When I wake up the next morning, I love the sight. I don't have to work, which is a blessing since my shift killed me yesterday. I smile looking at the image in front of me. I'm on Jax's side of the bed, and in nothing but his tee and shorts. After last night I'm surprised I even put on clothing.

Sex with Jax is phenomenal. But last night, I got a new glimpse into my husband. We fucked in the bathroom at least eight times, and then came back to the bedroom and made love, real love. We went slow, and it felt so good. It's so much different than just sex, it's softer in a way, but it's also the most pleasing feeling when I can still feel the area Jax moves inside of me at when he's not there anymore. I sure did get blessed in the husband department.

That's one thing that will never change, that man knows how to fuck. And when he does, oh my goodness he knows what to do. I married a sex god, a man who worships my pussy like it's sacred, and I don't mind. I rather enjoy it, knowing I can get a man that hot aroused that is.

I'm holding onto his pillow, wondering where he is when I hear the boys footsteps to the bedroom door. Another reason we put clothes back on, the boys rush in at random times of the morning and I refuse to lock the door overnight.

"Shhh! Mama is asleep." I hear Jax's voice with the boys as he tells them to be quiet. I wonder what's up with this? I pretend to sleep when I hear a glass on the nightstand and immediately feel breath on my cheek.

"Mama" I hear Kurt whisper into my ear. "Mama. Mama wake up." He whispers over and over as I smile and pretend to wake up by stealing a kiss on his cheek.

"Good morning my handsome." I tell him pulling him to me making him squeal as I kiss his little cheeks. "Daddy! Don't let her get me!" He squeals as I tickle his belly and make him squeal a little harder. Jax takes him away and throws him in the air making him laugh as Lance comes onto the side of the bed and sits next to me. I throw my arm over his shoulder and kiss his cheek before telling him I love him.

He of course wipes the kiss off, but it's what stops me next. "Daddy let me ask!" Kurt exclaims stopping me as I look up at Jax. I finally look into his eyes and he's not okay. His hands are shaking, and he's so nervous. I look over at the nightstand and see a full breakfast made for me, along with flowers.

"I made that pancake!" Kurt tells me pointing to the big blob as I smile and rub his back. The bacon is cooked perfectly and I know the eggs are cooked the way I love. Along with that is a small bowl of fruit, and a note card from the boys with a big heart on it. I stare back at Jax before he extends his hand to mine and pulls me out of the bed.

"Ry" he whispers rubbing my hand as I nod. I rub his hand when I stop him. "What's wrong? What's going on?" I ask him. He then drops to one knee on the side of the bed. What is he- he's not.

"Ry I want to do this again with you. The right way, and I promise you, I promise you that this time I'm really trying. I love you baby." He tells me smiling as I smile as wide as I can. He reaches into his pajama pants and pulls out a box as he opens it and extends it to me.

"I love the old one, and I know you do too. But this one, I feel like this one is meant for us, not because we rushed into it but because it's for us. Ry will you marry me again?" He asks as I instantly start smiling and tears whelp in my eyes.

"Yes! Yes mama will!" Kurt exclaims as I look back smiling at him as he sits with Lance.

"Of course I will" I tell him pulling him to me as I hug his neck. "See daddy! Told you mama would like that one!" Kurt tells him as I kiss Jax and rub his shoulders.

"Thank you babe. I love you." I whisper onto his lips as he smiles. "I love you too, I was so damn nervous." He whispers back pulling the ring out and slips it on the other hand. Meaning I now have two rings instead of one, he's officially spoiling me way too much.

"Two is always better than one, this one. I- Umm, Ry I never even knew it existed until I was cleaning the house out when I moved out and found it, it's my moms old ring. I didn't even know where she had left it that day she passed." He tells me as I smile and nod.

It means that much more to me now. "I love it." I whisper onto his lips kissing him again. I pull away from him and kiss his cheek before rubbing his brown hair in my hand.

"I love you so much." I whisper kissing his neck as I smile.

"God I love you Ry." He whispers into my neck as I smile and cover my tears. This right here, five years ago, I never thought this would happen. Now here we are, and I wouldn't change it for the world.

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We're standing in the courthouse holding hands as we stare into each other's eyes and it's perfect. The kids are with my parents, and it's just Jax and I, well and the officiant.

"Jaxton do you reaffirm your love for Rylee Jane, will you love her, honor her, and cherish her in sickness and health, for richer or poorer, for better or worse, forsaking all others, and to be faithful to her as long as you both shall live?" The officiant asks as he nods.

"I do." He tells me rubbing my hands as I smile. He looks so handsome in his white button up and fresh dress pants, it's not anything fancy, but it's just us. I paired my white jumpsuit with something blue, my blue heels.

It's something for us both.

"Rylee do you reaffirm your love for Jaxton, will you love him, honor him, and cherish him in sickness and health, for richer or poorer, for better or worse, forsaking all others, and to be faithful to him as long as you both shall live?" I'm asked as I smile.

"I do." I tell him back. The first time we did this I was a crying mess, but now, I know that I'm happier than before. I married my best friend, and now we're officially getting back to us.

"On your wedding day you both exchanged rings as a symbol of your love, a never ending circle of love. Rings serve as a reminder of your wedding vows to each other, and your commitment to living in unity, love and happiness. We reconfirm the meaning of the rings you wear today." He tells us as we nod.

"Jax repeat after me." He tells Jax. "Rylee I wear this ring as a symbol of my love and commitment to you. I will continue wearing this ring, until death do us part." He tells him as Jax repeats it smiling.

Then I repeat my line, "Jax, I wear this ring as a symbol of my love and commitment to you. I will continue wearing this ring, until death do us part." I tell him back as his smile gets even bigger.

"I ask that you each remember to love and cherish the other as special and unique individuals and that you respect each other. At most of that, be able to forgive each other, and not hold grudges against one another. Live each day in love with the other, always being there to love, comfort, and refuge each other in good times and bad. Jaxton and Rylee Jane, today you both have renewed your marriage and union by joining hands the taking of vows, and by the wearing of your wedding bands." The officiant tells us as we both nod and smile.

"Okay. Please seal your renew with a kiss." He tells us both as Jax steps forward like he did on our wedding day and grabs my face in his palms. He seals our lips together as I move my lips with his.

I kiss him with everything in me before I smile and kiss him harder. He smiles onto my lips as we pull away and he immediately pulls me into his chest as he kisses me again on the forehead.

We get our marriage license and sign it again, together before we walk out of the courthouse, as officially husband and wife again, but this time, it feels even more perfect, utterly perfect.

And I can't stop smiling with his hand in mine.

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I'm holding Jax's hand in mine as I bite my lip containing the pain that I'm in. "Fuck this hurts" I tell him as he laughs and rubs my thigh to calm me down. I can't believe he convinced me to do this, couples tattoos, something I never thought I would do.

My left arm is being tattooed with our wedding renewal date in Roman numerals, something simple and small but also significant. I love the tattoo we picked out, and Jax is getting it on the same spot in his arm, but fuck it hurts.

"You know for someone with a high pain tolerance you're not taking this too well." He tells me as I sigh. He sucks, "You ass I'm not on my one hundredth one like you are going to be." I tell him as he smiles and rubs my right hand in his.

"You're handling it like a champ." He tells me as I laugh and sigh again. "It'll be okay." I whisper bitting my lip as the man keeps tattooing my arm. I can't believe I let Jax convince me into this.

"I better get something for this tonight" I whisper making him laugh. "Oh don't worry you will." He tells me winking at me as I laugh. For thirty minutes I'm sitting in the chair containing my pain before Jax sits down ready for his, I'm bandaged up and it doesn't hurt as much.

It doesn't even phase him when he's getting his arm tattooed and it pisses me off when he lays back almost going to sleep as I pinch his knee.

"How the fuck are you okay?" I ask making the tattoo artist laugh. "It's nothing." He tells me as I stare into his eyes. He doesn't lose eye contact with me as I bite my lip winking at him.

"Alright man speed it up a little bit." He tells the tattoo artist, as I smile while rubbing his thigh as he pushes my hands away time he gets hard.

When we're both done with our tattoos thirty minutes later, he pays before we're practicing running out of the shop to have sex, and it's perfect.

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I open the front door to the house and immediately feel Boots rubbing on my legs as I reach down and rub him. "Hi Baby." I tell him rubbing his head before I pull away and walk to the kitchen.

When I do my heart warms. Jax is at the stove cooking dinner with Maddie right beside him. She's leaning across the table working on her math homework right beside him, while Lance and Kurt sit at the barstools doing homework problems of their own.

"Hi babies" I tell them as I move over to the barstools and kiss both their cheeks. I move over to Maddie and kiss her cheek before I move over to Jax. I drop my purse on the countertop and lean up on my toes before kissing his lips and rubbing his back.

"How was the gym?" I ask looking down at the stove as he cooks spaghetti. "Awesome, how was the hospital?" He asks rubbing my back in his free hand.

"Awesome." I whisper back as he nods. I look back at the kids and see them working together in unison at the barstools when I lean closer to Jax.

"I missed you so much today." I whisper leaning onto his chest as he wraps his arm around my hip and kisses my head.

"I missed you too," He tells me back as I grab his hip. I rub his chest as he sighs and I reach down before I tap his stomach. He hasn't changed at all these past few years, and we're so happy together.

"You look really beautiful" he tells me rubbing my back as I smile. "I got you something." He tells me as I smile. He pulls me with him out of the kitchen and into the laundry room like we used to when I see a big bouquet of pink roses in a white vase. He remembers.

Today's the day we went on our first date, years and years ago when I gave him a chance again. He's bought me roses everyday on the day since then, and on our vow renewal date, wedding anniversary, Valentine's Day, and birthday. It's something I look forward too. It's the same set he gave me that day.

"Thank you babe, I love them" I kiss his cheek as he smiles onto my lips and spanks my ass in his hand. I got my husband back years ago, and now we're happier than we've ever been together.

"Laundry room sex?" He whispers onto my lips as I nod immediately shutting the door and he lifts me onto the dryer.

This is perfect. I thought about this for years, and now it's my reality. "I love you." I whisper into his ear as he kisses down my neck.

"I love you Rylee Jane Rutledge" he tells me back as I grin. I've never been happier.