After A Few More Drinks I Was Faded Enough To Let My Pride Down A Little And Finally Call August

"Hello" He Answered

"You Still With That Bitch!"I Yelled In The Phone

"Nah...If You Done Trippin Pull Up"He Said

"Im On My Way Now "I Said

And Hung Up

"Who Was That"Mimi Asked Me

"You Know August Alsina..The Singer"I Asked

"Duh I Love Him"She Said

"Well Thats Who I Been Seeing"I Said

"You Lyin"Mimi Claimed

"Nah Im Serious Thats My Baby We Been Talking For A While Now But We Haven't Made It Official Yet"I Said

"Girl August Is So Fuckin Fine How You Get With Him?"She Asked

"Long Story...But Ima Get Ready To Go Call Me When You Get Home"I Said

"I Will...Have Fun"She Said

"I Always Do"I Said With A Smirk

I Left The Bar Fucked Up.... Drove Over To August Crib

He Was Standing Outside When I Pulled Up

I Parked And Got Out

We Was Standing Across From Eachother

Looked Like He Had Some Things On His Mind

"Ima Ass..And You Complicated...Mama You Can't Run Away From Me Everytime We Get Into..I Want Us To Talk To Eachother I Want Us To Be Real With Eachother"He Said

He Was Trying To Communicate With Me But I Just Wanted To Fuck Really Really Really Bad

I Smiled Grabbed His Cheekbone And Pulled His Lips Near Mine And Said "Im Horny"

"My Nieces In Ther Sleep"He Said

"Lets Do It In Ya Range"I Said Biting My Lip

"You Been Drinkin"He Asked

"Maybe"I Said As I Giggled.

He Kissed My Lips And Said "Come On"

He Walked Me To His Range Rover Open The Backseat

And We Got In

And Attacked August

The Liquor Turnt Me In A Real Life Slut And He Was Lovin Every Minute Of It

Usually August Be The One Putting In Work Tonight Mama Was Puttin In Work

I Had Him Moanin Toes Curling And Groaning

His Facial Expressions Was Tellin Me I Was The Only One Who Could Ever Make Him Feel This Damn Good

I Knew What He Liked And I Knew Where To Touched His Sweet Voice Moaning In My Ear

Just Encourage Me To Keep Goin And Goin

After We Finished We Started Getting Dressed

And I Couldn't Find My Panties

I Had Sober Up A Little

"I Can't Find Em No Where"I Said Putting My Sweat Pants On

"Fuck It Hop In The Front Seat...We Bouta Go Get Something To Eat"He Said Putting His Shirt On

"Its 2 In The Morning August What's Still Opened"I Asked

"I'll Find Somethin.."He Said As He Got In The Drivers Set

I Got In The Passenger Side Put My Seatbelt In Looked Down

And Notice A Gun Under My Seat

I Picked Up And Said "This Yours"

"Nah Nigga Its Mines"He Said Sarcastically

"What You Need This For You Ain't On The Streets No More"I Asked

"That's Exactly Why You Act Like Niggas Ain't Looking For Come Up Out Chea...A Nigga Could Robbed Me And Killed Me Over Some Petty Shit. But I Gotta Strap I Can Protect Myself"August Said

"August I Don't Think You Should Be Ridin Around With A Gun When You Black,Rich And Got A Gun You Askin To Be Locked Up "I Said

He Grabbed The Gun From Me And Place It In The Glove Compartment

"Its Cute That You Care But Don't Worry So Much About Me Im Good"He Said As He Kissed Me

Than He Pulled Off And We Drove To Taco Bell Order Food And Sat In The Parking Lot Eating

I Took A Sip Of His Soda And Said "Food Is So Better After Sex"

"Especially All That Shit You Was Doing Back Ther"He Said Reminiscing On The Sex We Just Had

"It Was Good Wasn't Can't No Other Bitch Do You Like I Can Do You"I Said

"You Still Mad..About Early"He Asked

"Nah Do You August And Im Do Me"I Said

"See Why You Gotta Do Shit Like That Why You Gotta Complicate Shit If You Wanna Be With Than Just Fuckin Be With Me"He Said

"August I Like You I Really Do...I Love Sex We Have..I Love Talking You...But Im Just Not Ready To Make That Move With You Not Right Now"I Said Honestly

"Im Not A Nigga That Gon Kiss Yo Ass To Be With Ya"He Said

"August I Don't Want You Too...Im Just Getting Out Of A Relationship And I Just Can't Take Another Heartache Right Now"I Said..

"Me And That Nigga Is Not The Same I Can't Promise Shit You Gon Always Be Perfect Between Us aBut I Can Promise You That I Will Always Make You Smile"He Said

"Baby I Know...I Know That...But I Just Think We Should Just Be Friends For Now"I Said

"Mama Friends Don't Do The Shit We Just Did In That Backseat"August Said

"What You Sayin"I Asked

"Im Sayin You Mean More To Me Than That Mama Just Give Me A Chance To Prove Ya Wrong"He Said

"I Don't Get It When I Met Ya You Was Mr.Hit And Quit Mr.I Don't Do Relationships What Happened To All That"I Asked

"I Met You Thats What Happened"He Said

I Paused And I Felt My Heart Actually Skipped A Beat

"I Never Knew Females Like You Even Still Existed"He Said

"Im Not All That Great August"I Said

"Baby Only If You Could See What I See"He Said

I Was Really Fallin For Him But I Was So Scared Of Fallin For Him

Everytime He Gets Like This To Me I Just Push Away Cause Im Not Tryna Get Hurt Again

"Its Late..Can You Take Me To My Car..I Better Get In Before It Gets To Late"I Said

"You Ain't Stayin With Me Tonight"He Asked

"After You Just Had A Another Bitch In Ya Bed Nope I Rather Go Sleep In My Own Bed"I ,Said

"I Already Told You I Ain't Fuck That Bitch"August Said

I Smiled And Aaked "Please Take Me To My Car"

"Alright" He Said

When He Pulled Up To My Car He An Attitude He Wasn't Talking Too Me Or Nothing

"You Seriously Can't Be Mad At Me After We Just Did That"I Asked

He Just Shook His Head At Me... I Leaned Over To Him And Placed My Forehead Against His Forehead And Said "You Not Mad At Me You Mad Cause You Can't Have Your Way With Me"

And Just Looked At Me Cause He Knew I Was Right

"I'll Call You In The Morning...Gimmie Kiss"I Said

He Leaned In And Kissed Me

Making Me Smile Instantly

I Got Out The His Range Rover

And Got In My Car And Drove Home

He Was In His Feelings And Couldn't Help It Cause I Just Did Something To Him I Made It Hard For Him To Just Forget About It

He Was My Baby But I Wasn't Tryna Make This Official I Been Through Enough With Guys I Just Wanted To Take A Break From Relationships

The Next Day I Was Cleaning Up And I Found The Letter That My Father Had Written Me

I Sat On The Couch Reading It Over And Over

I Wanted To Call But What Would I Say When I Called Im Damn Near 21 I Ain't Had A Daddy All This Time I Don't Need One Now

Beside He Left Me So I Damn Sure Don't Need Him

I Balled Up The Letter And Toss It In The Trash

I Heard A Knock On The Door I Got Up And Opened The Door And It Was Brea

"What?"I Asked

"Aziah You Know We're Still Friends"She Said

"Not After You Tried To Gang Up On Me Yesterday With Gia"I Said

"Um Bitch You Know You Deserve That Besides Im Hormonal Right Now"She Said Rubbin On Stomach

"Whatever"I Said

"Yeah Whatever You Think You Can Make Some Lemonade I Been Craving It I Got Lemons....All You Gotta Do Is Add Water And Sugar "She Said To Me

"Come On In"I Said

She Walked In And Laid On My Couch

I Threw Her Some Pillow For Her To Put Her Feet Up

"Thank You"She Said As She Smiled

I Went In The Kitchen And Started Making Lemonade

"Gia Been Upset Every Since Yesterday.."Brea Stated

"So"I Said As I Rolled My Eyes"

"So...Yall Two Gotta Make Up Yall The God Mama's Of My Baby I Don't Need Yall Fightin At The Baby Shower"She Said

"Oh She Don't Wanna Fight She Don't Want These Problems"I Said

"See Thats What Im Talking About Yall Need To Stop This Nonsense"Brea Said

My Phone Rang It Was Mimi

I Answered It And Said "Hello"

I Heard A Man Voice Say "Hi..Aziah"

"Who Is This"I Asked Looking Confused

"Its Benny From The Restaurant The Corny Ugly Dude"He Said

I Smiled And Said "Mimi Real Funny"

I Heard Mimi Say "I Can't Hear You Im Workin" In The Background

"I Was Callin Too See If Your Are Busy Tonight" He Said

"Why Wassup"I Asked

"I Wanted To Take You Out,Get To Know You" He Said

"You Wanna Take Me On A Date"I Asked

"Yeah I'll Pick You At 8" He Said

"I'll Be Ready"I Said As I Blushed

I Was Getting A Call From August So I Clicked Over And Said "Hey Baby"

"What Happen To You Callin Me In The Morning"August Asked

"Im Sorry I Was Cleaning Up "I Said

"You Wanna Go Out Tonight Im Thinkinn Maybe A Steakhouse"He Said

"Can't I Have A Date With Someone Tonight"I Said

"A Date?...With Who?"He Asked

"Yes And Nobody You Know...But I Can Stop By Afterwards I'll Even Bring You A Steak"I Said

And He Just Hung Up On Me