- Continuing chapter 5

I answered the phone "Yeah it's finish no need for a clean up crew , I made it look like she killed him then killed herself"

"Ahhhh your very smart like your other people , I have a job that I would like for you to take care of your somebody that trust very strongly niece" my favorite uncle said

"Unc you already know I'm trying to get out that life-"

"Yes I know that's why the job is not a complicated one I just need you to train some people, I have a crew that going on missions in a few days I need you to show them the ropes you know some new skills they all to gangster and don't know that this shit not all about guns" he said

" I will think about it-

He cut me off "I'll deposit a three hundred grand in your account"

"Shit why you just ain't start with that" I said

he started laughing "I'll send you the address and everything later on"

"Alright bye"

"Bye be safe out there Ms.thug" he said then hung up

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My phone started ringing waking me up out my good sleep.

INCOMING CALL FROM SIS 🤍

"Hey sis how you feeling this morning" Imani said when I answered the phone

I groaned "ugh I'm good"

"What you doing today" she asked

"Nothing finna clean up maybe go to the mall"

"Well me , Loyal , and your grandma is going to release balloons today at West gravesite did you you wanna tag alone" she asked

I clicked over to check the date "October 19th" I whispered Damn it was so much on my mind that I forgot that West three year anniversary is coming up.

"Hello Nuni you good" Imani asked

I wiped my tear "Yeah uh ima go later by myself this year"

"Are you sure we can wait on you" she asked

"No go I'm pretty sure Loyal is eager to go I'll be fine I promise" I said

"Ima stop by later tonight to see you alright bye love you"

"I love you too kiss my nephew for me" I said then hung up the phone.

I had tons of notifications a lot of people just telling me they love me and all that other bullshit

I got out bed and went to the restroom so I can do my morning routine , as I was taking a shower I was just thinking damn it really fixing to be three years? Time flies I remember it like it was yesterday.

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"Aye I just turned eighteen bitch I'm lit" West yelled as I recorded him on Snapchat

"Yeah y'all heard my brother bitch he lit" I said we busted out laughing

He got on top of the table "Aye I just wanna let everybody in this room know that I love them I don't say it often as I should but I do love y'all I would die for each and every one of y'all , on that note this party over y'all ain't even gotta go home but y'all gotta get the fuck up outta here" he said then got down from the table

"We love you too drunk ass" I yelled

"Yeah we love you" some of his people replied back

"I love you too gangsta" his bestfriend Mikey said as they dapped each other up

"Aye sis we finna head out I gotta go meet pops I'll be back soon to help you clean up" he said

"Nuuh nigga give me my money first then I'll clean up" I said with my hands out

"Damn here you gone leave a nigga with dry pockets on his birthday" he said slapping the money in my hands

"Thank you bye"

"Girl you welcome but don't tell me bye it's I'll see you later" he said pushing my forehead

"See you later nigga love you be safe"

"I love you too" he said "bye big head"he said slapping Imani forehead then running out the door

"Nigga you eighteen grow up" she yelled "he so childish"

"Very" I said picking up the trash and put it in the bag

"Are you gone help" I asked Imani

"Yeah hold on im tryna upload these pictures to Instagram" she said typing on her phone "everybody talking about how lit this party was and how everybody was able to make it home without nobody dying or anything"

"Mhm that's good real good since you know shit been crazy lately not too long ago some folks around the way house was shoot up" I said tying the trash bags up

West and Mikey were speeding down the highway trying to get to West Father

Mikey turned the radio down "Aye your pops just texted you" Mikey said

"What it say" West asked

"He said turn back around and go to the warehouse he already took care of it"

"Shit say no mo" West took the nearest exit so he can head to the warehouse if only he knew what he was walking into.

Pulling up to the warehouse it was pitch black no security no people no nothing was out. Which was weird because it was always a security at the door and it's usually one walking the area and checking the perimeter.

West was so ready to get home he wasn't even paying attention to his surroundings as he opened the car door to get out.

POW!POW!POW!POW!POW!POW!

West and Mikey were too late to shoot back Gunshots filled the area leaving a wounded West and Mikey in a unstable condition.

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stepped out the shower wiping away tears that I didn't even know were tears away. I decided that I was going to go West gravesite around six hoping that nobody would be there.

In the meantime I decided just to clean up my condo , feed Blaze , and pay some bills.

While I was cleaning the kitchen I came across a Hennessy bottle usually around this time I would throw all this shit in the trash so I wouldn't be tempted to drink it , I know how I can get at times.

"One little sip wouldn't hurt right" I said taking the wrapper off and popping the top

I drunk it instantly feeling the burning in my throat , Blaze started barking "what was that boy you say drink some more Blaze alright I gotcha" I said gulping the Hennessy again.

drunk Amour stumbled through the graveyard trying to find her brothers grave.

West headstone had been cleaned it was decorated very nicely with balloons , flowers , candles, teddy bears , and cards. Everybody from all over the city had visited his grave today some cried , some talked , some turned up , some apologized , some reminisced about the past , and some just looked at it in disbelief.

Amour? Yeah she's fixing to do all of that and some.

"Hey brother I miss you so much" she sniffed "I'm sorry for not coming to talk to you as often as I should I just be busy working , the shop finally up and running I wanna open some more but I'm too busy , I hope I'm making you proud up there." she said touching his headstone admiring the decorations "you don't even like teddy bears I don't know why these folks decorated yo shit like this you probably talking about how corny this shit is but it's cute though" Amour said laughing

"You remember that one time yo girlfriend in middle school bought you a whole bunch of shit for valentines and you had gave it to me cause you don't like all that sentimental shit poor girl she was so hurt and mad" She said laughing

"I remember when I use to cry everyday after school you'll tell me to shut the fuck up and stop being a pussy and that I needa grow some balls. You use to always say that I get that crybaby shit from my mama side cause de'lagado's ain't no crybabies" She started laughing "nigga I'm a girl I can't grow balls dumbass" Amour paused "but that little shit formed the person who I am today so thanks I guess "she said smiling

Nuni took a gulp from the Hennessy bottle then poured the rest on West grave "turn up in heaven for me my boy" she said laughing

The laughter slowly turned into tears , the tears started flowing turning into hard sobbing and the sobbing turned into a ugly cry "I'm so sorry West I promised you that I wouldn't do it again and I did it again" Amour sobbed then threw the Hennessy bottle glass shattered everywhere make her cut herself up , making her cry even harder

A dark shadow came up behind her putting their hand on her shoulder "it's gone be okay stop crying" a man with a deep raspy voice said