I woke up the next morning to Trevor singing a song about waffles.

I groaned and put my glasses on, throwing my hair up in a ponytail.

I shuffled downstairs and sat down at the table with everyone else.

They were all wide awake, dressed, and talking while I had just woken up and looked like a donkey's butt.

I put my head down on the table and closed my eyes.

"Tired?" I opened my eyes and saw Connor sitting next to me with a mug of coffee.

"Yup." I nodded.

"Here you go Jordyn." Kian said, rubbing my back. I looked up to see a plate of blueberry pancakes, a cup of orange juice, and my pills.

I gulped down my meds and dug into the pancakes.

"Zayum, girl." Nash said.

"Don't judge me. I'm hungry." I said between bites.

I finished my breakfast and put my plate in the sink. I ran upstairs and got dressed in ripped boyfriend jeans, a camo oversized sweater, and a black beanie that says "HOMIÉS' on it. I didn't bother putting my contacts in, so I put my glasses back on and sat on my bed.

I pulled out my laptop and put on some music while I did my everyday makeup and hair.

My Skype call ring tone rang, and I answered it.

"Wassup bitch?" Perrie said in her usual greeting.

"Nothing much whore." I said.

"Nothing much my butt! I love your hair!" She screamed.

"Oh, thanks." I said, looking at it in the mirror.

"What about you?" I asked.

"Oh nothing really, just got a tattoo!" She said the last part really loud.

"WHAT?!" I screeched.

There was a thud downstairs and footsteps running up the stairs. My door flew open and Kian, Connor, Ricky, Jc, Cam, Nash, Andrea, and Jenn all stood there.

We both ignored them and Perrie pulled down her sleeve a tiny bit.

"I'm obsessed with it!' She said.

"Its amazing." I said, staring at the cross on the side of her right hand.

"So no one's dying?" Ricky said.

We ignored him and kept talking about her tattoo.

"I want one." I whined.

"Ha, that's funny." Kian said, sitting next to me on my bed. Everyone else sat around me either on my bed or on the floor.

"Why not?" I asked crossing my arms, turning to him and getting defensive.

"Uh-oh." Perrie said.

"What oh?" Andrea asked.

"Jordyn crossed her arms. Now she's not going to stop until she gets what she wants, and in this case, a tattoo." Perrie said in a hushed voice.

"Because you're underage." Kian said.

"So what, I turn 18 in a few months. Plus you have a ton of tattoos." I said.

"So what, I'm still over 18. You're under 18." He said.

"That's not a good argument. I can get one if I get a guardians signature. Just sign the paper and I can get one. Its that simple." I said sassily.

Kian opened his mouth to respond, but I interrupted him.

"Plus, one of your guys's friend is a tattoo artist." I pointed out.

Kian looked defeated.

"Also, it won't be a big one. I already know what I want and it's tiny and can't be seen unless I'm trying to show someone. Pu-leasssse" I begged.

Kian sighed. "I've been meaning to get another one anyway. I guess you can come and get one when I get mine."

"AHHHH, YAAAAS!!!!" I screamed, making everyone cover their ears.

"Damn, you have got some lungs." Jc said.

"That was nothing." Perrie said, unfazed."Btdubs, I've got to go. This was an 18th birthday present from my older brother and I need to show my parents."

"Good luck." Cam cringed.

"You don't know her parents. When she died her hair blue without their permission, they asked her why she didn't dye it a crazier color, or just shave it off. They are literally so laid back." I said.

"Wow, you're lucky." Jenn said.

"Yeha, well byyyye whore." She said, blowing a kiss.

"Later hoe." I blew one back and closed my computer.

"So when are we going?" I eagerly asked Kian.

"I don't know, but I'll talk to Romeo." He said.

"Kay cool." I said.

"Lets do something." I whined after a while.

"Like what?" Jc asked.

"I don't know. Something other than just sitting around." I sighed.

"But sitting around is fun." Connor said.

"Maybe for you, but I can't." I said.

"Ok, ok. Lets do something." Jenn said before someone else could say anything else.

"We should hike up to the Hollywood sign." Ricky said.

"Noooo!" Jenn and Andrea said at the same time.

"Why not?" Trevor asked them. "It sounds like fun."

"Do you not remember the Jenndrea Show where we had to hike to the Hollywood sign and almost died?" Andrea asked.

"Nope, never saw it." I said jumping up. "Now come on."

I ran into the bathroom to change, hearing Kian behind me. "There's no chance in hell she's going to change her mind now."

I put on some calf length yoga pants, a sports bra, and a Sleeping With Sirens t-shirt.I put my hair up in a ponytail and came out of the bathroom.

"Lets gooo." I said.

"Hold up." Sam told me.

I just stuck my tongue out at him and skipped downstairs, phone and earbuds in hand.

I plugged my earbuds into my phone and pressed shuffle, Marilyn by G-Eazy coming on.

I listened to music and rolled around the house on my skateboard until everyone was ready. We all climbed into the car.

"I invited Joey, is that ok?" Connor asked.

"Yeah that's fine." Everyone said.

We drove to someones house and Connor went and got another guy.

"Well hello there." He said happily as he got in the car.

"Uh, hi." I said. I'm not the best with new people, but once I know them, then beware.

"My name's Joey Graceffa, and who are you?" He said in a weird Grandpa accent.

"Joey, this is my younger sister Jordyn." Kian said form shotgun.

"What he said." I mumbled.

If he had said anything else to me, I didn't hear it, because I automatically put my earbuds back in and listened to Runnin by Adam Lambert.

After about a half an hour in the car, I started getting antsy. My legs were bouncing a million miles an hour and I was tapping on my leg.

Cam nudged me.

"What?" I snapped, pulling out one of my earbuds to see everyone staring at me.

"Did you...?" Kian trailed off.

"Yes, you saw me this morning." I huffed.

"K, you just seem...I don't know what the word is." He said.

"I know, I can't sit in this stupid car for any longer." I said angrily.

"Jordyn, you're ok. You're actually doing really good." Ricky told me.

Joey was just sitting there totally confused. "What?"

I rolled my eyes and put my earbuds back in at turned FM$ (Freak My Shit) by New Boyz all the way up.

We stopped after a while.

"Are we there yet?" I asked quietly.

"No, we thought it would be a good idea to stop for lunch and stretch our legs." Jc said.

I nodded and we all got out of the car.

We walked into the Taco Bell and ordered our food.

After eating, I ordered another Baja Blast and everyone got back in the car.

"You sure your ok?" Kian asked me, when everyone but us was in the car.

"Yes Kian, I'm fine." I sighed.

"You know, when people say they're fine, they don't always mean it." With that he got back in the shotgun and I was left outside.

I took a quick glance at my mostly faded scars on my wrist, then slowly climbed back into the car.

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