you make me happy bub, thanks for the mini photo shoot

this is about corpse and no one can tell me otherwise

she's a pick me girl

beautiful baby

:)

(:

if she's dating corpse ill die

you're the most gorgeous person i've ever met, inside and out

VALKYRAE YOU MAKE ME SIMP

happy for you!

:)

she's so not his type lmao

red lips! beauty!!

NO! YOU!

SHE CALLS HIM BUB THATS SO CUTE HOLY SHIT

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Madison woke up to an empty bed for the first time in weeks.

It was relieving, honestly. Corpse had actually gone to his doctors appointment, and that made her so happy for him.

After much convincing, he agreed to go to a neurologist for his arms. Madison had done some research, and despite what his primary care doctor told him, nerve issues usually don't come along with fibromyalgia. If Corpse kept taking his medicine, it would only cause more issues for his hands and arms. Too many times recently he'd woken up without feeling. It prohibited him from streaming or making music, and he was getting increasingly frustrated with it.

Madison suggested the neurologist first, going as far as finding a doctor in the area, and offering to pay out of pocket since Corpse was still struggling with getting health insurance. He hadn't agreed at first, convincing himself that he didn't need another doctor poking and prodding at his limbs, but after seeing Madison so worried over his health, he caved.

imessage

good morning bub, i hope its

going well.. call me if you need

me, i love you

i love you too

they're almost done

okay, breakfast will be ready

when you get home

home?

you know what i mean

do i?

"Hey, Rae!"

"Hey Maddie, have you

been on twitter?"

"No, why?"

"The internet is going nuts

over you and Corpse."

"Yeah, he said that would

happen... I don't want to deal

with that this early."

"I feel you... so, you never

ended up telling me this condom

situation..."

"Yeah, I don't know, maybe two months ago? The OTV house party... yeah, two months ago, I found condoms in his duffle bag when he was drunk, and I couldn't ask him about it because he was drunk so I ignored it... since, the hickie thing, we really haven't done anything like... sexual? Just kissed and cuddled really.."

"That's so weird... I feel like

he's such a sexual person."

"I thought so too, but he

hasn't made any moves to do more."

"Maybe he doesn't want to?"

".... You think so?"

"I mean, it just doesn't make sense. He obviously expected sex if he packed condoms, but if he really hasn't made any moves, maybe he just isn't feeling it."

Madison sat in silence for a moment. She tried not to get offended. She knew Rae was just trying to talk to her as her friend, and if Madison wasn't so sensitive, she wouldn't have felt the need to cry over it. But somehow, Madison thought Rae was right. Corpse, if he wanted to do anything with her, would've done it by now. They slept together every night, cuddled... surely he would've made a move by now.

"Maddie?"

"Yeah, yeah... sorry. I

think you're right..."

"I think you should talk to him-"

"Why? I don't want to have

to hear that my boyfriend doesn't

find me sexually attractive...

that's not... I just won't mention it.

He doesn't know I found the

condoms in the first place, Rae."

"Yeah, but Maddie, you can't

just go on forever without

having any sexual interaction

with your boyfriend. You guys

have been talking for a little over

six months."

"Yeah, and a lot of people wait

until marriage, so I think I'll be fine...

Look, I have to go make breakfast...

I'll call you later, okay?"

"Okay, Maddie. I love you."

"Love you too."

Madison didn't really feel like it, but got up anyway. She showered, and changed, hoping that would make her feel a little bit better.

It didn't.

She made scrambled egg whites and sausage links for breakfast, making a plate for herself and Corpse.

While she was doing the dishes, she heard the auto lock turn, and Corpse enter her apartment. "Baby," he said at the sight of her. He hugged her from behind, kissing her forehead, then cheek, then using his thumb he turned her head towards him. He tried to kiss her deeply, but she cut it short, only pecking his lips and turning her head harshly back towards the sink.

"What's wrong?" He asked, furrowing his eyebrows.

"Nothing," she said softly, shaking her head. "Your plate is on the counter. Eat it before it's cold."

Corpse went to his breakfast, eating while she finished up the dishes. When she came to get her own plate, he wrapped some of her wet hair around his finger. "You showered without me?" He joked, laughing a little before cleaning his own plate.

"I always shower without you," it came out harsher than she intended, but Madison wasn't in the mood for jokes today. She was pissed and offended, and hurt.

"It was just a joke... sorry," he muttered. Madison sighed, knowing she was being mean.

"I'm sorry for being mean, bub," she said softly, reaching out to grab his free hand.

Corpse squeezed her hand in his, "it's okay, but can we talk through it so you're not mad anymore?" he asked patiently.

Madison didn't want to talk about it. It was embarrassing. What would he even say? Her feelings would be hurt no matter the outcome.

"How was your appointment?" She asked instead.

"You're deflecting, Madison," Corpse sighed. "It was good. They did bloodwork, said they'd look at all their tests and call me later."

"Good. Hopefully we get some answers soon."

"Madison..."

"Corpse..."

"You know what you're doing, and it's pissing me off," Corpse spoke honestly.

Madison sighed. They had done really well with the communication part. She didn't want to ruin that simply because she was scared of her own feelings. That's what causes their problems in the first place; she didn't want to lose him again.

"Corpse..." she reached out to hug him, looking for some sort of comfort. He hugged her with a sigh, holding her against his chest tightly. It made her feel secure. "I... I just have a question," she mumbled against his chest.

He pulled her away from his chest gently, wanting to hear her better.

"When you spent the night here for the first time.. after the OTV house party, you had condoms in your bag.... but we never have used them," she said quietly. "Why haven't you made any moves to be sexual with me?" she nearly whispered.

"Oh, baby," Corpse pulled her back into him, tapping the back of her thighs for her to jump. Her legs made their way around his waist, his hands resting on her butt to hold her up. She kept her face buried into his neck, hiding her blushing cheeks. She was breathing heavily, nervous. Corpse ran a hand up the back of his t-shirt she was wearing, his cool hands warming against her hot back. He gripped the back of her neck under the shirt gently, her skin exposed.

"Baby," he began, making her lift her head and look into his eyes. "I'd have sex with you in a heartbeat."

next update: 12/23 9am est

i'm working on another corpse story right now but probably wont publish it until this one is done. there's some fluffy corpse with a toddler so that should be fun!

thank you for all the reads and votes. we're almost at 1k votes and that's insane.

love you all dearly