-------Luke's PoV------

I spilled my heart out to my mate as I cried. I never cried, I hate crying because it showed weakness. I one of my mates rub my back and the other one pet my head. I loved the sparks filling my body, but I know I don't deserve it. I don't deserve to be treated so well, to be touched so tenderly, to be... to be loved so unconditionally.

"Luke, Luke. Ok calm down we're right here." Benji cooed to me as Jamie put his head on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry" I cried into Benji's neck

"Luke, listen. We will be fine. All three of us. I can't forgive you completely yet, but I love you and that won't change. Jamie will not ignore you anymore, so smile. You look so much better when you smile. Please, for me." He pleaded with me. I nodded, I can't think of anything else to do I just want them, I need them both for my sanity.

"Luke?" I heard Jamie whine. I looked up and he connected his lips with mine. He pulled back looking down. "sorry I didn't give you a good morning kiss" Jamie said squirming in his seat

"I'm sorry I got so emotional, I know your mad. I shouldn't make you do anything out of guilt" I said kissing his cheek making him giggle.'Benji kissed him as well. Jamie picked Benji up and started to walk back to our room.

"Put me down!" Benji complained trying to wiggle out of Jamie's arms

"No, bed rest" Jamie said as Benji pouted. I couldn't help but chuckle, I love them so much.

-------Benji's PoV------

I heard Luke chuckle as Jamie walked us to our bed room. I was thrown on the bed and Jamie crawled on top of me. I know he won't do anything if I don't want him to.

"Hi, Ben-Ben" He said pecking my lips

"Hello, Bug" I giggled pecking him back. He smiled and dove into my neck clinging to me.

"You scared me, you know" He said from my neck.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to-"

"No, love, it wasn't your fault" he purred "I just can't have that happen again ok. If anyone I mean ANYONE tries to hurt you, mentally or physically, tell me so I can show them what for" He growled possessively in my ear making me shiver. I love it when he growls like that, it makes my body erupt in goosebumps and makes the world just stop. He did the same thing before Luke. He may have been my little submissive but if he really wanted to, but he could make me submit to him when ever. He never would because he know what happened and how hard that would be for me.

Someone cleared their throat from the door. I looked up from Jamie's arms and saw Luke with my tray of food. I smile and Jamie set me in his lap, Luke set the tray in front of me and handed a plate to Jamie. He sat on the other side of the bed with his food. His eyes were still red and puffy. I ate in Jamie's lap and he held me eating himself. Luke took our dishes to the kitchen and Jamie lied down cuddled me kissing my neck softly.

"I love you" He whined as Luke came in.

"Do you guys have a record or something" He asked holding up some papers

"What are you doing" I asked trying to get up before I was pulled back down by Jamie

"I've held the pack down before, how different can this be. Now the records?" Luke asked leaning on the door looking a the papers.

"In the top drawer on the left" Jamie said pulling me closer to his chest.

"Thank you, Luke." I said from Jamie's chest. Luke grunted from the hall as he walked to, my best guess, my office.

"Will you be able to be a sub?" Jamie asked out the blue

"What are you talking about?" I asked confused.

"You only bottomed for me once, and you were petrified" Jamie said kissing my head.

"I...Yeah I'll be fine." I stuttered out

"Don't lie to me Benjamin" Jamie scolded

"I don't quite know...I don't think so" I said hanging my head. I hate to disappoint people but I truly don't think I could. He nodded at me looking kinda a disappointed, and a bit mad. Probably at Luke. "Sorry" I muttered to him as he shook his head.

"It's not your fault" Jamie chuckled getting out of bed

"Where are you going?" I asked him as tuned to me picking me up.

"We are going to take a bath" Jamie said carrying me to the bathroom.

"After can I go work" I whined at him. I think I may die from boredom if I don't go back to work.

"I don't think thats the best..." Jamie trailed off turning on the water

"I'm fine now, I have both of you. If you should be worried about anyone it should be Luke. He looks really upset." I said worried looking out the door.

"I think he'll be fine"

"Jamie I know how bad that pain is I'm going to go hang out with him afterwards." I said worriedly

"Babe I-"

"No, don't 'babe' me. I need him happy"

"Look, I'll go be with him, you stay" Jamie said turning off the water and adding a bath bomb and setting me in and he slid in putting me on his lap.

"I'm coming" I fought as he just rolled his eyes and nodded knowing he lost I smiled and nodded cuddling closer to him. I don't know why he continues to fight me, he has never won.

We sat in the tub for a good 30 minutes before getting out and putting on some clothes I grab some sweats and one of Jamie's t-shirts as he grabs some basketball shorts and a tee before we walk over to my office. Luke was reading a file and had a calculator out in guessing for finances.

"You look to be having a great time" I say sarcastically as his head shoots up

"I totally am" He chuckles "There are some alliance papers, but I don't know what to do with them" Luke said sheepishly. I walked in and say on the visitor chair farthest from Luke and my desk. He looked over with guilt ridden eyes. Jamie went to sit next to me but I glared at him and he went over to sit in Luke's lap. Luke looked surprised at first but a big smile crept onto his face. I love him so much though I shouldn't.