"ACTUALLY, changbin, no. i'm not jealous. i just don't appreciate being led on and then ignored all of a sudden. like who does that? clarification is the bare minimum and i can't even get that because your attitudes are always switching up!"

no reply.

"UGH!" i groaned and began to fasten my pace. "you always ruin my mood." i mumbled.

"it was for the music thing." his voice called out to me. "we came to the cafe because i thought you would be at the dorm and i didn't want to disturb you." great, now i feel stupid. but he does keep changing his mood so i guess i could play off what i said. i stopped in my tracks and waited for changbin to catch up to where i was now stood. "and about the mood changing." he continued. "i don't mean to. i'm not used to living with someone, let alone someone i.....like." pause.

like?

he likes me?

my eyes widened and my cheeks grew hot at the sudden confession. like okay, i knew he felt some sort of attraction to me but i didn't know he LIKED me.

before i could answer, he spoke up again. "come on! let's go back to the dorm it's cold out here." he rubbed his hands together and walked forward. i nodded in response and followed along back to the dorm.

"did you mean it? what you said before." i broke the uncomfortable silence as we entered our shared room. "and why would i lie about that? i'm a very honest person y/n you should know this." yeah a bit too brutally honest if you ask me.

the truth is, i was really annoyed at him at first. he was rude, obnoxious and just a total asshole. but ever since he stared doing little things for me; making me breakfast, taking me on a date, making sure i remember to take my pills, and even kissing me, i admit i started to like him. maybe even more now. maybe i was jealous seeing him with another girl after all. and i said it. "maybe i was jealous seeing you with another girl after all." and with that, he smiled like an idiot.

"come here." he ordered, opening his arms up. i walked up nervously and he embraced me in a tight bone crushing hug. my head fell onto his shoulder and my arms wrapped around his torso.

we stayed like this for a while.

"y/n." i heard. i looked up to meet the gaze of my little crush. "it's only you." he told me. although there was no context supporting this affirmation, i still understood and let a closed smile spread across my face. one muscular arm that was tightly wrapped around my body slowly released its pressure, moving upwards. changbin held my chin between his pointer finger and thumb and leaned in slowly.

changbin insisted on me staying in his room again for the night, but i declined considering i had to wake up early for work tomorrow. "fine. give me your phone. i need to put my number in it." the male abruptly ordered out of nowhere. i did so. he punched in some digits and handed my device back to me before bidding me goodnight and going off into his room.

okay hey everyone

i know this book is a bit slow paced but this is my first time trying to actually muster up motivation to write and i have no idea what i'm doing.

if u have any ideas they're very welcome and please let me know if you do or if you want more of something. i want my like 4 readers to enjoy this book LMAO