Hollow footsteps. His breathe echoing off the walls as he walks in silence. Eyes red and puffy, swollen even from what occurred only a few moment's ago. The sound of the door creaking as it opens slowly is followed by a curious and confused Jimin.

"Yoongi? I thought you were staying with Y/n?" Quickly as the words had left his mouth everyone else in the room attention's were grabbed.

"Yoongi are you okay?" Jin then too quickly asked noticing the state his eyes were in.

The bag Yoongi had been holding dropped, the noise taking everyone by surprise. Yoongi's body then began to shake as he struggled to breathe, as if something was stuck in his throat. Water dripping from his eyes and his nose was beginning to run.

Instantly all six boy's had stopped what they had doing. Their minds filled with concern and confusion.

"What happened? Why are you crying?" Namjoon asked, urgency in his voice.

Yoongi tried to speak but instead of words coming from his throat it was muffled sobs.

"Please calm down. Take deep breathe in and out" Jin calmly stated.

Yoongi had begun to slow down his breathing. His chest slowly expanding and compressing.

"Y/n she, she started to yell. Her dad turned up unexpectedly and she snapped. I couldn't get close to her, she kept pushing me away. I didn't know what to do so I just left her alone for now but god... it wasn't her, I had never seen her yell that loud before, look that mad before. I've never seen that side of her, it's like I was with a whole other person, it scared me and I think she scared herself" Yoongi managed to say, the boy's around him in disbelief and now unsure on what to do.

"I'm sure it will be fine Yoongi. Maybe she just needs some space, time to think about what happened" Namjoon stated, not sure if he believed it himself.

Yoongi slowly nodded his head before making his way to his room, drained from what had happened.

Hoseok went to follow after him but before he could go far Namjoon had grabbed his shoulder. He shock his head, he knew Yoongi needed space. Hoseok understood and backed down instantly even if he didn't want to. It was in his nature to care for those who were hurting. To be that ray of sunshine to brighten up someones day, yet there looks to be too many clouds in Yoongi's sky tonight. Too many that not even Hoseok could break through.

As Yoongi's head hit the pillow he can't help but remember what happened. The hurt in her eyes and how high her voice could rise. He couldn't do anything about it. His body was numb but his breathing was at a normal pace now. He wanted to speak with her. She didn't have to be okay but even a text message would be enough to put his heart at ease.

He pulls his phone from his pocket, the background was a photo of Y/n smiling, that smile he wanted to see once more. He wanted that girl back and he was going to fight for her no matter what.

Are you okay?

Please answer the phone.

I know you're hurting but please

let me know if you're okay.

I know that you want to be by

yourself but please know the

boy's and I are here for you

I love you. x

Of course there was no response from her but hopefully she would at least see it and know that she wasn't alone, that she has him and that she always will. That even if the world was falling apart that he would be there to save her.

As each hour passes I stay locked in my apartment. The air around me musty due to the windows not being opened and it is as if the room had never seen sunlight before, everything was dark. I stayed in the same clothes, I didn't shower and I didn't eat. I didn't want to move, I didn't want to think, I just wanted to disappear until everything was okay again.

I heard continuous knocks on the door followed by a soft "Y/n are you there?". It was Yoongi at first, a few hours later, Hoseok, Jimin and Jungkook. I didn't answer, not once. I wanted to yet I didn't. They don't deserve this, they deserve better. I think that's why I'm pushing them away.

I had received several messages from Eun-bi and Yoongi but I never responded.

As time continued on I almost relapsed, so so close yet I didn't. Why? I don't know. It may be because I have no energy or the pain just isn't working anymore, honestly words can't describe how I'm feeling in this very moment.

As night time passes by I put on a hoodie and a pair of old leggings. I had the sudden urge to go for a walk. I leave my apartment checking if anyone is there and thankfully there wasn't.

As I walk along the icy footpath, my breathe seen in the moonlight and my shadow growing as each car passes, my mind is blank, empty.

I kept my head down low, I didn't really know where I was going. I walked and walked until I found myself in front of a convenience store. I walked inside, the bright light illuminating my face. Inside there was a man behind the cash register and another man by the drink aisle. He was sketchy looking yet I failed to comprehend that I may be in danger.

I waked by the confectionery aisle, grabbing a block of chocolate as I felt like stuffing my face with food since I hadn't eaten in so long. I walked by the man, his eyes not leaving me once yet I ignored him. I quickly paid for what I had bought and left the building and continued to walk.

As I moved down the pathway, not paying attention to what's around me I felt a pair on unfamiliar hands grab my waist and push me towards the wall. As my back made contact I gasped loudly as the air quickly released from my body. I managed to look up and it was the man from the store.

His hand gripped on my shoulder and continued to tighten. His hot breathe hitting me in the face as he towered over me. He clearly was stronger than me so what's the point of trying.

Quickly in a flash of black and white he was on the ground, blood escaping his mouth and nose. I stand their stunned, unable to react properly. Quickly the man ran away, he was gone.

Everything had happened so quickly. Before I knew it Yoongi was standing in front of me, blood too leaving his knuckles, staining the concrete below him.

He grabbed both of my shoulders and pulled me into a hug yet I didn't respond, I didn't react. His body was warm though, he felt alive. Like the heart within him was beating.

As he pulled away he looked directly into my eyes and softly spoke. "Why didn't you scream for help? Why didn't you try to push him away? Why were you going to let him hurt you?"

I could see that he was hurt yet I failed to show sympathy towards him.

I spoke back. "I don't know"

"What do you mean you don't know? He was going to hurt you and you weren't going to try and stop him at all"

"B-because it doesn't matter. How did you know I was here?" I managed to say.

"You weren't answering the door so I waited outside for a bit in case you decided to leave. I saw that you did and I followed you"

I look down at the ground. I didn't know what else to say, I made him worry again.

"I-I need to go" I tried to move passed him but he grabbed my hand before I could go far.

"Y/n please talk to me. I'm your boyfriend, I'm someone you can trust. Do you have any idea how much I love and care for you. I would do anything for you and it's killing me to see you like this, to see you try and push me away" The boy cried.

I turned back around and I faced him. "Yoongi I do love you.."

"Than whats the pro.."

"The problem is you deserve better than me. I'm such a burden. The reason why I yelled so much the night wasn't just because my dad came back. I was reminded off all the times I caused you and the others so much pain. When you first met me I was sitting in the rain and you had to look after me, when you found out that I hurt myself, all that stuff with my mum, my past, when we had the person stalking us, when I tried to... tried to kill myself, when I almost quit my job and now my dad has come back. It's just that you don't deserve all this. You deserve to be with someone who makes you happy, smile, laugh. Someone who is kind and caring and doesn't cause trouble. I'm just not that person, life doesn't want me to be"

I took once last breathe "Maybe we should just end it here, I can't see you unhappy anymore"

And with that I walked away. I needed to.

Yoongi continued to stand their stunned, unable to speak as he watched the girl he loved walk away. He was at a loss and didn't know what to do anymore.

As soon as I entered the apartment I sat against the wall. My breathing was heavy as I had run the entire way back. Everything had just seemed so hopeless. In that very moment though I wanted to hug him back. I wanted to hold him tight, tell him that he is my entire world, that I want to be with him forever. Yet that would be selfish because in the end he will get tired of me. He will get tired of the nonsense I cause and the pain I bring upon others. He will soon realise that fighting for me isn't worth it and then he will move on and find someone new. Someone who makes him happy, laugh, feel loved. That person isn't me.

I hate to say it but the end is near.