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𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐃𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐜𝐞-𝐏𝐢𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐞

𝗔𝘁𝗹𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗮 𝗚𝗮 — 𝟽:𝟽𝟽 𝙿.𝙼

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-You're just like Saturn to me

I rubbed my thumb over Hagani's finger standing next to her while she sipped from the cup I was holding to her mouth.

When she stopped I sat the cup down on the table and she licked her lips.

"Shit buss, I always wanted one of these. " She picked up the cup and I stared at her. "You know you wanted to hold that cup for me don't be acting mad."

I rolled my eyes and sat in the chair beside her bed.

"I thought I would be getting it when I gave birth or some...but I guess I got it sooner. " She mumbled more to herself and I stared at her feeling myself become emotional.

"Are you about to cry again?" She looked over at me and I turned my head wiping my face. "Saturn I'm fine. "

"That's not okay somebody should've been there to help y'all. "

"Saturn nobody could've known that shit was gonna happen, you can't stop mental illnesses. At the end of the day i'm still alive and Aiden is okay." She spoke to me reassuring me once again and I nodded my head.

"I just don't wanna lose you. That shit scares me when I think about it Hagani. I feel like my heart stops beating and I can't do anything about it. "

"I understand. "

Tooka stumbled in the door with bags full of stuff Hagani sent him to her house to get for her and she smirked. He set everything on the foot of the bed and the biggest bag fumbled onto her foot making her yell out.

He was panting so hard he didn't even realized until she did yell, her hurriedly picked it up and put it on the floor.

Meanwhile Nugget had got hit by the door as it shut back after Tooka came through and you could hear him crying.

"It's too much happening right now.." I yawned standing up. I wiped my hand off on my sweatpants realizing they were sweaty because I hadn't let her hand go since I got here which was hours ago last night.

They didn't even have to call me. I felt a literal needle in my heart and knew she wasn't okay. All I could think was the worse on my way over here.

Just to discover her lying in bed staring at the tv with her foot being held in the air by the lever.

Her eye was patched up. He had cut through her cornea. She had the option to either get it out or get it replaced and she kept it.

The scar went from above her eyebrow slanted down to her top lip. I don't understand how someone could do this to another human being. I'm around a lot of niggas that do crazy shit all day everyday. I had kids with one.

But for no reason other than jealousy, and to someone who didn't do anything but love them was crazy to me.

I would've never suspected he had a mental illness most times you never do. It's not even for sure that he does but that's just us trying to spare him. Especially Hagani.

From the first time I met him I knew he was going to cause something. I wish I would've done more to keep her away from him. But people don't listen. And as a sister I know she was going to learn about him on her own.

"Where you want this?" Tooka asked her taking out the Amazon Firestick.

"You brought my tv?" She asked him eating her sunchips and he squinted at her. "I'm playing...you can put it in that lil ass tv I guess.." She shook her head hm and he went to connecting it.

Once it turned he gave her the remote and they all ate while she played a movie. They were acting like we was all chillin at the house or some.

I shook my head and took some of Haganis candy. She payed me no mind watching the movie.

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𝐡𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐜𝐞

𝙰𝚃𝙻𝙰𝙽𝚃𝙰, 𝙶𝙰.

"Hey baby. " I hugged Aidens neck as he bent down to hug me and gave me a kiss. "You okay?"

He nodded his head staring off a little making me grab his chin. "Bae..."

"I'm okay, are you okay?"

"I'm going to be. I just wish you didn't have to do what you did"

"I'll do anything for you" He spoke looking into my eyes. One thing about me, I stared everybody I talked to - in the eyes. I wanted to see where their heart was.

I frowned my lip feeling myself becoming emotional.

"Aiden. "

He got closer to me and looked down pulling something out his pocket. My eyes following his I seen it was a box , getting excited knowing it was some earrings like last time I grasped my hands.

"Baee. " I smiled.

He opened it and it was a ring I had showed him and told him I wanted. I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Hagani I-"

The door opened and his parents walked in — his mom smiling at me as I greeted them and his dad nodding his head giving a slight smile.

I didn't expect them to come and be the nicest to me, being that I was the main reason their son committed murder. But he faced no charges.

On top of me being on that floor bleeding out he had went crazy over the impact of him killing Montana. He was hyperventilating and just going crazy overall. & there was nothing I could do to help.

"Um.." His mom cleared her throat. "Hagani do you mind if we pull him out for a minute?" I shook my head in response almost immediately.

"Of course not. " I responded and she smiled. They all stepped out.

I ran my hands down my face sighing. Resuming my movie I opened my bag of Cheeto puffs.

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They walked back in making me put it back on pause giving them my full attention.

"What happened?"

"Well, Hagani I know with all that happened you should rest and get better... also my mom is sick and we're moving back to Pittsburgh with family to take care of her. Aiden is coming with us. "

"Is this because of me?" I sat up some more feeling it get harder for me to breathe.

"No.." She walked up to me grabbing my hand. "No this isn't. I feel like at this point Aiden also has some healing to do. And he should be with family, I fear for my son."

"I understand..but I love him. " I spoke to her feeling a tear sliding down my cheek. She grabbed a tissue and gave it to me. "I can't believe this."

All of this was just happening so fast. You never see shit like this coming.

"I don't want to take him from you that's the last thing I want to do. I see how much you love and care for my son and I don't want to force him onto you. I understand he's grown but I have think about his best interest when it comes to mental health. "

"I understand everything you're saying, I would do anything for him. "

I know it was a lot and it sounded dramatic but I would. I put my hand over my face feeling myself become emotional again. I started crying.

"Mom..." I heard Aiden say.

"Hagani.." She took my hand off my face and I looked away. "Aiden suggested you moved out with us. He said you were already planning to leave Atlanta."

"I don't want to invade your privacy.."

"You're family now, like she said we're not trying to take him from you or make it seem like it's you're fault. Stuff happens. He's grown you're grown. We just want him close. " His father spoke.

Saturn looked between us eating her chips.

I rubbed Aidens hand and nodded my head wiping my face.

"Period." My sister spoke up and we all looked at her. "My fault. "