Niall:

I stepped into the elevator and stood on the other side of the couple making out. Demi had made me leave the hotel room really early since she said that it would take her all day to get ready for the Brits.

I glanced at the couple and pulled out my phone but suddenly glanced back up. I couldn't see the girls face but as my eyes scanned her body I knew who it was immediately. I would recognize that body anywhere. It had been mine for almost a year, but the tattoo on her left foot confirmed it for sure.

The first time I've seen her in a month and Nick fucking Jonas is tasting her stomach.

Three days after I kicked her out I knew it was a mistake. I felt like the biggest asshole ever. Because once everything went public about the modeling agency I realized that Harry had told the truth and I hadn't believed him.

I could've went back to her when I found out that it really was just the agency and she never did the cocaine, but I figured she hated me. Why wouldn't she? Seeing her with Nick just proved that.

I glanced back over at them and my face fell. She used to kiss me like that. With so much passion, and then she would start giggling and by the end of it we would both be in a fit of laughter for no reason whatsoever. It was always like that with us. We were always laughing at nothing.

Well except for those last twenty days of our relationship. I blame myself for it all. I should've stepped in when I had suspicions about her smoking right away. Maybe then she would've told me everything and I could've helped her.

I watched and Kiersten moved her hand to the back of Nick's head. Her fingers stretched out as if they were trying to tangle themselves in hair but her hand fell to his shoulder when it didn't find any. I felt myself smirk

God I miss kissing her. I thought. Sure I had kissed girls since Kiersten and I broke up. I had kissed a lot of girls, probably more than all the rest of my life added up.

I'd go to a club and the first girl with blonde hair and big blue eyes that showed interest i'd be making out with her. She'd invite me back to her place, and I'd get there and I'd freak out. I couldn't do it, I couldn't hook up with anyone. I just couldn't bring myself to do it.

Exactly an hour after the break up went public Demi texted me asking if I wanted to get together. At first I had declined but the more and more I thought about it, the more and more I decided I should take her up on her offer. So I asked her to be my date to the Brits and she happily agreed.

I took her out on a real date. Dinner and movie and I guess I had fun. But it was kind of like you've wanted something for so long and once you finally have it, it's not amazing as you thought it would be. And of course I compared that situation to Kiersten, and with her it was the complete opposite, once I finally got her it was better than I could imagine.

Demi just seemed to be trying to hard. I hadn't really talked to her at all since I started dating Kiersten, except for that day when Kiersten and I got in a fight about it, and she didn't seem like the same person when I had talked to her before.

Demi had gotten so drunk last night she spent half the night puking, and I had to sit in the bathroom and hold her hair. It was a major turn off. Dont get me wrong, I like a girl who will drink with me, but I didn't even drink that much, and when you get to the point where you're puking that's just not cool. Kiersten never let herself get to that point, even when she was out partying every night she never puked.

And then Demi tried to have sex with me. She tried so hard and I just didn't want to. It just felt...wrong. So I just convinced her to cuddle with me and we watched a movie. It was nice cuddling with someone, usually I just had my pillow in the guest room at Liam's flat. I had refused to stay in my flat. It was almost completely empty, all that was left was the furniture that I couldn't get out.

The elevator stopped and the doors slipped open. Kiersten waltzed out hand in hand with Nick not even looking at me. A part of me wondered if she knew I was there, but if she did she sure was good at hiding it.

I followed them out of the building but kept my distance and kept my head down. The press would eat that picture up.

I climbed into my Range Rover and watched them in the rear view mirror as Nick opened Kiersten's driver door. She grinned at him and slipped in and he walked around to the other side.

Once the were out of the parking lot I started my vehicle, I went through the McDonalds drive through and got food even though I wasn't really in the mood to eat. Shocking I know.

I unlocked the door to Liam's flat and climbed up the stairs. I dropped the bag of food on the coffee table and flopped down on the couch.

I was just sitting there staring blankly at the wall when Liam walked into the room wearing nothing but a pair of basketball shorts. He opened the bag and looked at me confused, "Niall there's still food in this bag."

I just shrugged. "How was last night?" He asked putting his hand on my forehead, "You don't have a fever...are you hung over? No...you eat when you're hung over."

"Last night was fine until I had an eight story elevator ride where I had to watch Nick Jonas eat Kiersten's face."

"Oh. Um, well you have another date with Demi tonight! Cheer up! She's like your dream girl!"

I just shrugged, "She's really not that great. Besides, Kiersten is my dream girl. You know that, Liam." I said glaring at him.

"I know Niall. I'm just trying to help, mate." Liam said sighing. Liam hadn't talked to Kiersten since before the big break up. I heard him and Danielle talking about it one night when they thought I was asleep on the couch.

"She's really hurt that you haven't even texted her Li. Even Zayn does that." Danielle had said.

"I know. And honestly I miss her. But I'm just not sure if I can do that to Niall. I don't know if he can handle it. He already feels like Lou and Harry hate him, for not believing her. I'm not sure he could handle me being friends with her again. But maybe I'll send her a text asking her how she is." Liam said quietly.

"I know she'd really appreciate it Li, she's like your sister. You said so yourself."

I had no problem with Liam and Kiersten being friends. In fact I probably would've liked it. I couldn't just ask Louis or Harry how she was doing. They'd tell her I asked for sure. Where with Liam he wouldn't tell her I was asking.

I had confronted Louis and Harry about me thinking they hated me. They said that they definitely didn't think that. And that was the end of the conversation.

"I know I'm sorry Liam."

"It's alright mate. I'm going to go shower. Eat that alright?" He said pointing to the back and then walking away.

I groaned and opened the bag. "Morning, Nialler." Danielle said appearing in the room.

"Mornin'" I mumbled but then I got an idea, "Hey Dan? Can I ask you a question?"

"Of course. What's up?"

"How much do you know about Kiersten and Nick? Like how much does she like him? I mean, I know she went to see him in New York and he came here to see her, but..."

"She likes him. I don't know how much. But she does like him. Honestly asking Reyna or El would be a better idea. I've been working so much I haven't had a chance to really talk to her." Danielle said taking a sip of her tea.

I shot out of my seat, "Thanks, Dan!" I yelled as I ran out the door. Reyna was my only shot. I couldn't go to Eleanor. She lived with her and I couldn't risk the chance of running into Kiersten.

I skidded to a stop and started banging on the door to Zayn's flat. The door swung open and Zayn stood there one eye brow raised, "What are you doing? You have a key..."

"Is Reyna awake? I need to talk to her." I said out of breath.

Zayn nodded, "She's in the dining room." He said stepping out of the way so I could get in.

"Good morning Niall." Reyna said smiling at me and taking a bite of her eggs.

"How much does Kiersten like Nick?" I asked getting right to the point.

Reyna furrowed her brows at me. "Why...?"

"Please Reyna. I-I just need to know." I whispered, practically begging her.

She grabbed her phone and unlocked it. "Read this. She sent it to me this morning." She said sliding her phone towards me. Kiersten: Last night was wonderful. Nick is wonderful. I'm really starting to like him, Rey. I did have this weird dream though. The closer Nick got to me the more Niall like dissolved. I woke up and Nick was almost to me and all that was left was Niall's eyes and he was crying. I'm not ready to let go of him yet. I still love him. I'm not sure I can do tonight. I know he's going with Demi. How am I supposed to compete with her? She's his ideal girl. I'll see you later though. Wear something hot! Xx

"Thanks, Reyna I gotta go!" I said kissing her cheek.

I raced out of their flat and back to Liam's. I had to be fast and get everything planned. Operation Win Kiersten Back, was a go.

Step 1: Make Kiersten Jealous

I knocked on the door of Demi's hotel room and she opened the door. "Hey, babe. How do I look?" She asked kissing me.

"Perfect." I said taking her in. Demi was a gorgeous girl, but her outfit just wasn't doing anything for me. Her dress looked like it had ripped up trash bags hanging from it (http://www.promgirl.com/shop/dresses/viewitem-PD591837), she had on a lot of really dark make-up, and her hair was pulled into a super tight bun on the top of her head. Her shoes were more like boots with heels, and they had spikes all over them.

I opened the door to my Range Rover for her, since we were meeting everyone in the complex we lived in. I was getting butterflies just thinking about seeing Kiersten. She was Harry's date so I knew I wouldn't have to worry about her kissing anyone.

I opened Demi's door for her and took her hand. I walked inside and there she stood with the other girls. I knew that they had gotten ready together. Danielle had invited Demi to go with but Demi just said no.

I watched as Kiersten's eyes shifted. She looked me over but not making contact with my eyes.

I looked her over and let me tell you she looked good. Her hair was loosely curled and her make-up was done the way she always used to do it. Her dress looked gorgeous on her (http://www.promgirl.com/shop/dresses/viewitem-PD814033). She had on a silver pair of high heels.

"Oh good, you guys are here." Liam said walking up to us. "Lovely to see you, Demi." He said kissing her cheek.

She smiled sweetly at him, "You too."

"Alright everybody let's go!" Paul announced. I glanced around the room. It was us five boys and our dates, Paul, Preston, Andy, and another security guy that I recognized from somewhere but had never met before.

"Hey, did we get a new security guy?" I asked Liam as he helped Danielle into the limo.

"No, that's Kiersten's security." He said climbing in after her. That's where I recognized him from. He was in all of the pictures of Nick and Kiersten in New York. Yes, I saw them. I kept up on all of her news. Google sent me a notification every time there was a new story about her. The Kiall timeline Sugar Scape did just about killed me.

I helped Demi into the limo and climbed in after her.

Kiersten was one of the last ones in, just before Harry.

Louis got the music pumping but just loud enough that Zayn wouldn't yell at him about the baby.

Demi put her hand on my thigh and I smiled at her. Then I glanced at Kiersten to see if she was paying attention. She wasn't.

I watched as she straightened Harry's bow tie. He whispered something in her ear and she let out a loud laugh.

I found myself smiling at the sound.

"Here we are." Paul said as the limo came to a stop.

Paul was out first and then Harry. The screaming got louder and then got louder as Kiersten weirdly gracefully stepped out of the limo.

Once we were finally all out we started down the carpet.

"Demi! Niall!" Everyone was yelling. Cameras were flashing they loved us, almost as much as Harry and Kiersten.

I was watching them. I watched as Kiersten said something only met for Harry. And I watched as they laughed together.

He let go of her hand and slipped his arm around his waist as they got interviewed together. I found myself subconsciously doing the same to Demi but there was a difference, Kiersten is at least a whole head taller than Demi.

I guess it was kind of nice in a way that she is so much shorter than me but I was so used to Kiersten's height.

Demi's dress was starting make my hand itch so I grabbed her hand again. I bet Kiersten's dress didn't make Harry's hand itch. It looked silky. "Demi you need to be pictured with the girls. Niall come with me." Paul said suddenly appearing next to me.

I followed him and got placed in between Harry and Zayn for a group picture. "You know you're going to burn a hole in her head if you keep staring at her." Harry whispered through his Harry Styles charmer smile.

"I-uh. What?" I asked glancing at him but not breaking my smile.

I heard Harry chuckle, "Relax. She hasn't noticed. But if you keep doing it she will. Leave her alone. You have Demi."

"Sorry that I can't keep my eyes off the girl I'm in love with." I hissed as I nodded in agreement with what Liam was saying to an interviewer.

"She likes Nick." Harry hissed back.

"Yeah but she still loves me."

"If you hurt her again I will tear you apart."

"She hurt me too, Harry."

"Will you two shut the hell up?" Zayn hissed at us.

We finally made it inside and of course I got seated right across from Harry and Kiersten.

We won the best single award and Demi kissed me right on the lips. But I watched as the other boys hugged Kiersten and she gave them each a kiss on the cheek, even Liam got one.

Now was the moment we had been waiting for. Best British Group. We had been nominated last year but lost to Coldplay and we were really hoping for a win this year.

"And the winner is...One Direction!" The presenter said. I jumped into Liam's arms and we all hugged each other before running on stage.

Harry was talking into the mic thanking everyone. Louis and Zayn were standing behind him and Liam and I were looking into the crowd. I saw Eleanor, Danielle, and Kiersten waving frantically and pointing to Reyna's stomach. I nudged Liam and he watched them for a few seconds before stepping forward and taking the microphone from Harry.

"Hey!" Harry said.

"I'm terribly sorry everyone, but we really need to go. Zayn's going to be dad!" Liam said before dropping the microphone on the ground and pulling a stunned Zayn off the stage.

Louis, Harry, and I followed close behind them as the crowd cheered. "Come on!" I said grabbing Demi's hand.

"Niiiiiiaaaaallll waaaiiiit." Demi whined behind me. I turned and looked at her waiting for her to say something, "Let's just stay here. They'll be fine without you. I want to go to the after parties."

I was shocked. My best friend was becoming a dad and she just wanted me to stay here? "Demi, Zayn is one of my best friends. He's like my brother. I'm not missing the birth of his baby. You can stay here and catch a cab. But, I'm going." I said turning and walking away from her.

"Ugh. Fine." Demi said stomping past me. We climbed into the limo and we were off. Zayn and Reyna had taken a cab so they were probably already there.

Operation Win Kiersten Back was over. There was no way my plans could work out, since we weren't going to the after parties.

We were lead to a private waiting room outside of a completely private room, so no one would have to worry about press. Liam was talking to a nurse named Victoria and she came over and talked to us. "Zayn and Reyna are in a private room, and no one is allowed in there until after the baby is born. Zayn said he wants to come out and get you himself so you'll have to wait for him. And it's going to be awhile. Reyna is barely dilated at all. There's a cluster of stores in the East Wing and you can go down there and see if you can find some comfortable clothes and some gifts for the baby. And food, before you even ask, Niall." I smiled, she was obviously a fan.

"Oh thank Heavens!" I said jumping up from my chair and hugging her. I saw Kiersten smile at me but then she turned away quickly.

Kiersten kicked off her shoes and stood on a chair. She climbed onto Harry's back and he raced off down the hallway with Bob following close behind them.

Eleanor and Danielle did the same with Louis and Liam. "You want to get on my back?" I asked Demi.

She rolled her eyes, "Not in this dress." She said slipping an arm around me.

"Harrrold! Look, fuzzy socks!" I smiled as I saw Kiersten still on Harry's back holding two pairs of fuzzy socks in front of Harry's face.

"We are so getting those and sliding down the hallway!" Harry said taking them from her.

We finished up shopping everyone got sweatpants and jumpers, and some slippers. We changed in the bathrooms and then bought everything pink and baby related the stores had to offer. Along with a bunch of snacks.

We were getting ready to head back to the waiting room when I saw Demi was still browsing the shops. "Hey are you coming?" I asked setting my hand on the small of her back.

"No I'm going to shop for a bit." She said kissing me and immediately sticking her tongue in my mouth.

I gently pushed her away a blush creeping to my cheeks. I didn't mind PDA but Demi and I weren't even dating and that wasn't even PDA that was just awkward. "I'm going back." I'll see you later" I kissed her cheek and followed the rest of the group back down to the waiting room.

I sat down in a chair next to Liam and pulled out my phone, going to Twitter. Everyone was tweeting me a link but I just ignored it. It was probably something stupid.

I heard Kiersten's laughter and looked up to see her and Harry running around the corner.

They slid across the floor when suddenly Kiersten slipped and landed right on her tailbone.

I wanted to jump up and make sure she was okay but that wasn't an option. I watched as Harry bent over her checking see if she was okay. She shook her head now and he propped her up against the wall. "I'll go get you some ice." He said pressing a kiss to her forehead and taking off back down the hallway.

I needed a distraction I clicked onto the link and "Kiersten Clifford and Nick Jonas Sex Tape." Appeared across my screen. I rolled my eyes thinking it was probably just to people that looked vaguely similar to them. I turned my sound down, tilted my phone so Liam couldn't see my screen and pressed play.

I watched as a guy, who actually looked a lot like Nicke sat down on the edge of a bed. A girl walked up to him in a short dress. The video was black and white so I couldn't tell what color it was, but I would recognize those legs anywhere. But when the girl turned and I saw her face clearly I was furious. How could she just go have sex with someone? We stopped doing everything but making out a long time ago!

Before I knew what was happening I stood up and marched over to her, "You fucked him?!" I yelled.

Kiersten jumped a little bit and looked up at me. When she registered that it was me she rolled her eyes, "What the hell are you talking about? I'm still a virgin Niall."