《Toxic Love》Explanation

Advertisement

May 13, 2041

12:22 p.m

Kaizer's POV

I was on the way to my parents house because I needed to talk to them. I been thinking a lot and I actually wanted the help. After I left from they house I was gonna go see Tay so we could talk.

I had still been trying to call A'dream and like always she ignored my calls. All I be wanting is to talk to my son. It was whatever though, I knew I was gonna see him again.

Once I made it to their house I hopped out and I heard screaming, crying and yelling making me sigh. I was about to enter hell.

I twisted the knob and the door was unlocked making me shake my head. They don't ever lock doors.

I went in and my eyes widened as I seen my mama holding a big ass knife in her hands.

"What the fuck y'all got going on?!" I asked and they looked at me.

"She fucking cra-"

"You a fucking cheater!" She yelled and I went over to her and she pointed the knife at me making me back up some.

"Ma put that big ass knife down please. Making people nervous." I said and she threw it at my daddy and he quickly out moved the way. The knife stuck perfectly in the wall.

"I'm done with you!" She yelled storming in the room slamming the door.

"Daddy what the fuck you do to make her this angry?!" I asked.

"She thinks I cheated." He said.

"Why she think that?" I asked.

"Last night I went to check on Tay. After that I talked to Alaia in the car a little bit then she kissed me. Twice. I guess yo mama smelled her perfume and she found this ring on the floor." He said showing it to me.

"Wait so she kissed you?" I asked and he nodded.

"And you didn't kiss back?" I asked.

"No- why would I cheat on yo mama? I'm too old to be trying that shit now. The crazy bitch kissed me and I didn't kiss back ok. I. Did. Not. Cheat." He said and I nodded.

"And why you couldn't just tell her that? I would think you was cheating too. Keeping it to yourself only making shit worse- AS YOU CAN SEE!" I shouted pointing to the knife in the wall and he laughed.

"You go get her please. She gon try to fight me." He said and I shook my head.

"Ma can you open the door?" I asked noticing she locked it.

"As soon as I finish packing all my shit." She said and I sighed.

"No mama you not going nowhere. Daddy ain't cheat-" The door swung open all the sudden making me jump back.

"What Kai?" She asked.

"Daddy ain't cheat. Alaia and him were talking in his car because he had went to check on Tay. Then all the sudden she kissed him outta nowhere. He didn't kiss her back tho mama. I promise you he didn't." I said and she looked at him.

She walked towards him pushing him out the way snatching the knife out the wall.

"Listen Kentrell I'm sorry ok. I really do apologize because I really flashed out on you calling you out your name and everything. But when I peep shit like that and you know I peep and you don't say anything, what am I suppose to think? You have to say something cuz I woulda killed you for no reason." She said.

Advertisement

"I'm sor-"

"Come on we going to Tay's." She said getting her keys.

"Aye I'm coming too, gotta see dis one." I said with a smile.

"But wait! Y'all not getting a divorce right?" I asked.

"A what?" They asked and I chuckled.

Take that as a hell no

"Well let's go." I said opening the door and then I froze. Seeing A'dream standing in front of me she looked just as shocked as I was.

"Hey A'dream!" My mama said with a smile giving her a hug and she laughed.

"Ma why you got this big ass knife?" She asked her.

"Bouta go kill somebody." She said making me shake my head.

"No she not." My daddy said giving her a hug and she laughed.

"Why is you glowing like dis?" My mama asked with a smile and she rubbed her stomach and that's when I noticed her small bump.

"Again?!" My daddy asked and she nodded while laughing.

"By who?" My mama asked and she put her finger over her lips.

"You nasty." She said and Dream chuckled.

"We gon be back later tho, ok? Y'all can stay here or whatever but if you leave lock up. And don't kill each other." She said and we nodded.

We watched as they got in the car driving away. A'dream looked at me again and I scanned over her body. She was beautiful, you could really see her small bump too because of the tight fitted dress she had on.

"You gonna let me in or do I have to go?" She asked in a quiet calm voice. I stepped aside and she came in sitting on the couch.

I shut the door going to sit down beside her. I watched as she played with her hands, that meant she was nervous and wanted to talk.

"Where Alaidria and King?" I asked.

"I took them to my mother's house. She been wanting to see them." She said and i nodded.

"I see you got yo phone, you haven't seen me calling?" I asked and she nodded.

"So why you don't be answering? A nigga don't be wanting to talk to you. I be wanting to talk to King." I said and she nodded.

"I apologize for that. That was wrong and selfish of me." She said and I sighed.

"You scared of me huh?" I asked and she looked at me.

"Yeah, I'm not tryna get beat on because I am pregnant. But it did happen for my first two pregnancies wouldn't be surprised if it happened for this one." She said calmly.

I laughed peeping the shade she was throwing.

"I'm not gonna hit you." I said and she nodded.

"But you pregnant again? By who?" I asked and she slapped me.

"You, did you forget the time you raped me?" She asked and I sighed. I couldn't even get mad at her, I deserved that.

I looked her in the eyes and grabbed her hand and she flinched a little at my touch. I reached in my pocket pulling out a small bag filled with cocaine.

Her eyes widened as she stared at it.

"Been hooked onto this shit for a while." I said and a tear rolled down her face.

"Last night my daddy came and took them all. But I still had some bags and this is the last two. I did one whole bag last night. But I wanna stop because I gotta stop. I don't want my son seeing me do shit like this. And I'm fucking up my life with this shit." I said.

Advertisement

"But it's like I be so stressed and worried and I be regretting so much. This just relieves my mind." I said.

"But A'dream you hurt me because, you never really apologize to me for the stuff you do. But I always apologize to you. So when I hit you I fuck you up so bad because you make so angry with that. All your lying and playing victim, that shit makes me so upset." I said.

"And you always taking my kid. I helped make the lil nigga didn't I? He has two parents Dream. I don't give a fuck what terms we on, you shouldn't just take him from me." I said and she nodded.

"I know Kaizer and I'm sorry. I'm really selfish for that. And I know it's only hurting him. But before I start apologizing for the shit I've done now. Lemme take it way back. I'm so sorry for the time I disrespected you when our son was born because I was really going to let another nigga play daddy to him. I apologize for not really helping out at first. I'm sorry for not letting you be happy when you were with Zhavia the one time. I'm sorry for causing problems between your family. I'm the real reason y'all had so many issues for so long. I'm sorry for cheating, yes I did cheat a long ass time ago. I'm sorry for lying and hiding shit from you. I apologize for never apologizing when I should've. I've really put you through so much and I really apologize. I'm sorry for everything and anything I did that hurt you. I knew I hurt you but I acted blind like I couldn't see it. I see why you did the things you did to me and I'm not even mad. But raping me was a bit much. But I'm fine and I wanna move forward. I apologize tho Kaizer, for putting you through so much for so long. I really need to grow up and stop being selfish. I can't live like that especially with two kids. So I am sorry and I apologize for everything." She said.

Staring at her as a smile started to form on my face. That apology was the first, longest and the most genuine.

"Do you forgive me or what?" She asked.

"Yeah, I forg-" She gave me a tight hug and I laughed. She let me go looking down playing with her hands.

"Sorry I got lil happy." She said and I chuckled. She looked at my hands and that's when I noticed I still had these bags in my hands. She took the from me going in the bathroom.

A few minutes later I heard the toilet flush and she came out.

"I don't wanna see you with another bag of that shit." She said and I nodded.

"Ok, I'm done with that shit." I half ass lied. I already wanted some more.

"Good, but we friends?" She asked and I nodded.

"Just friends, we don't need to be together again. Let this just be it." I said and she nodded.

"So if I move on. Don't be doin-"

"I'm not Kai, I promise. Imma let you be happy." She said and I smiled.

"But when I find a nig-"

"Dream ain't nobody worried bout you." I said and she mushed my head making me laugh.

She hugged me again and I hugged her back tight. A few moments later I let her go but she didn't let me go. Feeling as my shirt started to get wet I sighed wrapping my arms back around her.

"It's ok crybaby." I said rubbing her back and she chuckled.

"I don't even know why I'm crying." She said and I shook my head. She let me go and I let her go.

"Am I aloud to see my son?" I asked and she smacked her lips.

"Boy you don't gotta ask my ass nun." She said and I smiled.

"When y'all gong back to Florida?" I asked and she scrunched up her face.

"How you know where the fuck we was?" She asked.

"My daddy a snitch." I said and she laughed.

"Uh we gon be down here for 2 weeks." She said and i nodded.

"You let Dede see Alaidria?" I asked and she shook her head.

"I've tried to call he don't answer. I haven't even seen him around either. So I guess he over it." She said laughing and I felt bad.

Nigga gonna rape her which got her pregnant, and not even gon care to at least check on her or the baby.

"I'll play daddy." I said and her face lit up but then she frowned.

"Kai its ok. I'm fine, being a mom ain't hard." She said.

"I never said it was, I said I'll play daddy because I feel bad. All my kids have a mother and a father it makes me feel bad that she's the only different one." I said and she nodded.

"Thank you." She said and I smiled. Looking at her stomach I sighed. I was mad at myself for getting her pregnant the way I did. I don't know how she could move on from something like this.

"I apologize for getting you pregnant like I did." I said and she shook her head.

"It's ok, I don't care and I don't wanna talk about it anymore." She said and I nodded.

She gave me another hug and I just laughed.

"I still love you. I don't give a fuck bout nun of dat shit that happened. My love for you to strong to just disappear. I don't care if you don't love me anymore I love you. I always will too don't care what nobody say. I feel how I feel, I say what I say, I do what I do. Because who gon stop me? Oh Ight." She said and I shook my head.

She let me go taking a deep breath.

"And I know I said if you get a new bitch I'll let you be happy, but I won't. I see you wit another bitch I'll raise hell, you mines. I don't care, I said what I said not taking back what I said." She said.

"You sound toxic." I said and she shrugged.

"I am, I've always been the toxic one." She said with a chuckle.

That's actually true

"You crazy as hell." I said and she reached in her purse pulling out a pink colored gun.

"Dats real?" I asked and then she took it off safety shooting the ground and the bullet bounced all the way across the room.

"Yep." She said with a smile and I nodded.

"I got one too." I said pulling out mines and then the door opened.

"The hell is y'all doing?!" My daddy asked snatching the guns from us.

"No we wasn't arguing- we cool everything good. We was just playing." I said and he squinted his eyes at us.

"I'll keep these." He said and I chuckled. My mama came in with blood all over her shirt and my eyes widened.

"Oh yeah, she damn near went to jail." My daddy said laughing.

"Ma did you actually kill her?" I asked.

"No, she stabbed her a good amount of times she at the hospital now." My daddy said and I shook my head.

"That bitch shoulda never put her crusty ass lips on my shit." My mama said with a shrug going in her room.

"Crazy, tryna tell y'all mane." He said and we laughed making him smile.

"What?" Dream asked.

"Y'all smiling and stuff, laughing. Not cussing each other out. Interesting....." He said and I rolled my eyes.

"Don't even start Trell we friends." Dream said.

"Mhmmm, so you say? I'll give it some months for y'all to get back FOR GOOD, a year or two before y'all get married, and the rest of the time to settle down with the family y'all have." He said and we smiled.

"We not gon get together again." We both said.

"Every time y'all break up y'all take these long ass breaks. If y'all get together again this will be the third time. Third times a charm." He said before walking away.

We looked at each other before laughing. We were only laughing because we both knew deep down he was right.

😳

💓

🥺🥺💕

💙

    people are reading<Toxic Love>
      Close message
      Advertisement
      You may like
      You can access <East Tale> through any of the following apps you have installed
      5800Coins for Signup,580 Coins daily.
      Update the hottest novels in time! Subscribe to push to read! Accurate recommendation from massive library!
      2 Then Click【Add To Home Screen】
      1Click