I Didn't Really Like Benny I Just Tryinn To Not Like August So Much

Cause I Could Feel Myself Liking Him More And More

Just Another Way Of Me Pushing August Away

I Was Waiting For Benny To Pick Me Up I Was Wearing A Light Blue Long Sleeve Dress

With Black Pumps

I Called August To Make Sure He Wasn't Mad At Me

He Answered And Said "Whats Up"

"Nothing About To Leave What You Doin"I Asked

"Getting Ready To Walk Out The Door Myself"He Said

"Where You Goin"I Asked

"Well Since You Got A Date Tonight I Ain't Wanna Stay At Home Like Some Lonely Ass Nigga So I Gotta Date As Well..."He Said

"Really...!?"I Said Angry

"What You Can Date Niggas And I Can't?"He Asked

"Do What The Fuck You Wanna Do"I Said Shakin My Head

"Now You Mad You Can Dish That Shit Out But You Cant Take It Huh..."He Said

"You Being Childish August But Have Fun With That Bitch"I Said

"ChildIsh ?? And You Have Fun With That Nigga!"He Yelled Back At Me

He Was Heated And So Was I

Benny Finally Came And Picked Me Up

As He Was Driving Us To Cappella"s

He Asked "You Really Think Im Corny"

I Smiled And Said "Just A Little"

I Said Looking At My Phone Seeing If August Would Text Me Or Call Me

"You Smell Good Like Fresh Roses"Benny Said

"Well Thank You"I Said

"So You Like Working At That Restaurant"He Asked

"Its Okay...I Guess"I Said

"I Was Guessing That...You Know If You Was Mines You'll Never Have To Work Another Day In Your Life"He Said

"And What You Do For A Living"I Said

"Im A Song Writer For Def Jam"He Said

"Def Jam?"I Said

"Yeah..I Make A Great Livin"He Said

August Was Signed To Def Jam And I Was Prayin They Ain't Know Eachother

"Can I Be Honest With You"Benny Asked

"Go Ahead"I Said

"I Don't Wanna Sound Creepy Or A Stalker But I Being Seein You A Lot And I Just Had To Get Yor Attention"He Said

"Thats Not Creepy You Just Seen Something You Like"I Said

"And Im Determined To Get What I Like"He Said

And At This Point Im Thinkin Like "Yeah Over August Dead Lifeless Body"

We Got To The Restaurant And Right Now I Just Wishin I Was With August Watchin Hood Movies

"Order Anything"Benny Said

I Smiled And Said "Well Okay"

I Ordered A Chicken Salad

Benny And Talked He Made Me Laugh A Few Times But I Just Wasn't That Interested In Him

I Texted August :Come And Get Me Now!"

He Texted Me Back :Where You At?"

I Texted Him :Cappellas Hurry Up!

He Texted Me Like :Im Boutta Drop Her Off Now Than Im Coming To Get You

I Texted Him :Nope Give That Bitch Some Cab Money And Come Get Me Now!"

He Texted : Lol

I Texted Him Back :Im Not Fuckin Playin Get Here Now"

"So I Guess You Don't Wanna See Me Again"Benny Said

"Why You Say That?"I Asked As I Put My Phone Down

"You Been On Your Phone Since I Picked You Up"Benny Said

"Yeah But That Doesn't Mean I Don't Wanna See You Again"I Said

"So When And Where"Benny Said

"I'll Call You"I Said As I Smiled

"You Leavin?"He Asked

"Yeah My Friend Should Be Here In Minute"I Said

"I Had A Wonderful Time Just Being Around You Got Me Feelin Like Im The Luckiest Guy In The World"Benny Said

"Thank You.."I Said As I Smiled

"Anytime And I Do Mean Anything"He Said

He Got Up And Kissed Me On My Forehead And Said "GoodNight"

And Walked Out The Restaurant

I Hurry Up And Called August

He Answered And Said "Hello"

"Where You At"I Asked

"Come Outside And See"He Said

I Walked Out To August Rang Rover

He Got Out Drivers Side And Said "You Drive Im Tired"

I Hopped In The Drivers Seat As August Got On The Passenger Side

He Let His Sit Back And I Pulled Off

I Giggled And Said "You Got Here Quick..You Know Wassup"

"You Think Ya Pimp Hand Strong Just Because A Nigga Real Feelin You Just Like You Feelin Me"He Said

"If You Say So"I Said

"Why You Playin So Hard To Get?"August Asked

"Im Not...I Explained To Last Night Why I Don't Wanna Be In A Relationship"I Said

"Little Do You Know Your Already Mines"He Said

"Anyways How Was Ya Date"I Asked Tryna Be Funny As I Rolled My Eyes

"It Was Cool"He Said

I Giggled And Said "It Was Not Cool"

"How Was Yours"He Asked

"It Would Of Have Been Good If I Would Of Focus On Him And Stop Thinking About You"I Said Truthfully

He Grabbed My Thigh And Said "Ya Spendin The Night With Me"

I Nodded My Head Yes

His Phone Started Ringin

"No Nope Not Tonight Send Them Hoes To Voicemail"I Said

He Turned His Phone Off And Said "You Cute When You Think You Running Through Shit "

"Shut Up"I Said As I Giggled

"Make Me?"He Said

"I Will..." I Said

He Turned The Radio On And Never Never Land Lyfe Jennings Was Playing

And August Starts Singing To Me

I Started Blushin

"I Think About You Constantly,

You Gonna Be My Wife Eventually

It Dont Matter What My Friends Say To Me,

There's No Changing My Mind, So Ya'll Just Pray For Me"He Sang Playing With My Her

I Blush And Giggled The Whole Way To August House

We Go There And We Was Out On His Balcony

Looking Up At The Stars

He Was Holding Me In His Arms

"I Can Hold You Forever"He Said

"After A While Your Arms Would Get Tired"I Said

"I Don't Get Tired You Of All People Should Know That"He Said

I Giggle And Said "Shut Up"

I Laughed And Said "You Was Tired Last Night"

He Laughed And Said "Cause You Was Drunk Yo Ass Was Wearin Me Out...I Got That Ass Tonight Don't Worry Daddy Goin In Tonight"

I Giggled And Said "Okay Daddy"

He Kissed My Neck And Said "Ya Smell Good Perfect As Always"

I Turned Around And Faced Him And Wrapped My Arms Around His Neck

I Looked Him His Eyes And Said "Why Do You Think Im So Perfect"

"Cause Ya Perfect To Me"He Replied

"But What If Im Not...What If Im Fucked Up In The Head"I Asked

"We All Fucked Up In The Head Baby Especially Me" August Said

"But What If Im Fucked Up More Than Others"I Asked

"I Don't Care...I Still Feel The Way That I Feel About You Now"He Said

"You Always Make Me Feel...Irreplaceable"I Said

"You Just Now Realizing That You Are"He Asked.

I Smiled And Said "I Kinda Have Low Self Esteem"

"Why...You Beautiful..."He Said Looking At Me Crazy

"I Don't Know Some Times I Feel Unwantedable If Thats Even A Word...I Mean My Mama Didn't Really Want Me M6 Daddy Didn't Want Me And Before I Met You My Boyfriend Didn't Want Me"I Said

"Baby Look At Me"He Said To Me

I Looked At Him And He Said "I Want Ya Mama..Ima l Always Want Ya"

Than He Leaned In And Kissed Me