This is not an update, I'm sorry I just really needed someone to rant to...

I have decided that I need new friends. Because I have nothing in common with the three I have now. Don't get me wrong I love them to death. But its so lonely being the only fangirl in the group.

Like with supernatural I NEED someone to talk to about it. AND I HAVE NOBODY! or with Avengers Infinity War? You know who I talked to about that? NO ONE! I'm lucky if my damn cat will listen to me! Or the new Fantastic Beasts movie? I'll prob end up going alone to see it. Not that I have a huge problem doing that, its just I would like someone to fangirl/fanboy with me.

And if my friends and I are hanging out and I say something about one of my (many) fandoms they ignore me, roll their eyes at me, or tell me to shut up, (yeah they're great I know 🙄​). But then when I'm on my phone on wattpad, Pinterest, or Tumblr, I'm the rude one. Like EXCUSE THE FUCK OUTTA ME! YOU ARE THE ONES THAT TOLD ME TO SHUT UP! SORRY THAT I'M AN OBSESSIVE FANGIRL! I CAN'T REALLY HELP IT!!

I honestly don't know why I hang out with them. But I would feel way to guilty if I just dropped them you know?

Oh and if this wasn't clear, they don't read. Like at all. So when I'm on wattpad and smiling/squealing like an idiot when I'm reading about my OTP falling in love they tell me to... yup you guessed it, to shut the fuck up! They are really nice to me. Yeah especially when they make fun of my fandoms. But do I ever make fun of or pick on things they like? NO! CUZ THAT'S NOT WHAT REAL FRIENDS DO!!

Again I'm sorry, I needed to get that off my chest. But don't worry I'm sure theres more ranting to come.

If you did read this and you want to be friends that would be great because like I said, I have no one to talk to and I'm in need of new friends. So message me please! I promise I'm nice and not a creep!

Okay bye now! It won't be too long this time!