I'm so tired of it all

The worrying

The sadness

The friend problems

The pain

I wish life was easier

But if it was

Would it be worth it?

Because without the bitter there is no sweet

Without the pain there is no relief

And without the sadness there's no joy

I'm tired of being exhausted

Of having no motivation

Wanting to just push everyone away

I've been used and tossed around

I've started hating myself more

For not being the person I wish I was

How can I expect perfection for myself

But excuse everyone else's imperfections?

Nobody is flawless

I forget that sometimes

I'm tired of the endless fighting

Between me and myself

I've fallen to an all new low

I'm tired

Of feeling completely worthless

I wish there were less things I was tired of