This is all my fault if I had just left when Ana tried to pull me away she would not be bleeding in the bed of my truck. Embry had driven the truck because I did not know how to get to Emily's. When we pull up to the house Jared get out of the bed of my truck with a still bleeding Ana. I still don't move from many different things. Jacob is a wolf and Paul hurt Ana because she was protecting me.

"Pay up. She didn't puke." Embry said

"Not now Embry." Jared said

"Come on Ana will wake up soon she is tough and runs with bloodsuckers." Embry said

He was trying to lighten things up but it wasn't working.

"Wait. We should go back, make sure Jacob's okay." I said

"Wow your sister is bleeding to death and you are worried about Jacob." Jared said

I look at Jared I try to not look at Ana. Embry soon realizes that I'm not following them.

"Come on in. We won't bite." Embry said

"Speak for yourself." Jared said

Bella climbs out of her truck and joins them, Embry pauses at the door.

"Oh, hey, about Emily - Sam's fiancé - just try not to stare. It bugs Sam." Embry say

"Why would I stare?--" I ask

I am cut off because the guys are already inside. I walk in side to see Jared laying Ana down on a table that had been covered in plastic. She was bleeding less now but was still bleeding, I turn from Ana to see who I believe is Emily who is popping muffins out of a tin. I can only see one side of her face which is beautiful and is draped with long black hair.

"You guys hungry? Like I have to ask..." Emily says

She turns so she is looking at us, I see the other side of her face, a scar runs from her hairline to her chin, three red lines that pull down her eye and twist her mouth.

"Who this and what happened to Ana?" Emily asked

Jared and Embry make a beeline for the muffins.

"Bella Swan and Paul." Jared said

"So you're the vampire girl. And what do you mean by Paul?" Emily asked

"Paul shifted and went to attack Bella but Ana jumped in front of her." Jared said

"So where is Paul right now?" Emily asked

"Last time we knew he and Jake were fighting, wolf style." Embry

"And you're a...you're all..." I say

"Werewolves? I'm just engaged to one. But these animals-- (slaps Embry's hand) Save some for your brothers." Emily says

I cautiously approach the counter, keeping an eye on the door for jacob and on the table where Ana is laying.

"Leave it to Jacob to get around Sam's gag order." Emily says

"He didn't say anything, or...couldn't." Bella said

"That's a wolf thing. Alpha's orders get obeyed whether we want to or not --" Embry said

"How 'bout you shut up now, Embry?" Jared asked

"You know Jacob's gonna fill her in. Or her sister if she ever wakes up." Embry said

"Yeah, I know every stupid thought him and Jared have. Wanna know what he thinks of you?" Jared said

"Like you need special powers to know that." Emily said

"It's another wolf thing. We hear each other's thoughts. Good for hunting. Embarrassing for everything else." Embry said

Jared leaned towards me, and spoke in a challenging tone.

"Freaking out yet?" Jared asked

"Ana and I can speak to each other in our heads. Plus you're not the first -- mind reader I've met." I said

"Jake's right. You are good with the weird." Embry grins

"But I don't get -- how? Why? --" I ask

"-- Because there are bad things here." Sam says

I turn around to see Sam standing behind me.

"And they're getting worse." Sam said

Sam moves past me and to Emily, I could see Sam's face brighten.

"Hey, Em." Sam said

He kisses Emily. But then he looks over at Ana and his face falls. I look away and see Jacob and Paul. They are laughing and playing around. I'm relieved to see Jacob not hurt. But Paul has a scratch on his arm..

"Ha. Pay up." Embry said

I see Jared hand Embry five bucks but soon Jacob and Paul stop smiling and they look Ana.

"So I really did hurt her." Paul said

"Why hasn't see healed yet?" Sam growled

I knew why but I couldn't tell them, if they knew her diet they would not be to happy.

"Bella do you know why she isn't healing?" Paul asked

"No." I said

"Bella we can hear your heart beat. So answer the question." Sam said

"She hasn't been sleeping or... eating." I say

"Okay so maybe it might just take more time." Sam said hopeful

Jacob and I leave the to room and head out to talk.

I keep trying to open my eyes but I can't. I hear people talking and I try to move and but I can't. I'm not healing...why? I need blood but I doubt Bella is going to tell any of the wolves that. I walk around my head when I walk up to a mirror. But the reflection I see is one that shocks me to my core. The girl in the mirror looked like me but her eyes were white, she had blood on her face and a evil smirk. The night Jasper left I got rid of my emotion turning me into the girl in the mirror. The no emotion made life more fun. I killed and did not feel bad about it. I had meaningless sex with Johnathan then with Paul. Who turned around and said somethings and then tired to attack Bella.

"Do regret anything you have done since deciding to live forever. You picked to live for ever because of him and he left you. Since him leaving you have killed over 30 people. So do you regret your choice?" she asked

"No." I said

She faded from the mirror then the mirror faded then I started to fade. I heard Jacob and Bella come back inside the house. I opened my eyes but I didn't move I keep my ears open.

"Excellent. If the redhead's after Bella. We've got bait." Jared said

Out of the corner of my eye I see Jacob pick up a four pronged spading fork from a bag of gardening tools and throw it towards Jared's head, who easily catches it.

"She is not bait." Jacob said

"I should leave town." Bella said

I swung my legs off the table and stood up.

"Victoria will follow you and make it harder for us to catch her." Sam said

"No one can catch her. She can escape anything." Bella said

"Ooh. She has special powers." Paul said

"Some of them do." Bella said

"No one is going to threaten my family and get away with it." I said

Everyone turns around and looks at me. Bella ran over and hugged me. As did Sam.

"Never scare me like that again." Sam said

"I'll try my hardest." I said

Paul soon came over to me, I could see the guilt in his eyes. I grabbed Paul's hand and pulled him away from the group.

"Let's go for a walk." I said

He nodded his head. We made it into the woods I sat down on a rock. Paul staid standing. I was still weak I wasn't healed all the way. I took off my jacket which was now ruined, my shirt was ruined too but I couldn't take it off. I looked up and meet Paul's eyes. He feel to his knees and cried. Which was surprising this was total out of character.

"I'm so sorry... I was mad when I shifted and went after Bella. I really didn't want to hurt her and I really didn't want to hurt you. I will forever regret that I hurt you and I would understand if you never wanted to talk or be near me again. But please forgive me." Paul all but begged.

I leaned forward and put both of my hands on his face. And made him look me in the eyes.

"There is no need for me to forgive you. I know what's like to do something in a fit of anger and rage." I said

"What did you do?" Paul asked

"Which time?" I asked

"Most recent." Paul said

"When the Cullen's left town Edward told Bella. But when I got inside Rosalie told me that no one was going to tell me. So in a fit of rage I destroyed my emotions. You shouldn't feel bad about hurting me I am part of the group that your spouse to kill." I said

"You're a vampire?" Paul asked

"Kind of. I can drink human blood. But I don't have to I can live with out ever having a drop." I said

"Okay." Paul said

I went to say something else but Paul stopped me. He kissed me. I was soon off the rock and laying on the ground. He moved his lips off mine and down my neck.

"Paul we can't." I say

"Why?" Paul asked

"Because I'm still healing and I don't want to hurt you." I said

"I don't care." Paul said

After that he went back to kissing me. Let's just say Paul and I had a quickie in the forest. We headed back to Emily's and they were still talking about Victoria.

"Like...what? Bella?" Jacob asked

"really you guys are still on this." Paul said

"Then mind reader you said you knew. He was a suckhead? Can they all do that?" Jared asked

"That would blow." Embry said

"No, I -- shouldn't have - no." Bella said

"She's still protecting them." Paul said

"I don't know why. It's not like they stuck around to protect you --" Jared said

"Guys, back off." Jacob said

"Hey, Bella we should head home. I'm tired and not up to par." I said

"Okay." Bella said

Bella and Jacob left the house and head for the truck. I went to follow them but Paul stopped me. He turned me around so I was facing him then he crashed his lips on mine. I heard wolf whistles, when we pulled apart.

I then headed for the truck. Jacob rode with us, he walked Bella up to her door.

"Don't worry, we've got this place covered. She won't get near you or Charlie and definitely not Ana." Jacob said

Bella nods her head. She is sad about something.

"Hey, we should do something fun. Like...cliff diving, right?" Jacob asked

"I could use the rush." Bella said

"Soon. After we catch her." Jacob said

He gives both of us a reassuring look before jogging into the woods. Bella and I headed inside. Bella went straight to bed I went to my room and changed I ended up throwing my shirt away. When I got re-dressed I headed out to grab a bite to eat. I don't usually eat in town but I was t drained to go anywhere else. I took some one fed on the m heled them up and made them forget. I headed home and went to bed. But I had a feeling that I tomorrow was going to be a pain. When I wake up I hear something coming from Bella's room I get up and head to her room. She bolts up from bed tears falling from her eyes. She get out of bed and changes and heads down stairs. I run to my room a quickly get changed then I run down stairs and out side to look for Bella she's not there. I head to the first places she would go but when I arrive there she not there. I head to Emily's. I she Emily standing outside.

"Hey Em have you seen my sister?" I asked

"Yeah you just missed her she was here looking for Jacob." Emily said

"Damn it. I will kill him." I said

"Who?" Emily asked

"Jacob, he keeps talking about cliff diving. And when ever Bella is close to danger she thinks she can see Edward." I said

I start running and shift into my white wolf. As I run I get in touch with what is going on in the woods. From the other wolf, to Charlie and Harry in the hunting party to Victoria. Damn I freeze should I go after Victoria or Bella. I decide to go after Bella. As I head towards Bella I see Harry getting attacked by Victoria then three wolves. I see Charlie turn around and he runs to Harry's side. I run towards Bella. I get there just as Bella jumps. As I stand on the cliff as I go from wolf to human I howl a scary howl full of power and anger. I heard the other wolves whimper.