pov~

I looked around, I smiled. I don't remember the mall being this big but somehow it was. I didn't know where to go to first, I remember loving hot topic and yes I was one of those emo kids.

Shut the fuck up.

Y/n dragged my ass to a store as kissy followed it was nice cause I was very tall, yeah before I was like this I was 6'7 but still, I miss being human sometimes, at least now I can live forever, basically. Y/n stopped at a store as I looked around, it was more for the girls than for me. I sat on a bench close to the door as the girls went shopping.

I watch y/n seeing her and my sis bond, I never thought I could love again, but someone as perfect as y/n, I would just love them till the day I die. I smiled thinking about things before it went down south and got horny. I soon saw a boy walk over to her. I watched closely before I saw her get uncomfortable while kissy took her hand and led her away by the man kept following.

I had to step in. I walked over to them as I picked up y/n "let's go check out love" I shot a death glare as the man ran off he was small tiny even. Y/n smiled and kissed my cheek.

"thank you, baby," they said and kissed my cheek. I could feel my cheeks heated up before my sister called me out and y/n started to tease me as they pinched my cheeks and kept kissing me. I swear I was redder than roses. I hid my face into y/n neck before putting her down so they could finish shopping " I'm going to go walk around" I told them as the girls nodded and walked out of the store.

I saw parents with their kids as they tried to control them before they ran off. I saw some people just walking around with bags. I remember those days me being small and full of innocence and joy not having a single fear about the outside world besides the dark and monsters under the bed. I looked down remembering those days.

~flash back~

"Mommy mommy!!" I screamed as I ran over to her while my dad was behind me holding a bag or two while I held my teddy bear, I had that with me all the time.

"Hi baby" she smiled and hugged me whine holding bags too. It was almost Christmas and we were doing our holiday shopping as I smiled, I had my big puffy jacket on with a mittens hat and even boots to match with my little outfit.

My mom took us out to the car as we drove home. I wrapped the present for my mom in my bedroom before I heard yelling and screaming from the kitchen I got up to see my father, the man I looked up to for all my life beating my mom.

I rushed back to my room before I heard the heavy footsteps follow behind me before he grabbed me by my strawberry blond hair as he pulled me. I heard my baby sister crying in the other room as I got thrown against the wall. Everything went black for me.

~end of flash back~

I felt myself get uneasy as i felt something grab my hand "huggy look at me baby" y/n said as I looked into there e/c eyes as they calmed me down I felt my breathing get more stable. She smiled and I hugged her tightly. Kissy had bags full of things as well as y/n. I smiled and took y/n bags as I looked at him "ready?"

She looked at me "uh- no sir it's time for your makeover" she said "what?" I looked at her, I wasn't expecting her to spend money on my weird look ass. She grabbed my hand and dragged me to a store as she dropped me off at the fitting room "stay I'll bring you things" she told me as I rolled my eyes "whatever mom" I waited before the girls ran off once more.

After what felt like an hour we finally were out of the mall after the girls were done spending their life savings probably. I laid in the back while kissy drove, y/n laid on top of me on the way home.

"How many kids are we planning," my dumbass pink highlighter sister asked

"0," I told her rudely

"I want little Cody's running around and little y/n," she said

I felt my nonexistent heart skip a beat as I looked at her

"its been a long time since I've heard that Cindy"

She looked at me "I miss our old life's"

"We all do, I don't kinda, I got a toddler to babysit" I said looking down a y/n laying here completely asleep I smiled and brushed her hair out of her face, she looked so happy and peaceful.

"No baby-making back there," she told me as I looked at her "would you like to have a porno of us" I teased her as she made a gagging sound. "EWW!" She yelled as I laughed as we drove home.

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