please go read that letter it's apart of the story!

Nuni" Dayza dragged dramatically "let's slide to that kickback tonight so many niggas gone be outside might can find you a little boyfriend"

Imani busted out laughing "Dayza now you know this bitch gay"

"No she's bisexual dumb ass it's a difference"

"She ain't had a boyfriend since sixth grade it don't count she's gay"

"I ain't heard about no kick back who throwing it" i asked "and I'm bisexual bitch" i said flicking off Imani

"It's a private Kickback Splain invited me and told me to bring y'all" Dayza said

"Ain't his brother suppose to be getting out of jail" Imani asked

"Yeah he already out after 2 long years he getting out but he gone be on probation for awhile"

"Damn who his brother" I asked

"Santana You might know him , he use to hang Around West" Dayza said, I just nodded my head West is my oldest brother he died 2 years ago in a shoot out on his 18th birthday i Miss him everyday

I shrugged my shoulders "Nah West ain't never brought around nobody named Santana"

"So y'all wanna go or not cause if not we can stay at home I ain't really tripping" Dayza asked while typing on her phone

"You can't go without us I got hair appointments to do early in the morning"

"Look I promise we will get you home before 12 please come"

"Im down if you go Amour" Imani said to be honest me and Imani hate going around splain them it's always something happening it's not safe over there and Dayza knows that

"So nuni gotta go for you to go oh my gosh make your own decision"

"It's not even like that Dayza it's just you be with splain and I ain't tryna be by myself"

"Whatever you act like you can't do shit without her acting like a follow the leader ass bitch" Dayza said

"Nah bitch like I said ion wanna be by myself ion know them people like that nor do I trust them" Imani said while standing up

"Alright y'all chill out with all that ima go I just gotta come home before 12 but we can slide"

"Cool" Dayza mumbled

"If it's pressure say some don't be a weirdo" imani said

"You cool Day" I asked

"I just feel like y'all always leaving me out y'all never wanna hang with me no more ever since we graduated it's like we barely hang out"

"Girl we is grown You know me and Amour be working we just be busy"

"Yeah you gotta understand we ain't little girl that can run the streets anymore we got responsibilities" i added

"Yeah I just miss y'all"

"We literally talk everyday" imani said while laughing

INCOMING CALL FROM MY ❤️

"Yeah we do hold on let me see what Kash ass want" I said answering the phone

"Wassup baby what you doing"

I pulled the phone away from my ear "Nah don't baby me who was that girl that you was all up on last night"

"Some chick that I grew up with she ain't nobody so don't get to tripping"

I rolled my eyes the Snapchat video I seen showed something totally different "the way y'all was all up on each other says something else"

"Baby I was a little drunk and touchy but I promise we ain't do nothing"

"I know baby I trust you"

"What you doing though I'm tryna pull up on you shordy"

"I'm going out with-"

"Out where" Kash asked

"Out" I mumbled

"Where" Kash yelled

"Out girl damn" I semi yelled

"Mhm is that right" she asked

"Kash please don't start I just wanna go out and enjoy myself"

"Nah bitch if you go out we done and don't hit me up or nothing with yo hoe ass" Kash said then hung up

"Trouble in paradise" Dayza asked

"Uh I don't think I wanna go anymore I think I'm Just finna go chill with Kash"

"Wait why" Imani asked while coming out the restroom

"B-because Kash said that if I go to the party then we done" I mumbled

"That shit don't even make no damn sense Nuni , Kash ass stay at a party or a club" Imani said

"But now you wanna do something other than work it's a problem" Dayza added

" bro Nuni you gotta stop letting her do you like that" Imani said while wiping my tears

"Girl lets be honest Cash a hoe now I ain't the type of friend to tell you to leave her ass but" Dayza dragged "stop letting her have you out here looking dumb"

"Yeah Nuni you way to fine to be getting treated like that she always going out and only wants to link at night like you a booty call on some shit" Imani added

I huffed "It's just hard Cash the only girl I been with hell she the only person I been in a relationship with it's hard just to move on"

Dayza rubbed my shoulder "we know we just saying don't let her treat you like you number three when you better than number two know ya worth"

"I do know my worth that's why I'm going out tonight" I mumbled

"Huh I couldn't hear you can you say that just a little bit louder" Imani said putting her hand up her ear

"I do know my worth that's why I'm going out tonight " I said

"I know that's motherfucking right now get yo ass up and go get cute" Dayza said while chessing like a kid

"Period." Imani said swiping her hand under her chin

"Period" I said mocking her

Tonight I'm going to enjoy myself I haven't been out in a very long time ever since me and Kash been together , it feels like she hates when I go out but I understand she doesn't want me to cheat but I let her go out because I trust her.

I stepped out the shower then my phone started ringing

INCOMING CALL FROM MOM 💕

"You have a incoming call from Harris county from inmate Amina Savage to accept charges press one" I quickly pressed one

"Remember calls may be recorded for legal purposes"

"Nuni bug" my mama yelled , I just stayed silent

"Uh Amour you there" she asked

"Y- yeah mom I'm here I-I haven't heard from you in so long" I sniffed

It was silent for a minute She sniffed "I know baby I just been in solitary confinement for these past six months"

"Damn ma what happened" I asked

"Some bitches in here jumped me I stood my ground until the weak hoes stabbed me" she whispered

"I gotta try to get you out of there we gotta find you a better lawyer" my mom been in prison for two years now she's being charged for the disappearance of my father but until his body is found there's no case.

"Nah baby don't stress I been through worst as long as I'm in here your daddy gone make sure my life is a living hell you know he got connections in these jails hell he got connections everywhere"

I snickered "haven't seen him since west funeral it's finna be three years since I seen that man , I don't know if he's dead or alive honestly"

"You still haven't got in contact with him" she asked

"Nah ma but every week or two he puts like a hundred thousand in my bank account I don't even know if the money clean or not but shit I need it , that money keeps the bills paid and- "

"Aht you bet not say another word you know they be listening and I understand but one thing before I gotta go" she paused "your dad he-, he's a very evil person I've been knowing him since high school I done seen him do some very bad things I-I think he had something to do with West death Amour listen to me I would never hurt West I loved him like he was my own , I helped your father raise him I would never bring that pain to you I know how close you two were"

"You have one minute remaining" the operator said

"Amour promise me you'll stay far away from him as you can , he will kill his own blood even you he's selfish like that I love you baby forever"

"I promise I love-

CALL ENDED

"You too"