《The book of forever》Chapter 2.1: The pain of longing
Advertisement
The pain of longing it comes and it goes, like waves on the seabed, it ebbs and flows. This pain which happens in my heavy, chest. It can only be cured with passing time, this pain which happens in my heavy chest, a relic of this love which I called mine. What is love and what is not, who can know? What is love, and what is the idea of, that I can't say for sure. That I can't say. This pain of longing, it ebbs and it flows, I'll love another one day, but it goes, that no one love will ever be like else, that no one love will ever be yourself.
The way you talk, the way you smile still, the way you laugh, it gives me such a thrill. I enjoy and long for those short moments, the ones you likely already forgot. This pain of longing does not hurt so much, instead it's like a dull pain, the ver same, the very same I felt waiting for you. And so I held it to my chest, this pain, this pain which reminded me of the you, and with it I know that I can heal too.
The pain is not forever, it will go. The pain is not meaningless, tears do flow. The pain will continue, but it will fade. I will heal, but that will not erase the... the memories we made. They will not fade.
Healing and time will dull this longing pain, and the longing will be less and less too, but that does not mean I will forget, you. Instead as I heal, I'll come to go let, instead as I heal, I will not forget. I fear losing this part of me given you, forgetting this feeling as to lands new. Not forever but I cherish it so, I cherish these memories we've made but... you, the thought of me and you, that must go. In the past but to the sea I must throw, my longing, my want, so that I can glow.
Advertisement
Into the sea goes a bottle of mine, a bottle containing the words not said, a bottle containing the promises, the words which we let. Spill like water and thought, into the past's time, spill out like water, this love of old times. And so we come to accept this fate sad, the happy memories, the very bad.
And so I come to accept where I stand, at the start of a new adventure's land.
And so I throw a bottle to the sea, and hold close all of our hap' memories.
Can you see me from the other far shore, have you come to terms with it too... and more?
What questions from you will I never hear, with all of my regrets and silent fears, I will never hate you as I stand here.
And so I throw a bottle to the sea, with a message:
"thanks for the memories."
Advertisement
- In Serial16 Chapters
Moonlit Beginning
Our protagonist died in his previous life. With fragmented memories he reincarnated as Lex Permarre the prince of demon kingdom in the world of sword and magic Alteria where strong decides the future of weak, where ferocious beast run rampart on the land, where the tension between the races runs high. Join his adventure to how he assimilates into his new world with an unknown level system and where the civilization is below his previous life. Average Chapter length: around 1200 words This is my first novel ever, and English isn’t my native language, so go easy on me. Any feedback is more than welcome, of course. So comment on anything you want to.
8 72 - In Serial28 Chapters
The call of curiosity
A normal boy is born into a clan of swordsmasters in a world who is currently still feeling the effects of a long past war. The world is filled with with several factions who are busy scheming and God's who manipulate the mortals to counter those schemes. But the boy does not care, all he wants to do is satisfy his curiosity. English is not my native language so if something feels awkward please do tell me about it. Hope your day has been great and that it will only improve.
8 180 - In Serial11 Chapters
The Juveniles - Segment 2
Months after the events of Segment 1, the depressed teen turned Juvenile-with-a-different-meaning Alo, managed to recompile his life again and starts a new one with his sister Tatiana, the former clerk also fellow Juvenile, Johan Estrada, and Doctor Richard Goodman, the sole person who changed his life downright up. With Johan and Alo's newfound powers, Richard sends them to Tokyo, Japan and investigate the bloody gang war between the four uniquely powerful groups, and possibly find a recruit along the way. However, as they descend deeper within the ruins of the badly-battered city, things are not what as they seem.
8 202 - In Serial16 Chapters
MY MCU SCRIPT
This is my shifting script. My script is mainly in a list soooo just letting you know if u do or don't like to read lists. I don't have everything on my script on here because it's personal stuff. You can use parts of my script, just let me know what you want to use🤎
8 219 - In Serial16 Chapters
WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS - PETE WENTZ
"why is there a ring on my finger you ASSHOLE!" •••in which pete and margo accidentally get married in vegas
8 189 - In Serial14 Chapters
Dekker's Dozen: The Last Watchmen
When a demon-possessed tree tries to impose its will on the universe, the future turns dark. But what does Dekker want? The leader of the only mercenary squad capable of standing in the enemy's way would be content if his ex-girlfriend and business partner promised not to stab him again. As he and his eleven teammates track down the intergalactic assassin who stalked his family for generations, they encounter Ezekiel, a mysterious man claiming to be a time-traveler and ancient prophet. Ezekiel claims Dekker will responsible for the annihilation of all reality--but worse, he knows all of Dekker's secrets: that he wields an ancient, celestial weapon, was once married to a terrorist, and is the last member of the Watchmen--an ancient secret society with one purpose. At Ezekiel's insistence, and with a super-weapon in the hands of warring armies, Dekker and his team must do the unthinkable to prevent the Sun's annihilation before his archenemy can bring what Ezekiel calls "the divine engines of reality" to a grinding halt--breaking all of existence--destroying all that is, will be, and ever was! Steampunk time-travel, cyborg ninjas, plant-spore-controlled unicorn zombies, a deep-space plague, ghost warships, alien cat-people, living planets, and star destroying Hassidic superweapons converge in one epic, but doomed, timeline. Free ebook prequel available now! Download for Kindle/Nook, etc. Dekker's Dozen: A Waxing Arbolean Moon is available on Kindle- https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01EKP7IGY Nook- http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/dekkers-dozen-christopher-d-schmitz/1123682851 all others- https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/631408 #featured
8 136

