He looked like a child trying to get a cookie before dinner. I giggle to myself as a knock sounded from my door.

"Yeah" I say as Luke peeked in

"Do you need anything?" Luke asked blushing slightly. See he's adorable!

"No, I was just want to go out for a bit" I said standing and cracking my back and neck.

"Where" Luke said getting that protective glint in his eyes.

"I'll be fine, I'm just going out for a hour or so" Luke looked over at me worriedly. I could tell him I'm going hunting but I don't want to weird him out.

"Can I come"

"NO! I mean no Luke I'll be fine" I said rolling my eyes at his protectiveness. I felt Luke watch me leave.

I hunted for about 45 minutes till I figured, it to be sufficient. I was covered in blood and I didn't want Luke to see me so I ran into the house toward our bathroom to shower. I burst into the room and Luke's head shot over to me and his eyes widened.

"WHAT THE FUCK!" Luke shouted at me looking worried and mad. He shot up and stalked over to me. I looked up to his eyes to see them switch to gold and back. I terrified me, I didn't want to see cypris yet!

"I was hunting" I whimpered out in fear, flinching away. Cyprus leaned down to sniff the blood on me. I tended, I don't want him to be near me yet. He tightly hugged me smelling my hair.

"You scared me to death" he said gruffly kissing my head. I started to shake as he let me go. "Please don't scare me like that again" he sighed out looking at me worriedly.

"I'm-I'm sorry" I stuttered out in fear.

"Oh, baby. I'm sorry, it slipped my mind. I was worried" he please with me.

"It-it's ok" I stutter out

-----Benji's Pov-----

"Go shower love, Jamie should be home when you get out" Cyprus whined in self-disappointment. I nodded and scurried to the bathroom. I slammed the door and slid down in, I could feel my heart beating to hard it was hitting my ribs. I took a few deep breaths to calm down and striped of my bloody clothes starting the shower. I slipped into the scalding water. I leaned on the wall and watched the excess blood flow down the drain. I heard the door open and close

"Ben-Ben, you ok love?" Jamie's voice came softly from the other side of the curtain.

"Yeah" I whimper out as he poked his head in. I yelled covering my scarred body.

"Stop" I heard him growl out. He shut the curtain for a second before he stepped in himself. His arms wrapped

around my waist and I felt a tear fall. "What happened, Luke was freaking and told me to help you" Jamie cooed kissing my head.

"I told Luke I was going out, I was hunting but didn't tell him. I thought it would creep him out. I came back with blood on me. I always do, I knew that it would worry Luke so I tried to get to the shower before he saw me" I said hiccuping " I didn't know that he was in the bedroom. I came in and he yelled. I know he was worried, but is scared me. He hugged me, well Cyprus did, and I tended. He apologized so I'm not mad. It just startled me." I said clinging to him.

"I know that it scared you but he is freaking out. He wont hurt you, we both will give you time but he's having a fucking breakdown almost as bad as last night. You as clean lets go let him know you're ok" Jamie said kissing my head. He turned the water off and got, a towel wrapping it around me. He carried me to our room and handed me some shorts. "Let's go let Luke know your ok"

We walk downstairs to the den, and I see Luke shaking in his ball like last night. I walked over slowly and reached for Luke like last night.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it. I didn't want to let him out, he took over. I'm sorry!" Luke said with tears in his eyes

"I know, Luke I was startled. I'm ok, I'm not mad." I coo to him

"Are you sure you're not mad" Luke asked peeking at me.

"No I was just not example ting the outrage" I giggle out sitting next to him on the couch.

"We weren't really mad as much as was we worried. We were only mad cause we thought you were hurt and we wanted to kill what hurt our mate. And why didn't you tell me you were hunting?" Luke asked kissing my hand softly

"I thought that it would creep you out" I said sheepishly

"Why would it creep me out. Jamie and I go hunting together all the time" he said a bit confused.

"But-um I you he"

"Baby syllables are not a conversation" Jamie said sitting behind me

"Never mind" I say shaking my head

"Not never mind, what love" Luke said reaching for me but stopping in front of me. I climbed into his lap and leaned onto his chest. "Come on love" Luke pushed.

"You always loved him, you hate me" I said hiding in his neck. I know he loves me now but a part of me knows he still hates me.

"Why do you think that? I love you so much baby. I will do anything I can to show you that." he said with pleading eyes.

"I know but a part of me doesn't think that. I want to be near you so much but that tiny part of me is till screaming danger whenever I'm near you." I whimper climbing into Jamie's lap

"I love you" He said kissing me and walking away.

"I can't, yet" I whispered cuddling to Jamie's chest.

"I know" He whimpered closing the bedroom door.