Namjoon and I have been together for a long time now. I really love him even tho I know he treats me bad. He started beating me a few years ago but it's okay. He won't do it unless I do something wrong.

I was in the kitchen doing his breakfast when he came down.

"Why haven't I gotten my food yet?" He asked in a strong voice.

"I'm sorry. I'm doing it now." I said and continued. Namjoon pushed me away from where I stood and looked at the food.

"This looks disgusting. Were you planning on giving this to me?" He said and turned to me.

"I'm sorry. I'll make something else." I said and was about to kiss his cheek. He pushed me away again. I fell down and landed on my hand. It pained really bad for a few seconds before I stood up again and tried to forget it.

.....

"The guys are coming over." Namjoon suddenly said as we were sitting down on the couch watching TV. He stopped calling me Honey a while ago and he has never really said my name but it didn't matter.

"Is Jungkook gonna come too?" I asked. He and I had gotten friends, not close friends but at least friends.

"Of course. Don't be stupid." He said

.....

I was sitting holding my wrist as it pained even more now than before. The doorbell rang.

I immediately stood up to open the door.

"Heyyy!!!" Jungkook shouted and hugged me. The other guys said hi and walked passed us.

I made a sound telling him that it hurt and he directly let go of me. He cupped my face. He scanned my body.

"Where?" He asked worriedly. I brushed him off.

"Don't worry Kookie. I'm fine." I said and started walking to the others. Jungkook grabbed my wrist and I almost couldn't keep myself from screaming because of how much it hurt. I harshly pulled my arm back and held it to my chest.

"Y/N?" Jungkook said and looked even more worried.

"Stop it Jungkook." I hissed and walked back to the others. Jungkook was a few steps behind but when I sat down he stood in front of Namjoon.

"What have you done this time?!" Jungkook asked angrily as he burned Namjoon with his eyes.

"What?" Namjoon answered not caring at all.

"What do you mean 'What'? Look at her! I'm so tired of you hurting her all the time!" Jungkook said loudly. I was shocked. Jungkook usually doesn't get angry or shout at people like that. He's a calm and quiet guy.

"Oh come on, it's not that bad. Tell him." Namjoon said and nudged my side.

"It's true Kookie. Stop being like this." I said. Jungkooks face turned into an even more angry one. He stormed out of the house and slammed the door behind him.

.....

"We are going to meet some of my friends." Namjoon said about an hour after the guys had left. I nodded and got dressed to go outside. We sat in the car and Namjoon started driving.

"What have you told Jungkook?" He asked seriously.

"Nothing. I swear." I said. Namjoon just hummed and slightly nodded his head.

.....

We stopped outside a building. I knew he hung out with a gang but I didn't know they were the types to hang out at an abandoned fabric.

When we entered I heard some guys talking loudly. We stepped inside a room with 4 guys sitting in a worn out couch drinking.

"Wassup Joon!" The guys said loudly.

"You even brought a girl." One of the guys said and looked up and down at me as he whistled. I felt uncomfortable but I didn't wanna tell Namjoon.

"She's the one you've told us about?" Another guy asked.

"Yup." Namjoon said and crashed down on the couch.

"Ooh nice. Mind if I borrow her?" A guy said and looked at me with a creepy smile.

"That's why I brought her. Do what you want. She deserves a punishment after today." Namjoon said and didn't even bother to look at me. I got really scared. What did he mean by 'Do what you want'? Was he gonna leave me to those guys? He must have some plan with this. He would never let them do things with me.

.....

"Come on girl." One of the guys said and stood up and walked towards me. I looked at Namjoon to get any type of safe feeling but he ignored me. The guy hung his arm over my shoulders and led me to another room.

The guy slowly backed me up against the wall. I told him to stop many times but he just ignored me. I wanted to run away but he held me back.

The guy held me hard at against the wall. His hand was wrapped around my bad wrist. His other hand traveled all over my body and when I tried to push him away he slapped me. Tears were constantly flowing down my face but I was too scared to cry.

The guy harshly pressed his lips against my neck. His hand went under my shirt. I was shaking. What do I do? Help me Namjoon. I don't want this. His hurting me.

The guy had managed to get my clothes off me when another one of Namjoons friends came inside the room.

"Wow. You are a bit slow." He said and laughed.

"Come here and help me then." The first guy said and chuckled as he continued struggling with my bra.

I begged them to stop but they just got harsher on me. Now, both of the guys were all over me. Luckily they had let go of my bad wrist.

The second guy started to stroke me between my legs. I pushed his hand away but he just slapped me and continued.

The first guy opened his pants and forced me to touch him. I felt so gross. I just wanted to die right on the spot.

After a minute he removed my hand and, without any mercy, pushed himself inside of me.