yo, haven't been here in a while cause of life stuff but I got a question for all my fellow bois out there.

Have you felt an uninvited wave of melancholy at like 2am while your laying on your back?

Like I'm laying on my back and out of nowhere I just start thinkin about the fact that I've been in love with a girl that loved me but then hated me because of dumb shit.

I just don't know why I'm awake at 2am but my body just won't let me sleep till I think about all the good and bad things that have happened throughout my whole life. It's like I'm watching a movie about....me, you get me?

Like I know it might be the anxiety or somethin but my mind just thinks about that dark shit but when I'm close to the no-no area of my brain I get hit by a wave of euphoria.

I start rememberin shit like my first kiss with a girl, the first time I beat a game, or other cool shit.

Like its like my brains trying to fuck with me but then my soul says "Aye, stop that shit" and sends some good vibes.

I just don't know if I'm the only one of the bois feeling this every night but yea.

Have you felt an uninvited wave of melancholy at like 2am while your laying on your back?