Mackenzie

Weekend. Yipee! Well, I guess its good, but I don't get to stare at Alex all day like I did. I shouldn't. I know, I know.

But today, something crazy happened. I got a text from a number I didn't recognize. It was Savannah.

Savannah: Hey, its Savannah

Me: Hi? Who gave you my number lol.

Savannah: Alex... I heard you say those things about him. You were right.

Me: You did? I am? What happened?

Savannah: Well, we went to the mall today, and he tried to kiss me when I was leaving. I don't even like him like that, and I just met the guy two days ago!

Me: Woe really?

Savannah: Yeah... and I see the way you look at him, Mackenzie. That's also part of the reason I didn't kiss him.

That conversation totally changed my whole perspective of her. Did she really not kiss Alex because she knows I like him? That's so nice. Maybe I had the wrong idea of her because I thought she liked Alex. I guess not!

I wonder how Alex felt. Probably not too good. When things like that happened in seventh grade, he'd always put his head down on his desk and be miserable. I always felt really bad, and I'd try to cheer him up. When I talked to him, he acted like I helped nothing at all. When the 'hot' girls like Ally talked to him, he asked them for a hug or whatever.

Why can't I be pretty like Allie? She can get any boy she wants, including Alex.

I remember Amy (you remember her from the first day) told me that she once asked Alex which girls he would date. She asked him if he'd date Kristin, he said no. she asked about Ally, he said YES without any hesitation. She didn't mention me, I don't know why.

Anyways, I wonder if Alex still likes Savannah after her rejection to him. Probably. Should I text him and ask him what that was all about? No, then he'd know Savannah was telling people, then she'd get mad at me, etc. Somehow it would all lead back to me being the bad guy. That's the way things work around here, I guess.

So yeah, I'd rather not take the chance on everyone hating me again