Gus

I squeezed silvis hand as tight as I could as we walked past all of the stores in the mall. She couldn't decide on the stores, and every time I picked one she felt bad for buying something. It was probably one of the cutest things I've seen in my life. The face shed make when she was embarrassed to say she wanted something.

"Do you want to go inside of Victoria's Secret?" I smiled and looked at her excited. I was hoping she'd say yes because I wanted my babygirl to be a sexy lil thing. She bit her lip and made that cute ass face,, before stuttering on her words and answering yes.

Our fingers continued to stay locked as she lead me through the store. I had never been inside of this store, and silvi was making sure I knew the whole layout and its backstory. I mocked her and she blushed and stopped talking.

"How about this?" I held up a red bra and panty set. Silvi blushed and turned away from me.

"Gus put it down, you're embarrassing me"

"I'm embarrassing you?" I chuckled and threw silvi over my shoulder grabbing the bra and panty set. I walked her all the way to the counter and paid for it with her still on my shoulder and carried her out of the mall.

"Did I embarrass you now?" My smile went from cheek to cheek. Her face even when angry was adorable and made me happy.

I couldn't imagine dying with her in my life

She puffed her face up and threw herself in the seat of the car.

"Gustav don't do that to me, you almost gave me a heart attack"

I gripped my hand around her thigh and kissed her on her gentle lips.

"I'm sorry babygirl, I won't do it again with your cute self" she turned away from me trying to hide her smile that I could see as it just lit up my world.

"Fine, but let's go get food" I shook my head and started the car.

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10:45 p.m

"I can't right now, she's home. I can't let her catch me doing this it would ruin everything" I peered over into the hallway making sure Silvi wasn't hearing everything I was talking about. If she heard anything I'd be dead. But, she did hear it. And it sounded like I was talking about something else. Something unforgivable. But I couldn't just tell silvi what it was, I'll have to hope she doesn't take it wrong.

"Gus, who was that on the phone?"

I hesitated for a moment before answering. I had to think it out before I just said it.

"It was Diego, he wanted to know if I wanted to record"

Silvi crosses her arms and I could tell she knew that's not what I was on the phone for.

"Don't lie to me Gus! Who, were, you, on, the, phone, with?!!"

I couldn't lie to her. She made me the happiest person in the world. If I lost her I'd probably end it for real this time. I wouldn't stop until I was done.

"Okay, I was on the phone with sza. She was really busy and I had to talk fast, but there's something I need to tell you before I just get up and leave next week..."

Silvi was thinking of something way worse. And I could see the fear and tremble she had as I stuttered on my words.

"I'm going on tour, and I haven't gotten it cleared with my manager if you can come or not. And I was waiting for her to let me know but she won't have an answer and everything finalized until Wednesday. The tour starts Sunday and it'll go on for 3 months"

Silvi loosened up after she heard the "real" reason. She threw her arms around me and hugged me.

"Oh thank god gus, I thought you were gonna break up with me or something."

"I would never do that babygirl, you make my world feel endless"