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"Kookie..." she said with a quiet voice. She was nervous which made me nervous too. She sighed and hid her face in her hands. I hugged her.

"Y/N, it's okay. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. Just let me know if I can help you with anything." I said even tho I was curious. But I didn't want to force her to anything she didn't want to do.

"I'm pregnant." She whispered. She was almost crying again. I wasn't sure that I heard right.

"You- you're pregnant?" I asked and tried to look at her but she still hid her face. She nodded and started crying again. I held her tight in my arms. I didn't know what to say.

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After a few seconds, Jungkook started humming on a song. He had a really wonderful voice. It felt so warm and safe in his arms. I closed my eyes and leaned my full weight on him. I placed my head on his chest. I could hear his heart. It was beating strongly. I listened to his heart beating to his lovely voice until I fell asleep.

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She relaxed and leaned her head against my chest. I held her a little closer. Her hair had fallen down in her face so I carefully stroke it away. I let my hand stay on her cheek.

After a minute she had fallen asleep. I stood up with her in my arms and carried her to the bed. I laid her down and pulled the cover over her. I couldn't stop myself from staying a little. I sat down on the floor beside the bed. I traced my fingertip over the palm of her hand as I tried to forget about the pregnancy. I kind of felt guilty for everything she'd been through. I could have stopped it years ago but I didn't. I let Namjoon do all this to her.

My phone started ringing in the living room so I hurried out there.

It was my mum. It was a long time since we talked. I don't know why. I had a good relation with my parents.

Mum- how are you?

Me- I'm good. I've been pretty buissy lately.

Mum- is something wrong?

Me- its a lot with work.. and you remember Namjoon-hyungs girlfriend I told you about?

Mum- the beautiful girl who Namjoon treated badly?

Me- yes. She's living with me now.

Mum- .... just be careful with her, son.

Me- I will. By the way, how is dad?

Mum- a bit tired from work. You two are so alike. *chuckles* We talked about having a family dinner soon. You know. Inviting your cousins and everyone.

Me- oh, when do you guys plan on having that?

Mum- next weekend.

Me- I'll be there, and I'll bring Y/N too.

Mum- that sounds great. Oh right, I almost forgot to tell you. You have-

I heard Y/N from the bedroom. She was whining.

Me- mum, I have to go now but I'll see you next weekend. And tell dad I said hi.

I ended the call and hurried back to the bedroom. Y/N was turning around in the bed.

"No, stop. Namjoon, I don't want to. Please. Help. Stop. Stop." She was mumbling. She had tears dripping down from her eyes.

I quickly laid down beside her and brought her into a tight hug.

"I'm here Y/N. It's just a dream. You're safe. I'll protect you." I whispered. She turned around and moved closer to me. She buried her face in my chest. I tightened my grip on her.

"Thank you Kookie." She mumbled.

"You can lean on me." I whispered and pulled up the cover so it covered both of us.

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I woke up before Jungkook. He was hugging me tightly while sleeping. His face was buried in my neck and his breathing tickled a little. He groaned a little and tightened his grip around me.

I moved my hand up to his hair. I gently brushed it back with my fingers. Jungkook opened his eyes. He smiled a little

"Hi." He whispered.

"Hey." I whispered back. I took back my hand but Jungkook grabbed it and placed it back at his hair.

"More." He mumbled and I continued to play with his hair. Our foreheads were almost touching. I could feel his breath on my face.

We had become so close in just a few days. I Compleatly trusted him. I also loved the feeling he gave me. I liked how my body tingeled and got all warm when he touched me. His eyes and smile and voice, everything about him. I was constantly craving for his small touches and sweet words.

Then suddenly I remembered. I was pregnant. I didn't want this. What would I do. An abortion? No, I can't kill it. How would I take care of it alone and keep it safe from it's father, that still don't know which one who it is and I really didn't wanna know either.

"Are you hungry?" Jungkook asked and hugged me tighter. I nodded and hummed as an answer.

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"Kookie? What do I do?" I asked during the dinner. My voice was shaking a little.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"The pregnancy. What do I do? What should I do?" I asked him and hoped he would know.

"I thought that was a bad dream." He mumbled.

"I'm so sorry Y/N, I don't know. I wish I could do something." He said and pulled me in a tight hug. I didn't know what to feel about it. Should I be scared or sad or angry... or should I be happy about it. Maybe this was what I needed. A family.

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I had fallen asleep again in Jungkooks embrace. He wasn't there when I woke up.

I grabbed a hoodie from Jungkooks wardrobe. I hoped that would be okay. I didn't really have many clothes of my own. Everything I owned was still at Namjoons house. I didn't wanna go there and get it because I was scared of meeting him.

I walked out to the living room but he wasn't there. I checked the kitchen and the hallway but he wasn't there either. It wasn't a big apartment and obviously he wasn't there but I needed to check anyway.

"Kookie?!" I said loudly. No answer.

"Jungkook?!!" I said louder and still no answer.